HOLY HELL! I didnt even know these things still existed!! ahh hahaha. lol i just read through all my old entries and its all like payton this payton that I LOVE HIM. haha not. lol i will deff think twice next time. well im going to gabby's tomarrow i cant wait! =]

Today Is christmas! So I havent even looked this thing since like september..? haha. Well I got loads of stuff from the big man. :) I'm happy with my new BLADES from daddy. <3 :p Tomarrow I might see lee to give him his gift. oh yeah me and lee are seeing eachother.. not exctly dating though. I AM STUPID, stupid stupid stupid! Skiing is coming soon and i am 100% EXCITED! Today my brother timmy tryed to crack my back but brused my chest. My back is ruined and now I have to see Dr. Hottie.. (Shawn Miller- chiropractor). lol. Lauren is going out with PRUSACK. hah. Me and Mike are hopefully hopefully friends.... he's my bff. :) Jenna and Alexia are stuck up. They were mad bc they werent first in my info!!! haha! now jenna talks shit about me 24/7 and I ask alexia to be friends but nooo she has to stick by Jenna... screw them. Chelsea and Christine are better frinds in a day then they were in a week. :0 :) Shan is having a New Years Eve Party! lol, funnnn. Lauren and my dad are watching home alone... think Im gunna go too :p <3 Leah

Ok i deffinatly havent written in this thing in forever... lol. but i will tell you about how payton is a dick head. To make a REALLY long story short, I was at the fair and i found out he cheated on me not once, not twice, but 3 freaking times. so we broke up and yeah it sucks really bad. I don't miss it, i miss HIM. talking to him and just like being around him. kissing him. lol. but homecoming is on my bday (oct. 1) and I still don't know who I am going with. Alec asked me, brett asked me, and then me and jeff said if we dont find anyone, we'll go as friends. i was really looking forward to it with payton but screw it. I know a kid named mike from Benton who is a bigggg cutie who I would bring any day haha. My mom went to a 21st bday party last night and she met a kid whose in my grade who wants to go with me but i dont even know him grrr. she said he is really cute and if i get to know him i can go with him. so I'll probably talk to him..? hmmm...

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Today is boring. haha. yesterday i went to gabby & payton's =) we went swimming and ... hung out like always haha =D I am so bored godd. haha on wednesday me and jenna went to knobels! it was so fun haha. but the pickle ona stick fun sucked bc she just got her braces on and she couldnt eat it. we went on the twister 4 times, flume 3 times, and the pheonix 2 times. the other ones were like 2 times lol. i got the best strawberry smoothie EVER. lol i can taste it now haha. it was soo much fun. on the way there and back we made a movie w. my video camera. lol the funniest thing was "mr. sock and his brother Antonio who has a new platinum cd with songs such as, socks off, put your socks to the floor, drop it like its sock, and grind with my sock." hahaha oh i love her! =) <3

Today Im going to the carni, I already went once but im goin again haha. =) Mary had a party that kicked it major haha. There was Me Jenna Lex Mary Christine Kim Jeff Wilb Juser and Jehile. it was pretty cool, when i got there.. late haha, all the girls were in their bikkinis nd the guys were in their shorts, so i changed nd went to see the guys while they played bball. we played alot of foosball. it was me nd jenna vs. the guys, they swiched teams. Me and Jenna are really good believe it or not haha we beat them like twice and when we lost it was close! When it got dark we played capture the flag, girls vs. boys. boys won twice haha. after that we went out by the tent and listened to music, wilbur took mary's moms cell and called "MOMMA S." and changed his voice as a joke and was like "you wanna come over to my house and swim? my momm said you can com swim with meee" haha my moms like umm ok who's this lol. it was so funny lol. then we stayed up all night and i was sick the next day... =P <3

I'm at my dads, its like uhh 11 =) This week hasnt had anything good. =/ me and payton got in a fight grr but its all good now =* Jenna is.. i have no clue lol, alexia was at this thing for the weekend, and payton & gabby are in ocean city =( that sucks major. the day after they get back im going to see them both =* even my little jonny and evan haha. =P they are coming back on like the 6th or 7th. =D Today me and lauren were fighting over a pair of shorts and it was so fun bc we werent really mad we were just laughing and stuff. and omg i got pushed onto my bed, bounced of, hit tice's bed... then fell on the floor. haha it was GREAT. lmao. i am suppost to have FH practice this week.. but i was at my dads today and tomarrow i will be too. but i should be there on wednesday. i love breaking benjamin oOoOo so much haha. same with "andy milonakis, not to be confused with bob smith which whose name has been confused with andy's." haha "JK SMILE" i love payton so much =D IM GOING TO TISH's SOON =D cant wait its gunna be the ultimate shizzz. thats it.=)

My cousin's Lyndsay and Carleigh from ohio are visiting for 6 weeks, last night they stayed at our house =) Lyndsay is 11 and Carleigh is 7. They are so cute! =P Tonight me and pay were gunna go see "Bad News Bears" but Dominique is going tomarrow so he said it would be easier to go tomarrow night instead. He is oming over tomarrow too.. maybe =D Tonight I might go to Bumpers with Lauren, Shan, and the one and only Gunit =) grr gtg write later <3

I have been sick for like uhhh 2 days, i hate allergies haha. the fight is over. good it was pathetic. Kayla payne still thinks she has a say in every little thing lol im like its over grow up =P well anyways, Im at my dads and i just got done riding the 4wheeler. I'm going to PAYTON's tomarrow =D Cant wait=* Hannah and Gabby were over on Fri-Sat. On friday we went shopping and I bought some hott clothes =P I bought this tee from american eagle that says "Im his because he apprieciates PERFECTION." lol! In the mall hannah walks up to these random guys and is like "Its alway raining in my mind!!" from the andy milonakis show haha. My stepdad got more animals lol. they are at out little farm thing a couple miles from our house. he got 2 horses, a bull, cows, and ... PIGS. lol, i love the horses they are so cute =) ok im done. 8)

I really hope this pathetic fight comes to an end bc it is soo rediculous. =P haha! haha u can tell me im ugly ALL you want because I know i'm not. =D Got my dreams set on modeling, cant wait for the day they come true... =) TOMARROW I AM GOING to payton and gabby's 4th of July party thing =D pretty sweet i cant wait. Im so in love with this boy. =* muah Ok I am pretty sure the fight just came to an end. Thank god =)

omg all you girls who think you are so big and tough, you need to grow up! you are all mad bc kayla payne said she rode 4wheelers and we said isnt that for guys? and she flipped out and started getting mad bc we have money and she doesnt! so u all need to get ur friggin story straight before u come to me and take it out on me! i wasnt the only girl there either so u need to check with that too!! and u are calling ME a slut, hoe, skank, whore, ect... ??!!! haha i think thats hilarious bc i havent ever even slept with anyone! i was with jeremiah for like 2 years and yeah.. im a slut. haha GROW UP. obveously none of u have lives bc all u do is sit on computer all day and critisize me! And lets see.. cheyanne.. u are like what.. 5'? u think u can beat me up? haha thats a good one. you too amanda but its more like 4' 10''. oh yeah the "horse" thing. You guys are sooo stupid its not even funny! haha I look like a HORSE? lol that cracks me up. i am in modeling... but im a horse. ok thanks hoes. you think i should wear bigger clothes? oh my god. ok at least the clothes i wear arent from like a thrift shop or anything! or at least im not like kayle and say "i like to be comfortable!" even tho her clothes are so tight that she cnt breathe! thats sick. and umm if u all have something to say to me, get away from urcomputer screen and say it to my face! you know where i live so try it bitches. thats it =)

Im in school, i just found out that mike is mad at me bc payton told him we were almost going out. god, fighting over me, great. well if mike is mad at me for that then thats gay =/ jeeze! well me and pay had fun on monday, we had no school bc was memorial day. omg lauren and gabby were outside in the rain and we go out and we hear "1,2,3!!!" and we see them running off the dock in the pouring rain and thunder jumping into the lake! haha it was hilarious. i wish i did it too lol =) i cant wait till summer 2005, its gunna kick ass =) omg i cANT WAIT till june 25, rory's graduation party. payton's going with me i think lol it will be so awesome =)

yesterday I went to this indian wedding for Jeanne and i get home and my caller ID says jenna called so i call her back and she is very very upset. so imlike omg jenna whats wrong? and she was crying so it was hard for her to talk so i was like oh no it must be bad if jenna's crying! so she tells me that Alec was riding 4wheelers and he went on a diff path then everyone else and he fliped! and he was pinned under his 4wheeler for and hour in the RAIN and the hospitol said he might of had internal bleeding and a fractured back so then they gave him tests and there was no internal bleeding but he does have a messed up back. they said he won't be doing anything for a week bc he has to rest. but omg i hope he gets better! =( you're in my prayers, kid.

Amanda Fassett.. umm whoever thinks she could beat ME up OBVEOUSLY doesn't know me very well!! She is a small twig! she has no mucssel at all so thats deffinitly a joke!! And whoever is leavin the notes has to get a life! how pathetic can u get! haha thats wack