halla

Listening to: weezer
Feeling: icky
ok ill keep updating but if you really wnt to know whats going on i'm in xanga as xNxcholexx alrighty i'm out i have to go to work later on NICG wuv
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leaving

Listening to: none
Feeling: alone
i'm sad because i'm moving out with my mom i will still check it because i still come over to my moms boyfriends be fore i have to work but i guess if you really want to talk or theres somthing important call me 760-0889 wuv!! NICG
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cruise

Listening to: Toma( pitbull)
Feeling: amazing
i am so happy i am talking to my friend danny that i met on the cruise he is hottt!!!!!!! and i'm listening to only the best song on the cruise to dance to Toma. I met aton of awesome people my age we had this big possie of friends there were about 15 of us. Sarah,Danny w/o a shirt(the hot 1) Alicha, jackie, danny with a shirt, kenny, the elevator girls, kimmy, brittany,jordan ,kristina,thomas, and no name kid,(he never told us his name and just followed us), katie, and a bunch more i'm sorry if i forgot any one. there were great memories that i will never forget. and songs there were two dances every night. one tfor the 12-17 yr. olds which every one could get into then there was a 16 and up which we snuck every one in anyways. we looked for atlantis actually danny and i did and after the 16+ dance it got over at 2:30 we went and got pizza and ice cream it was free and and 24hrs. and then we went up to the sky deck and just hung out and talked and looked at the stars and the moon. we always had lido deck parties it was realy fun. and we caused chaos every where we went. Danny w/o a shirt and i played basketball against jessen the teen dj the best guy ever. and jordan and danny and i won yess! then danny and i had a chicken fight against the other danny and alicha(the first person i met) and danny and i won jwhat can we say we're awesome. danny and i pulled an all nighter the last night every one else was supposed to also but the chickened out. sarah and i always danced together we were not complete if one of us was not there danny sarah and i hung out alot we were also the only ones who ever danced so i was fun. well i'm gonna go. "me gusta pollo porque soy loco" inside joke dont ask NICG
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every one has them

Listening to: none
Feeling: zonked
Basics [x] Your gender:: A gal [x] Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight [x] Single?: No [x] If not, do you want to be?: [x] Eye color:: Hazel [x] Happy with it?: yep [x] Hair color:: blonde [x] Happy with it?: absolutly [x] Obsessions?: Basketball and t-shirts [x] Have a favorite quote?: "I'm a Ball Playa" love and Basketball Deep Thoughts [x] Do you live in the moment?: sometimes [x] Do you have any secrets?: yes'um [x] Do you hate yourself?: no [x] Do you like your handwriting?: no [x] Do you have any bad habits?:biting my nails [x] What is the compliment you get from most people?: Your weird [x] If a movie was made about your life what would it be called?:? o-town ballas.just kitten hahaha [x] Can you sing?:yes, in the shower. [x] Are you a daredevil?: sometimes [x] What is your greatest strength?: being a team player [x] If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my teeth [x] Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yep [x] Is there anything you regret doing in life: definatley [x] Do you think life has been good so far?: sure i guess its as ok as it could have been [x] What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: ? family comes first no matter what [x] What do you like the most about your body?: my legs [x] Do you think you are good looking?: when i'm not having a fat day [x] Are you confident?: yes Do You... [x] Smoke?: No [x] Do drugs?: No way [x] Pray?: every once in a while [x] Talk to strangers who IM you?: i don't have IM [x] Sleep with stuffed animals?: when i'm lonely [x] Take walks in the rain?: yes, i love the rain [x] Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah just to be nice [x] Drive?: sometimes [x] Like to drive fast?: when my parents aren't in the car Would or Have You Ever? [x] Liked your voice?: yes [x] Hurt yourself?: yes when i was stupid but i'm not stupid any more promise [x] Been out of the country?: yes [x] Eaten something that made other people sick?: all the time [x] Been in love?: maybe [x] Done drugs?: no way, Jose [x] Gone skinny dipping?: yes [x] Had a medical emergency?: Yeah [x] Had surgery?: no [x] Ran away from home?: yes [x] Played strip poker?: what about strip basketball? haha [x] Gotten beaten up?: No [x] Thought about suicide?: again when i was stupid [x] Pulled an all nighter?: yes [x] Talked on the phone all night?:yes [x] Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah [x] Slept all day?: yes [x] Killed someone?: no [x] Had sex with a stranger?: no [x] Thought you're going crazy?: once [x] Kissed the same sex?: yes [x] Been betrayed?: hasn't every one [x] Had a dream that came true?: not yet [x] Broken the law?: a couple times [x] Met a famous person?:no Beliefs [x] Believe in life on other planets?: no [x] Miracles?: yeah [x] Astrology?: yeah [x] Magic?: no [x] God/Satan: yeah [x] Ghosts?: yes [x] Luck?: no [x] Love at first sight?: no [x] Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no [x] Witches?: no [x] Easter bunny?: i met him once [x] Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: maybe [x] Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yeah [x] Do you wish on stars?: yeah Friends [x] Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: maybe [x] Pick 8 friends…only use them in your answers: carrie lauren megan mallorie ashley ketchup taylor kaite [x] Who is your best friend?: hard to say [x] Who's the one person that knows most about you?: megan [x] What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "always have tampon fights" said ketchup [x] Your favorite inside joke?: mine with carrie and ketchup [x] Thing you're picked on most about?: how weird i am [x] Who's your longest know friend?:mallorie [x] Newest?: katie [x] Shyest?: ketchup [x] Funniest?: mallorie [x] Sweetest?: Taylor [x] Closest?: carrie lauren or megan [x] Weirdest?: katie [x] Smartest?: Ketchum and lauren [x] Ditziest?: mallorie [x] Last person you talked to online?: don't have it [x] Who do you talk to most online?: .... [x] Who are you on the phone with most?: carrie [x] Who do you trust most?:carrie mallorie ketchup [x] Who listens to your problems?: megan, lauren [x] Who do you fight most with?: no one [x] Who's the nicest?: ashley [x] Who's the best singer?: megan [x] Who's your second family?: prathers later gator NICG
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hurricane

Feeling: annoyed
i'm annoyed because of this damn hurricane. F*** you Dennis(thats the name of it). The sound on my computer isn't working. my mom's boyfriend is proposing to my mom when we go on our cruise yay! i' dont know when i'm going to be able to update next but i'll try tomorrow. it's really gloomy outside. Don't you wanna? FANTA!! later gator NICG
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i miss

Listening to: ohio is for lovers
Feeling: broken
i feel broken. I'm never gonna get to see carlos again. he is a great guy but i'm sad so who ever sees him tell him i said hi and to have fun with his hick cousins in bermont (bermont is what angel says) today is my moms birthday talk about old(38)jus kitten HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTHHHHHHDDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! i'm out NICG
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FLORIDA

Listening to: nothin
Feeling: longing
IF any one wants to come to florida and stay for a little while let me know cuz i'm kinda bored and lonely. i dont care who comes call me at 766 9094 love ya NICG
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just another day

Listening to: the radio
Feeling: blah
just another day i woke up at 1 took a shower got ready for my day at chips and guacamole said hi and bye to my mom had orange jucie got on the computer took my dog out and here i am again. its now almost 3 it's to hot to be outside or even to go swiming. the pool is about 90 degrees and outside its about 95. so it's good to stay inside. well tonight i'm going to go eat at my moms resturant and then i'm going to go find out about the cruise i'm going on. theres a hurricane and it's name is dennis and i hope it doesn't do to much damage. hmm oh well i'll talk to you later love NICG
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Nics NEWS

Listening to: none
Feeling: amused
2 people got attacked by sharks in florida haha people are still swiming what dummy's we should put them in a car and let them crash for car testing the girl who died was 14 +god bless her THeres A BEAR AAhhhh!!! sick people have electric fences so they laugh when some one gets shocked- thats something carrie would do who doesn't want fire works Boring old fagots who work for the state don't, those bitches. the news in southwest florida -where i roll somkey the bear likes to eat sharks just a summary NICG haha
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immature

Listening to: thats 70's show
Feeling: cursed
i swear i have been cursed by my cell phone. nothing ever good happens with my cell phone. i left my cel phone at my house in kansas because i'm dumb but now my dad has it and i'm in florida. theres nothing that i can do. this dude matt from lawrence who i went to school with in 8th grade. i had him in my science class and thats the only type of communication i had with him. then this year he started texting me, and i talked. now he's saying all this sexual stuff and i don't respond. but since my phone is with my dad and they have it on (so they can get in my business) matt said that he's hard and he wants to talk to some one horny then my dad started to talk to him by texting and he didin't know it was my dad. so matt said that him and i did it on june 17 and i haven't even seen him since 8th grade. so my dad thinks i had sex with him and i didn't and he doesn't believe me i hate cell phones and immature guys that can't get any dammit i was going to be named katlin nichole later nicg
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pissed

Listening to: i dont care
Feeling: angry
hey this is nichole its been a while but i'm pissed i just fucking wrote a long ass entry and it fucking disapeared i so mad grrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrr!!! but i love yu guys call me pwease i left my cell at my baldwin house so call me at 785 766 9094 i want to talk and i dont have any ones phone number cuz i'm a dumbass oh well later on chics nicg
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desktop publishing

Listening to: none
Feeling: confused
hey just sitting in desktop publishing our basketball record is now 8-7 from a 44-2 win over wellsville hell yeah what now. well i havent been in here for a while but i gots to go cuz the bells bout to ring. i like victor and donny and i dont know what to do.
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Good or Bad

Listening to: dishwasher
Feeling: sinful
I talked to tanner myers last night. we have been talking for a while. he's more like a brother to me then ne thing. i feel that i can tell him ne thing. he keeps asking do u think there will be ne thing between us in the future and i keep say i dont know. i know all of u are like ewww tanner myers but hes awsome. the thing that bothers me bout him is that he drinks and he doesnt plan on having that great of a future hes not expected to get good grades and yes he is bigger. he keeps saying babe and baby and i dont like that from him hes not the person i want that from. hes told me he likes me and thats cool. and ive told him that i dont like him like that but he just doesnt get the point. I hate making people feel bad i always want to do what makes every one else happy. i guess im stuck. i know i dont want to go out with ne one else for a while especially during b-ball i know ive said that be for but this time its true I WONT GO OUT WITH NE ONE DURING BASKETBALL SEASON!!!! hold me to my word pwease. another thing thats really bothering me is that i miss kyle. i can understand why it wasn't a good relationship the first time but now my dad is letting me do things hes trusting me again. im happy for him and felisha but then im jelous. kyle is almost as good a boyfriend as jordan is to megan almost. i miss him so much i want to go back out with him and if the chance came to have another chance with him i would totally do it. ok well im out i have to go take a shower and do some homework fun fun Nic
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ku game

Listening to: megan talk
Feeling: athletic
ku Ballin it up im listening to megan talk and ashley baldwins room is actually clean. im now callin big pipin carrie i love that girl to death. ku better win. alrighty we halla back nichole
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Bummed out

Listening to: Green Day
Feeling: bummed
Last night was really fun. I went to the varsity game with Megan, Lauren Prather, and Ashley. Jon was there. We actually held hands. Which really surprises me, cause he's usually really prude about that kind of stuff. The bad thing is, Jon broke up with me this morning before first block. He said that people were pressuring him too much to go out with me, and he said that he thought that he might have started to like me once we started going out, but I guess he didnt. Haha. but when he did it, he did it in person for one, and two, he wasnt an ass about it. he was like " I felt like i would have been an ass if i wouldve said no and wouldnt have gone out with you, cause you liked me so much, but now i feel like an even bigger ass because im doing this. I think i like you better as a friend." So he wasnt like a dick about it, he was really sweet, and thats what i like about Jon, hes a sweet guy. But im just glad we can still be friends. Im out Nic
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I'm happy!

Listening to: none
Feeling: happy
I'm very happy because i like Jon and i hope that he likes me too. Not just cause everyone is bother him about it. I'm also kinda sad because i feel like i'm hurting some people too because I told tyler that id idnt want to go out w/ anyone during bball season, but i think Chaney would understand cause he plays ball too. I also feel like im hurting tanner myers cause he liked me and i feel bad i like him as a brother, but thats all. Hes awesome Well I'm going back to class now, so i'll talk later. Nic
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