"No Regrets" Tell me a story Where we all change And we'd live our lives together And not enstranged I didn't lose my mind it was Mine to give away Couldn't stay to watch me cry You didn't have the time So I softly slip away... No regrets they don't work No regrets they only hurt Sing me a love song Drop me a line Suppose it's just a point of view But they tell me I'm doing fine I know from the outside We looked good for eachother Felt things were going wrong When you didn't like my mother I don't want to hate but that's All you've left me with A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of How we all could live No regrets they don't work No regrets they only hurt (We've been told you stay up late) I know they're still talking (You're far too short to carry weight) The demons in your head (Return the videos they're late) If I could just stop hating you (Goodbye) I'd feel sorry for us instead Remember the photographs (insane) The ones where we all laugh (so lame) We were having the time of our lives Well thank you it was a real blast No regrets they don't work No regrets they only hurt Write me a love song Drop me a line Suppose it's just a point of view But they tell me I'm doing fine Everything I wanted to be every Time I walked away Everytime you told me to leave I just wanted to stay Every time you looked at me and Everytime you smiled I felt so vacant you treat me like a child I loved the way we used to laugh I loved the way we used to smile Often I sit down and think of you For a while Then it passes by me and I think of Someone else instead I guess the love we once had is Officially dead Yeh well i thought i would make an entry because it has been time. Well here goes. I am now 17 so i am now getting my self a car which will help me get to manchester for college. College is going great, i am comeing out with tops marks. Me and kacy have split up and as you can tell i have no regrets. I am now seeing Danniel, she is a girl from my college group. She is 5,9 , long blond hair, a face of an angel and the body of a god. I am still geting over that fact that she acctually likes me. She is the best thing to happen to me in years. she is like a breath of fresh air after some of the people i have been with. She treats me right and i treat her like the angel she really is. Well i have basically stoped going Vs at the mo because i am sick of it but i am being pushed to go this weekend because my birthday was on tue. I am keeping in touch with my m8ts which is good and even me and jo are starting to talk now which is also another good thing because she is just funny to talk to. Well thats all your finding out for the time being so yeh i will talk to people when i can be bothered lol. see ya inabit.

Well yeh i have not made an update in a long time but i have finally decided i will tell you how stuff is at the moment. Well me and kacy are still together (no thanks to some) and we are happy. I love her and she loves me and all is good at the moment. My frends are still being them so that is great because nothing has changed. Here is some good news for you lot though, im now at manchester college of performing arts. This is good because i love to act and this is giveing me a great leap in my work:) and im happy. Well i know its short but i am always one to only say thew words (cough (bull shit)). so inabit and all be happy eh lol.

"Scars" I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2] Yeh yo i know ive not writen ewt in abit but i thought i would do now! so life is shit and i cant be assed with some people and my love life is still there. thats all i can be assed writeing so yeh bye!

Yeh well i decided to write an entry. Lets see my life is up down and all over the fucking place at the moment and it is good some times and hell at others. First off is me and kacy. It couldnt get better between the two of us if i asked it to. My life at home is meh. My m8ts r still fucked in the head lol. Right its true and certain now. all my ex's r becomeing real nob heads. i ripped one when i was high and then when i tried to say sorry she bit my fucking head off. im sorry but i suck at saying sorry and then she goes and makes it harder. My exams are shit but thats to be exspected! im off so inabit

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Memories As I lay dying, my eyes become heavy, My limbs weak and my hearing almost gone, I reach with my mind to capture some wraith, Some fleeting memory, some ghostly pleasure. I manage to snare it, and as it turns to face me, I recognize the ghastly haunting image of my own life. No fleeting pleasure can be found in its eyes, I only see the blackness of my memory, And all I remember is regret. I see my ambitions laid to waste, My life's loves raped by my own feeble will. I wait for death's kiss, but even that cruel release First wishes to torment me. All I wanted was to be remembered, For my name to stir and inspire bodies and minds. I was to stand between Ares and Arthur, I was to be read with Homer and King, And to be quoted with Plato and Ghandi. I was to be timeless and remembered. I wanted to say, to do, to be something significant. I wanted to teach and guide the minds of youths, And to write verse that would rival Shakespeare. I wanted to tell you that you are beautiful... I suppose I could say I died young, But that too, is simply an excuse. Bury Alive Paronoid delusions jest they will never let me rest flay your body remove the skin let blood seep out from within. Dance in the fire to the devil's song there is no right only wrong pierce the night with a banshee's cry curl into a ball it's time to die. Gouge out the eyes with ragged nails cut of the tongue to tell no tales choke on the blood down throat to keep fall into a slumber a restless sleep. Awaken, expecting to see light of day but darkness surrounds where you lay arms crossed as if lying proud enveloped you are in a burial shroud. You realise why darkness is so complete as you kick out with your useless feet the dull thud on an entombed space makes you panic and your heart race. You scratch at the lid of your cell scraping your nails but none can tell that just below where they stand is another victim to join the damned. So close they came to finding out but I convinced them there is no doubt no point in searching for the killer of thee as all I've planted is a brand new tree!

Soul Like The Vastest Sea Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes! Field Of Dreams While walking through a field today, I tripped upon a rock of gray, then struck my head upon that stone where I blacked out there all alone. A dream soon took me to a place, a crisp clear vision of your face, your blue eyes shined their loving glow, your golden hair was let to flow upon bare shoulders naturally, as it cascaded down on me. You placed a soft hand to my face, which caused my heart to pound and race. You brought your breath so close to mine, then whispered only one small line. You said... "I Love You.. yes I do, I'll always be here just for you". That forced my dreaming eyes to tear, for suddenly I had no fear. No fear of ever losing you, the one I've searched for my life through. The one so lovely, warm, and kind, the one I thought I'd never find. I tried to force my lips to move, to say the words so I could prove, that all held feelings deep inside, are feelings that I cannot hide. But words don't come so easily, while deep within a dream you see, although I tried so desperately to tell you what you mean to me. I failed for I just could not talk, that darned old stupid blackened rock! Then suddenly as I came to, a real world ended dreams of you, as birds were singing up above, to wake me from this dream of love. So there I was, standing tall, my head still clearing from the fall, oh please just let me fall again, return me back to where I'd been! Back to you within that dream, as crazy as that just may seem. Then suddenly I realized, and thought of you as I surmised, that I don't need a dream to see... I have you in reality! Though haunting as it truly seems, we all do need our "Field of Dreams" They let our minds believe our hearts, and tie us closer to the parts. The parts which all too rarely seem... are captured in a loving dream

Nursing Old Wounds Are you ready for the snow to fall? There must be more to love than this, the long-term torture, short-term bliss But am I ready for the snow to fall? And now that we are long apart, and still we nurse our broken hearts, our conversations stilted, stark- (the scars of love have left their mark- [or have we ever loved at all?]) Are we ready for the snow to fall? Ticking To drown in laughter, break yesterday's bars. I am the cage, the the ribcage of vague resemblance; I am the cage, you swallowed the key. Tumbling along the carstrewn miles- like winding a clock, you kiss me. I am ticking. Always there is wine. Your drunken laughter always breaks the sense of remembrance with passion. Drink more; the journey is long. The bruises taint my heart like a pendulous grape subtly caged behind your lips. Like winding a clock, you kiss me. Drowning in wine, you stumble minutely on yesterday's laughter in seedy bars. I am ticking; you've lost count of the memories. I was free when the spaces were empty, when the key was in the lock, when the roads were dry. Like winding a clock, you kiss me. I Will When the sunset dilutes itself in the soothing earth of your eyes and the green falls to loam. When the dew like tiny constellations glistens in silken webs and sleeping spiders. When the last sorrows are forgotten among the black foliage of nameless melancholy- gray that feels pink. I will, but don't ask me until the time comes. I'll remember when fatigue quakes in the muscles of your mistakes of memory; don't rush the moonrise, don't question my will, it happens always when I will the wrong time right, and the passion fades from the planet's sight. Isolation Thirst Alone in the far corner of a world of dreams I listen to the plaintive whisper of sweet memories with wings clipped with time fluttering a sedate, soothing rythm through this cool flesh sliding so namelessly familiar over this landscape of loose translation. She kisses me, slowly forces herself through me; my trembling assembles a tacit myth: this is of significance. We move in lasting time, resisting a sense of desperate secrecy. Then, somewhere far below us, the strangers, the rest of them, begin to stir. I need not ask she stay until I forget. And we are laughing-- the day has come too soon And we are sobbing. This is a stranger's clutch; so little time to learn so much-- as if no other night could bring such a futile, fleeting touch. And because she sighs, and because she sings as she becomes my pain-- I must steal the night again.

Yo thought id right so here goes. Ive finished all cw thank fuck. Im bored. Im confussed. Im gulity. Im bored. Im sober. Im angry. Im bored. Im happy. Im undecided. Did i say i was bored? Well if not im bored! inabit "Hysteria" it's bugging me, grating me and twisting me around yeah i'm endlessly caving in and turning inside out 'cause i want it now i want it now give me your heart and you soul and i'm not breaking out i'm breaking out last chance to lose control it's holding me, morphing me and forcing me to strive to be endlessly cold within and dreaming i'm alive 'cause i want it now i want it now give me your heart and your soul and i'm not breaking down i'm breaking out last chance to lose control and want you now i want you now i'll feel my heart implode and i'm breaking out escaping now feeling my faith erode

I thought i would update this. Today was shit but who gives a fuck! Im slightly drunk but as before who gives a fuck! And im still in love but i dont think she gives a fuck! Well today was one of them days where u just cant be assed to do ewt, so in my style i did fuck all lmfao. well there that will do for now inabit P.S there u go kacy an update lmfao :D

Been abit since i wrote ewt but its right. So yeh im now back to my normal self since i have had time o get my head stright and get pissed with family last night. My fucking ant cant half fucking drink lmfao. I still drank her under the table but i am not surprissed realy when we where drinking my drink (JD). And i realy dont give a fuck what chew says about my spelling because im not assed. well i cant be assed typeing so heres a good song. Extreme More than words Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It’s not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me Cos I’d already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn’t make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don’t ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me Cos I’d already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn’t make things new Just by saying I love you More than words

Souls Without Names The fires of Hell burn bright In the middle of the night Waiting for an angel to fall No hope of salvation at all A poor lost soul Is swallowed up whole Consumed in the flames They are souls without names The fires are ablaze In this fiendish maze Consumed by guilt and shame There is no one else to blame The fires are aglow As you sink so low The Devil has cast his spell You face eternity in Hell This is one of the poems that i love so much. im off so inabit!

Im not in the mood for this but here goes. Me and jo are haveing problems and it is tearing me appart. I edmit that this is probaly as low as i have ever felt (rock bottom) and with every breth i take i feel sick to the bottom of my gutt. I dont whant to lose her again and if i did i dont know what i would do. I wish there was something i could do to make this pain go away and for her to see how much i love her. I would do anything for her and yes that does include give up my life. All i want is for me and her to stay together. I will never lie to her or cheat on her because in my eyes she is worth more than all the money in the world. Im off now to try and get to sleep even though i dont think i will! I love you jo Night

Well i am in love with jo and at the momment i could not give a shit about what eneybody says to be truthful. I know that some people are not happy about this but i ether dont care or i think they should just move on. Today was shitty and i will keep it to myself about y it was sutch a twat. Last night i was being a prick but thats just me so fuck it. My mood is all over the place because people keep makeing me feel diffrent things all at once. I wish i had told chew about me and jo then maybe he would not have gone off on one like he had. I know i broke his tust and i know he cant forgive me for doing so. I might not like being on bad terms with him but he is the one who whants to keep it that way and hes the one who whants me to die. My heads all other the place and to top it all off my mum is not well at all, and i mean she is realy not well. This on top of all the other stuff is crushing me to fucking bits. I am off now so inabit! MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground And if they get me take this spike to my heart and And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and You put the spike in my heart And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church Where they can pump this venom gaping hole And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat And if they come and get me You put the spike in my heart And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and [Chorus] Can you take this spike? Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless Night time sky Can you take this spike? Will it wash away this jet black feeling? And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church We're hanging out with corpses, we're driving in this hearse Someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul [Chorus] And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time And as these days watch over us tonight [x2] I'll never let them, I'll never let them I'll never let them hurt you not tonight I'll never let them, I can't forget them I'll never let them hurt you, I promise Struck down, before our prime Before, you got off the floor Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart? Can you stake me before the sun goes down? And as always, innocent like roller coasters. Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against because I've seen what they look like. Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...

Right some people are just fucking low! If you are going to slag somebody off you do it to there face not behind there fucking back like some people i know! Yeh before certain people say i cant talk yeh i know i have done it but if you are going to say stuff you make shore people will not find out. Even worse somebodys best maight fucking started stabbing them in the fucking back whitch is mother fucking low. If eneyone has a mother fucking problem with me then just fucking tell me because at the moment i could not give a fucking shit and if you are going to slag people off make sure you do it to there fucking face. I dont know why this is getting to me so fucking mutch when it is not bothering them but for some reason hit has hit a major fucking nerve. If i was them i would be telling the people who had slgged me off to go and fuck there self until that fucking thing they call a brain started to fucking work again. Bollocks to this shit i cant be assed so inabit! Eminem "If I Had..." Life.. by Marshall Mathers What is life? Life is like a big obstacle put in front of your optical to slow you down And everytime you think you gotten past it it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground What are friends? Friends are people that you think are your friends But they really your enemies, with secret indentities and disguises, to hide they true colors So just when you think you close enough to be brothers they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin What is money? Money is what makes a man act funny Money is the root of all evil Money'll make them same friends come back around swearing that they was always down What is life? I'm tired of life I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins I'm tired of committing so many sins Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins Tired of never having any ends Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins Tired of not having a deal Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel Tired of drowning in my sorrow Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour then this boss wanders why I'm smartin off I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough Tired of having to work as a gas station clerk for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk I'm tired of using plastic silverware Tired of working in Building Square Tired of not being a millionaire But if I had a million dollars I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick without a condom on, while I'm on the john If I had a million bucks it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out robbing armored trucks If I had one wish I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor Tired of taking pop bottles back to the party store I'm tired of not having a phone Tired of not having a home to have one in if I did have it on Tired of not driving a BM Tired of not working at GM, tired of wanting to be him Tired of not sleeping without a Tylenol PM Tired of not performing in a packed coliseum Tired of not being on tour Tired of fucking the same blonde whore after work in the back of a Contour I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns Tired of being stared at I'm tired of wearing the same damn Nike Air hat Tired of stepping in clubs wearing the same pair of Lugz Tired of people saying they're tired of hearing me rap about drugs Tired of other rappers who ain't bringin half the skill as me saying they wasn't feeling me on "Nobody's As Ill As Me" I'm tired of radio stations telling fibs Tired of J-L-B saying "Where Hip-Hop Lives" But if I had a million dollars I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick without a condom on, while I'm on the john If I had a million bucks it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out robbing armored trucks If I had one wish I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss You know what I'm saying? I'm tired of all of this bullshit Telling me to be positive How'm I 'sposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive? Know what I'm sayin? I rap about shit around me, shit I see Know what I'm sayin? Right now I'm tired of everything Tired of all this player hating that's going on in my own city Can't get no airplay, you know what I'm sayin? But ey, it's cool though, you know what I'm sayin? Just fed up That's my word

Well i am not bad, not bad at all. For sum strange reason my m8ts are the ones are the ones suffering not me! One off my ex's asked me to go round to hers today and i went (i only went coz she was having probs with her bf and she wanted help if he got violent) and when i got there her bf accused me of sleeping with her and im like WTF. He was about to fucking crack me one until i told him this was the first time i had seen her in 3 mounths and i hav a gf then he sat down i whent quit like a dick. So he can fuck off. One of my mights is having probs with there love life and i am trying to help them and this song should help. Tears for Fears Shout Chorus Shout Shout Let it aloud These are the things I can do without Come on I’m talking to you Come on (repeat) In violent times You shouldn’t have to sell your soul In black and white They really really ought to know Those one track minds That took you for a working boy Kiss them goodbye You shouldn’t have to jump for joy You shouldn’t have to jump for joy Chorus They gave you life And in return you gave them hell As cold as ice I hope we live to tell the tale I hope we live to tell the tale Chorus(x2) And when you’ve taken down your guard If I could change your mind I’d really love to break your heart I’d really love to break your heart Chorus talk l8ter inabit

Well last night was a good night. Probally because i was skint but i still went home pissed. It was one hell of a night. Other things made it a good night and the person who made my night really good knows who it was;) I have to edmit though that she is one hell of evil bitch and that is good. Colt 45 Wait a minute man Hey check this out man tell it It was this blind man right, it was this blind man right He was feelin' his way down the street with a stick right, hey He walked past this fish market, you know what I'm sayin' He stopped he took a deep breath he said Snfffffff, woooo good morning ladies, ha You like that shit man Hey man Ive got a gang of that shit man Hey I'll tell you what We'll all have a good time We'll pull on the drug And hey, hey if everybody try on the mike I'll tell you all these motherfuckin' jokes I got First I'm gonna start off like that, hey help me sing it homeboy [CHORUS] said colt 45 and two zigzags baby thats all we need we can go to the park, after dark smoke that tumbleweed as the marijuana burn we can take our turn singin' them dirty rap songs stop and hit the bong like cheech and chong and sell tapes from here to hong kong so roll, roll, roll my joint, pick out the seeds and stems Feeling high as hell flyin' through palmdale skatin' on jaggy rims so roll, roll, the '83 cadilaac coupe deville if my tapes and my cds just don't sell, I bet my caddy will well it was just sundown in small white town they call it east side palmdale when the afroman walked through the white land houses went up for sale well I was standing on the corner sellin' rap cds when I met a little girl named Jan I let her ride in my caddy because I didnt know her daddy was the leader of the ku klux klan we fucked on the bed fucked on the floor fucked so long I grew a fuckin' afro then I fucked to the left (left) fucked to the right (right) she sucked my dick 'til the shit turned white thought to myself sheeba-sheeba got my ass lookin' like a zebra I put on my clothes and I was on my way until her daddy pulled up in a chevrolet and so I ran I jumped out the back window but her daddy he was waitin' with a two-by-four he beat me to the left he beat me to the right the motherfucker whooped my ass all night but I ain't mad at her prejudice dad thats the best damn pussy I ever had got a bag of weed and a bottle of wine I'm gonna fuck that bitch just one more time [CHORUS] I met this lady in hollywood she had green hair but damn she looked good I took her to my house because she was fine but she whipped out a dick that was bigger than mine I met this lady from Japan never made love with an african I fucked her once, fucked her twice I ate that pussy like shrimp-fried rice Don't be amazed at the stories I tell ya (tell ya) I met a woman in the heart of Australia Had a big butt and big titties too So I hopped in her ass like Kangaroo See I met this woman from Hawaii stuck it in her ass and she said "aiee" lips was breakfast, pussy was lunch then her titties busted open with hawaiian punch I met colonel sanders wife in the state of kentucky said I'll fry some chicken if you'd just fuck me I came in her mouth, it was a crisis I gave her my secert blend of herbs and spices said colt 45 and two zigzags baby thats all we need we can go to the park, after dark smoke that tumbleweed as the marijuana burn we can take our turn singin' them dirty rap songs stop and hit the bong like cheech and chong (hey wait a minute) and sell tapes from here to hong kong I met dolly parton in Tennessee Her titties were filled with hennesee that country music really drove me crazy but I rode that ass and said yes miss daisy met this lady in oklahoma put that pussy in a coma met this lady in michigan I can't wait 'til I fuck that bitch again met a real black girl down in south carolina fucked her until she turned into a white albina fucked this hooker in Iowa I fucked her on credit, so I owe her fucked this girl down in Georgia came in her mouth, man I thought I told ya met this beautiful sexy hoe she just ran across the border of mexico fine young thing said her names maria I wrapped her up just like a hot tortilla I wanna get married but I cant afford it I know I'm gonna cry when she get deported said colt 45 and two zigzags baby thats all we need we can go to the park, after dark, smoke that tumbleweed as the marijuana burn we can take our turn singin' them dirty rap songs stop and hit the bong like cheech and chong (hey wait a minute man, hey fuck that shit) and sell tapes from here to hong kong have you ever went over a girls house to fuck but the pussy just ain't no good I mean you gettin' upset because you cant get her wet plus you in the wrong neighborhood so you try to play it off and eat the pussy but it take her so long to come then a dude walk in thats her big boyfriend and he asks you where you from so you wipe your mouth and you try to explain you start talkin' real fast but he already mad cause you fuckin' his wife so he start beatin' on you ass now your clothes all muddy your nose all bloody your dick was hard but now its soft you thought you had a girl to rock your world now you still gotta go jack off [chorus - until fade out] Fucking brillant song. Inabit

WEll i really am pissed off with my school now because the twats are makeing me go into the social inclusion unit (wich by the way is a bag of fucking shit). My mum the fucking cunt sead that they can put me in it the fucking bitch. Its ok because they thought i never behaved and i always fucked around in school normaly, well now i will just totaly fuck the place up. Its bad anougth i have to fucking go to school as it is with out going to that bullshit. I swear ifucking haight that shit hole and when i leave i am going to put all its fucking windows through just out of spite. I have to go out this weekend because i am to pissed off to stay eneywhere near my mum at the moment. I will talk to u people some other time. Inabit

"My Generation" if only we could fly limp bizkit style john otto take'em to the matthews bridge can you feel it my generation get up my generation are you ready do you know where you are welcome to the jungle punk take a look around it's limp bizkit fuckin' up your town we downloaded the shockwave for all of the ladies in the cave to get your groove on and maybe i'm the one who flew over the cukoos nest well guess who's next generation x, gener-ation strange sun don't even shine through our window pane so go ahead and talk shit talk shit about me go ahead and talk shit about my generation cause we don't, don't give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you, you give a fuck about me and my generation hey kid, take my advice you don't want to step into a big pile of shit the captain's drunk your world is titanic floating on the funk so get your groove on and maybe i am just a little fucked up life's just a little fucked up generation x, generation strange sun don't even shine through our window pane so go ahead and talk shit talk shit about me go ahead and talk shit about my generation cause we don't, don't give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you, you give a fuck about me and my generation we don't, don't give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you, you give a fuck about me and my generation who gets the blame you get the blame and i get the blame who gets the blame you get the blame and i get the blame but do you think we can fly do you think we can fly do you thing we can fly well i do, i do. dj leathal, bring it on so go ahead and talk shit talk shit about me go ahead and talk shit about my generation cause we don't, don't give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you, you give a fuck about me and my generation we don't, don't give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you, you give a fuck about me and my generation oh yeah! Well i cant be assed typeing but i thought i should. But fuck it. inabit

Well today has been strange. I was supposed to be meeting somebody today but they where ill so i was bored shitless. The real strange thing is my frend came round who i have not seen in 6 years. It was strange when he knocked on my door and sead hi. One good thing about him comeing round was he had beer:D what is a very good thing! Well he came in and we had a couple of beers and played on X-Box for abit and had a laugh. One problem was he had to go so he could go to work and that was a total downer. Its right because he will be comeing round again so we can have a proper male night in what i reckon will be sweet as fuck. Im bored so inabit