So I do have to say goodbye to sitdiary...for now...No one comments anymore, or anything..maybe ill be back. If not..catch me at myspace... www.myspace.com/0oosnappitsjess bye loves! x3 Jess Marie

Uhh..so yea...Life is great. School is pretty good. Not much to complain about. I havent posted in a while so I guess I'll update the best I can. Sep. 2nd- The first football game. We had to march half-time! Lol...everyone (especially freshman) were scared. I was like whatever. We sucked but thats okay. Other than that it was grand. I got a puppy...his name is Simon. He is the coolest! : ) I love Matthew Hafler..and he is a little cooler than Simon...hehe Sep. 10th- Paulies memorial service. Sad as heck. I cried...a lot. Tracy had the saddest speech ever. My mom and dad were crying..and i've never seen my grandpa paul cry.and he was crying..so I was hysterical. But Paulies not in pain anymore...hes in a better place..everythings gonna be okay. After the service I went over to a guys Matt bowls for named Matt. And I helped babysit Alyssa. First I went over with Dannielle, and there was this kid that goes to Paupack there named Chris. Hes a pretty cool kid. So we all hung out and then we washed the car...then we went to get Matthew. We came back...chilled...made prank call...lol...chilled...chris left...i fell asleep...matt did too...went home. Fun right? Sep. 11th- I marched in my first parade ever! it was absolutly crazy hot. Those uniforms were killing us! It wasd soooo effing hot. But soon enough it was all over. We marched our hot little butts back to the bus and changed. We ate hoagies, and just relaxed. The the big ol' meanie head Mr. Pauliks came onto our bus and started screaming at us...it was insane! Hes like "Im so pissed off right now" then this float singing "winnie the pooh..winnie the pooh" in a realy high pitch hamster like voice went buy..and it was soooo hard not to laugh...Lmao anyway! it was funny. Then on the way home this ricky kid...who is soo effing annoying..kept talking and talking and talking..so shadoe ripped off his headphones and was like "You should have been swallowed!" Holy crap..I almost peed myself. It was so funny. Lol....I <3 band! Today- Not much. Went to school..had band..Mr meanie head wasnt there so it was like a study hall. School was boring, and hot...and boring. Then I came home, bought the movie Man of the House on ppv..and now im going to watch it. Have a great night everybody! Xoxo, Jessica <3 m.h

So today I had band camp...kinda. So that was great fun. Not really but ya know. Its all good. I did that from like 1130 to 3. Then my day got worse. I got in the car and i was like where is dad..and my moms like oh he went to file for divorce....yea...so i guess he didnt have the balls to do it so we had to pick him up. Then we got home and they kept fighting, and Im so used to it that I just kinda ignored it, then he broke the rear view mirror on her van. I love my dad to death...but he is such an ass sometime. So now Im in honesdale with my mom and little sister and I guess were staying here. I dont know how long. My mom says shes done with my dad and blah blah blah...and she wants a divorce...And theres nothing I can do. It sucks..I hope they do though, because this is it..Im sick of it. They've been doing this for over 2 years now, and Im through. call or whatever

Yes, the rumors are true...today is really my birthday!!! Hehe. 15 years ago....history was made...i was born! Lol :) But life is okay besides that. Matt got me this really pretty necklace, and he sent roses to the school...yea, sweet..I know. But sorry ladies...he is MINE! God I love that kid. So my step grandpas son died the other day. That was really sad. Im still kinda upset about it. But these things happen in life. And my mom left the basement door open and my sisters ferret got out, and the dog killed it. Yea, she was devistated. It was pretty bad. Oh yea, and my dog died. So life is great..let me tell you. Leave the birthday love. : ) Bye! xoxo Jessica I love Matthew Hafler a&f

So I havent done much. I went to the fair today, and that was so much fun. I saw Matthew so that was fun! I might be able to see him tomorrow...so..yea. I hope so. He is so proud of himself, because he broke his old cell phone, and he got to get a new one, and he got one of those motorola razors, and he is so proud of it...he really is. haha =) Lol band practice starts in 2 days!!!!!! Haha I so cannot wait. Lmao. Alright well Im sleepy..so Im gonna go... PEace out girl scout! x3 Jessica visit my myspace!

Yea. So I havent posted in a while..but thats okay. I really havent been up to anything too interesting. I've seen Matt quite a bit..so that keeps me happy. And...I went to the fair. Oh and....JULIANS HOME!!! : ) We went to pick him up from the air port, and kirsten cried...I got teary eyed. but that was about it. So other than that...Not much has happened. School starts..and my birthday is one day after school starts...DONT FORGET IT! Just kidding. But umm...yea I guess Im in Mr.Gumbles homeroom. So thats gonna be kick ass..I love that guy. Lol. It should be an interesting year. Matt is on the 3rd floor...so that sucks..but Kirsten in right across the hallway from me. So thats cool. Alrighty...I gotta get on with the day. Talk to ya'll later. Love, Peace, and chicken greese

Yea...well Im bored and not very tired..so..yea. I got to spend most of the day with my matthew...so that made me sooooooo happy! I get to see him tomorrow also. So I cannot wait! Alrighty...well....g-night everyone!

Well....New York was the most awesome thing ever. I saw Billy Bob Thorton across the street because of the premire of his movie Bad News Bears. And I saw Courtney Cox, and Lisa Kudrow, and the big brother Donnie from Even Stevens. And the best one ever............RILEY SMITH!! OmFg is he gorgeous! Lol...But yea, it was great. We all stayed up till like 2 in the morning every night just hanging out. We got secutiry called on us almost everynight because we were loud. Yea...it was great. Then we usually went to time square, and the last night we were there I had to leave at 4 in the morning to go to the race with Matthew. So i slept for like an hour. lol So I was really really tired. But its all good. We went to Time Square that night and it was awesome. There was this guy doing this card game, and my friend put down 50 dollars..and lost it. It looked like it sucked. But hey...it wasnt my money. Lol. So the race was pretty cool. I was happy to be there...especially since I was with matthew. I love him soo much. Today is his birthday and Im going to his house later. So that should be fun. I got him this birthday present that I hope he likes, and I cant say what it is right now, but maybe later I will. Well Im gonna go...Call the cell today if you need me. *647 7231* HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!!!! I love yoU!

Hey guys!! I havent posted in a long long time! My computers still freeking broken, and it sucks! So I guess Im gonna update this thingy. I've been babysitting and thats about it. I leave for my convention in NYC in 2 days! And I cannot wait. Im scared and excited and worried and all these emotions all at the same time, so thats why I feel kinda gross. Im gonna miss Matthew and my family and of course Kirsten, but she fits in under family...I guess matt does to, but w/e. Julian is coming home soon and Im so excited! I cannot wait to see him, it seems like forever! Im glad hes beginning to like California, its good for him. Well I got home from Matt's house just a little while ago, so Im gonna go and get some shut eye. Mucho Love. xOxO, Jess Call me in the city!!! 647*7231 ***Wish me Luck!!!!!! I love Matthew!!!!!

Hey! I havent written in like forever..but my sister broke my computer so iM at g-mas house =) I really havent been up to much. Today was Matt and my 3 months anniversary!!!!!! Yay! Haha...He came to my house today, which was..okay. Cept my little sister was like all over him and everything. But its all good. So...tomorrow Im going to his house and were going to some thing...so that should be fUn! Well Im gonna go watch my brother get 3rd degree burns from playing with fireworks!! Ttyl...call the cell! xoxo, JesS I LOVE MATTHEW HAFLER!!!!! X3

Hey guys! Sorry I havent written in a long time. My sister broke the computer, so yea...this might be my last post for a while. So im kinda pist about that, but oh well. So an update on whats been going down. I went to Lancaster with matt, and I had a blast! It was so much fun, Im like in love with his family! They are so much fun! Lol. "hey mom catch!" Lol...I still laugh about that! Other than that, I really havent done much. I went to the Honesdale with Kirsten. We were gonna go to the movies, but we decided not to. Then on the way home her mom got a flat tire, and we had to wait for her brother to come and fix it. So that was fun. Today me and Kirsten are in Honesdale. Were gonna go to the movies with maybe Matthew and AJ =) and I cant wait! I havent seen AJ in like forever! And of course Im happy to see Matthew! So yea. Tomorrow Im gonna go spend the day with him! I cannot wait! Sunday I have class...So that should be lots of fUn. Yea...anyways...So yea...call my cell today if you need me =) 647*7231 Mucho Loves! xOxO, Jess

50 Natural Highs: 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price. 12. Chocolate milkshake. 13. A long distance phone call. 14. A bubble bath. 15. Giggling. 16. A good conversation. 17. The beach. 18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter. 19. Laughing at yourself. 20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 21. Running through sprinklers. 22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 24. Laughing at an inside joke. 25. Friends. 26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). 29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. 30. Playing with a new puppy. 31. Having someone play with your hair. 32. Sweet dreams. 33. Hot chocolate. 34. Road trips with friends. 35. Swinging on swings. 36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite hot drink. 37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid. 38. Going to a really good concert. 39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. 40. Winning a really competitive game. 41. Making chocolate chip cookies. 42. Having your friends send you home-made cookies. 43. Spending time with close friends. 44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends. 45. Holding hands with someone you care about. 46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change. 47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over. 48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. 49. Watching the sunrise. 50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. Just in case you were wondering... xoxO

So...today..I've done a whole buncha nothing. And let me tell you...was it boring. Ha..and its only 2 o'clock. Nice right? yea. I know. So right now Im talking to my crazy, sexy boyfriend, whom I love sooooo much! Yea, maybe I'll get to see him today! I hope so! Tomorrow Im going to Lancaster with him to watch him bowl. So that should be tons of fun. Cant wait! I get to spend the whole freeking day with him!!! =) Well not much else to say...Ill be in Honesdale till sunday, so gimme a ring-a-ling.. 647*7231 xOxO

Well....Yesterday was the last day of school...and it really sucked. Im kinda worried that I wont see anyone over the summer and its just kinda gonna...Idk...suck. Im scared too I guess...that Im never gonna see Matt, and it just gonna ruin things between us, and I dont want that to happen...because the way I feel about him, I've never felt about anyone before. He always makes me so happy no matter what happens or whatever shitty mood I am in. Ugh...I guess yesterday was okay I got to hang out with matt all day, which was great. Then we went to the movies which was fun...then after the movies shit hit the fan with...people who...ugh...Oh well..Im over it..well Im out...gonna go over town..call the cell today if you need me xOxO

Oh yea, this is great. Double study hall in the lib. And it hot as all heck...haha...but thats only because Im sitting next to AJ. Lol. No really tho..its like super hot. I have like no classes today, again. All I have is this double studyhall, and then I have latin, and were not doing anything. Then I have another study hall, and then lunch. Oh wait, then another study hall! But then I have my bio. exam...so that should be fun. I think I failed my algebra final and my history final. Oops. I might not have done that bad, but prolly pretty close. I cannot wait until friday!!!!!! LAst day of school!!!! 2 1/2 days left! dork-AJ....yea that was quite random....but ya know...thats AJ. Anyways....so friday we get out at 11 am so then me and Krsten and Matt, and hopefully Harmony and Doug are going to go get lunch, then hang out around town or something. Then we might go to the movies to see Mr and Mrs Smith, ot Cinderella Man. I really dont care which. So yea thats my week. Oh but tomorrow we have our 7th period exam, then some senior assembly. Then we get to go home =) And sleep. Well not much else to say...so Im out xOxO

So..Let me give you an update: Tuesday--I was bored all freekin day...until like 3ish. I went over to Kirstens g-ma bipolars (lol..inside joke) and hung out for a while. We went over to the pond, and I found this little, broken, tiny ass net, and decided to hang over the edge of the paddle boat to go fishing....Big mistake. This huge ass fish came out from under the boat and bit my elbow. I screamed and threw the net, and yea...I cried. It scared the crap out of me. Ugh...But besides that we had fun. Lol Yesterday--I had class at 4 o'clock till 5:30. So that was kinda boring, especially when I found out that I have to get a new monologue. And thats gonna suck because I have to write it by sunday...But I kinda have an idea. Today--I am going shopping with my grandma. So that should be fun. I need to get stuff for NYC...which by the way is only a month away!!!! Ahhh cannot wait. I feel so rushed tho, I mean, I just got my portfolio back, and now its like crunch time. And I have to write a new monologue. I think our group runway is going to be awesome!!! Ahhh Im soooo excited! Well I gotta go g-mas just called!!!! =) Call the cell today 647*7231 <3 xOxO

So...I had class today. That was fun. Bob Luke was there...that guy is crazy! I cant wait until NYC!!! Im soooooo excited. And I get to room with Crystal and Tiffany! Even better!! Im gonna miss Matt a lot tho...But I'll be fine, its just a week. And I'll call him. I guess I'll miss my family too.....well my mommy at least. Im gonna be so home sicks. Oh well. Tomorrow I think Im going to Honesdale with Kirsten, and we might go to the movies or something...Im not sure tho. I guess we'll see what happens tomorrow. Well Im out, not much to say.... x3 M.h xOxO

2nd day of summer vacation...and so far..Its okay. I miss my friends a lot already!! I've seen Matt quite a bit..hopefully its that way all summer. NYC is only 1 month and 2 days away..and I cannot wait!!!!! SOOOOO excited! Anyways..I think today that I'm going to Kirstens grandmas...but I'm not sure because I havent talked to her. So I guess I'll find out later. Yesterday Kirsten, Matt, Cody and I were supposed to go to the movies..but it ended up being only me, Matt and Kirsten. So that kinda sucked. But its all good. I think this summer is gonna be great! Its so warm out! I looooove it!!!!! I'm "best friends" with this little kid Matt knows. He told Matt that he'd be my breast friend...but I refused lol. So I'm just his best friend. So thats good. Well..I dont have much more to say...So...Have an awesome day..and leave me some lovin'! xOxO M.h x3

Today went from good to bad in a matter of seconds. I went to class, then on the way home I got a phone call from Megan. She told me the news that would ruin my day. Tommy died. End of story. Right now I guess you can say Im in shock, and denial, and theres so much Im feeling its rediculas. I've known Tommy since I was 5-6. Its amazing how something this horrible can just impact your life so bad. I dont know what else to say. R.i.p Tommy...Love ya buddy 6/5/05

Theres really not much to say. Sitting in study hall...like ususal. But this time its with the wonderful Erin, and hot as all hell AJ! Lol But no really...AJ is the man...(besides Matt) =) NOt much else to say...Im outt xOxO