Life Sucks...I want to leave so badly. I'm sick of relationships. All they bring is heartbreak. I'm going to dump my bf Jeff cause he isnt talking to me and i think he's mad at me. I know my Ex bf Ben is mad at me. I really do need to talk to him though about me and him. Apparently i'm just going to say this. I have nothing going for me even though people say i do. All i want to do is get though get through school and my life. I'm been so sorry for the last week but man i am seriously Done with relationships right now. I'm about to break the fuck down............. There's so many people i love right now and who have hurt me im just sick and tired of all bullshit.