I can't stand stupid carmel "too fucking cool punks". They think they're better than everyone else, and it's only when they're together. When they're alone, they're pussies and won't say shit. They're mean to all the kids who listen to the same shit as them, but just don't make fun & hate everyone. What's so cool about being a bitch and putting on a tough act? I really don't see it. Maybe you can help me. Their life consists of getting wasted, acting cool, getting high, having sex, and looking cool. I didn't know wearing a uniform was considered punk, I thought it was the complete opposite. Isn't punk supposed to be about being you, and not caring about what others think, even if that means listening to some stuff others don't like? The stupid Carmel Punx make it seem like you have to be cool with them to be a real punk. Well, if that's punk...fuck punk. Hang out with who you want to, do what you want do, fuck following rules to be punk fucking rock. I'm tired of being blamed if a new someone who I'm friends with finds a new interest in punk and they dress it. I didn't fucking force them to do shit. I would still be friends with them if they still listened to their old stuff. I'm also tired of talking up those people who change to make it easier for them, and then the person who changed changes back the next day. If you want fucking respect, stand up for youself, and don't back down. You're not going to get it from coming to school with a couple of bands slapped on your back and a few studs. Anyways...I get annoyed way too easily. Seriously. This kid I know (not saying who, don't want drama) keeps coming over and I need a fucking break. Yesterday I wanted to just paint and relax...no, they had to come over and stud and complain to my mom about their pants not being straight...just to get her to offer to do them for him. That's fucking sad! Who cares if you don't have a fucking sewing machine, DO IT YOURSELF! Ahhhhh. Then they come over expecting me to do the studding because their too lazy?! FUCK THAT. AHhhh. kimdonebye.