gosh. i always like people i shouldnt. im pretty sure ellen knows what i mean. like, older people. people out of my 'league'. people not in my area. etc. why arent there good people in v-town? its cause everyone thinks theyre too good for everyone. it sucks. nah cool. i never really realized how excited i was to go to sua again this summer, and i dont even know if i can go. but like... i saw zack and i realized angela and katie are going too, and i remember how fun it was. or like whatever fun i had. i didnt have THAT much fun because i couldnt do much [caretaker for da elle] but this time i really just wanna go out and meetmeetmeet. its cool. those people are cool. and fun and i cant wait to see everyone again and have no parents around.