You and me We're like Fire and Oxygen Fuel me with your Love You and me We're like Spiders and Flies You catch me unawares You and me We're like Rain and Ocean Disturbing the once settled ripples You and me We're like Hurricanes and Objects Destroying everything in our way You and me Just like Oil and Water Unmixable You and me Just like Fire and Water Extinguished You and me Just like Jam and Chips Disgusting You and me Just Ceased

kayden.... come home.... i miss you....

Wow just coming back to sitD its been yonks March 31st my last thingymagigga and now 24th sept same year. Dya want the long story or short story? well short story first if ya just looking for something to read and be entertained and bugger off afterwoulds 5 days after last entry i met a guy called daniel, rather random, just in Reading town centre at the station through a mate of mine, more of an aquaintence, after getting me some fags in my usual saterday treck of nothingness. Daniel was aiming to be spending one last day in reading and was to be gone in basingstoke to some family. I ditched me mate to spend the day with daniel, dunno why i was just being pushed by something far beyond belief....is it God??? Anyway, wenty to music shop spoke bout his past and i was flirting with him and i wasnt exactly intentin to had a fag on oracle car park and i asked him if he'd like a blow-job and her just stared at me HAHA no, i actually said, "dya want a blow BACK?" he goes ergh? i go, open ya mouth and breathe in what i breathe out. What i ment to do was not press my lips against his but they just did it was like wtf am i doing!!! SLUUUUTTTT well n e way he breathed it out and i think "cuz me forgets this bit" he goes wtf and we just start kissing and it was sooo funnny well prat around town go home online "you single?" "no you mine!" XD hehehehehehehehe anyways i am now pregz with his two little boys TWINS at 16, not aloud to go college, they wont let me in, and i am due 28th jan, but twins come a month early so anywhere from ther 24th december till the 31st XD happy holidays for me and no long story cba XD =] happyness seems to be lonelyness and lonelyness fills my world Dya like my singing?

How are yoy all =) Hope you're all good I'm alright i guess... I feel slightlt abandoned at school Like I have to put in extra effort to talk to people and it's getting kinda hard. It'll start getting better soon I just know it, cuz i cant go down any further than this... I feel slightly depressed its like im almost emo... But no, I won't act like that again, trying to get peoples attention emotionally will only make them dislike you. Finding out the hard way Is the worst that could happen to me... But you don't really have to follow my advice =) -x-