Im not in the mood for this but here goes. Me and jo are haveing problems and it is tearing me appart. I edmit that this is probaly as low as i have ever felt (rock bottom) and with every breth i take i feel sick to the bottom of my gutt. I dont whant to lose her again and if i did i dont know what i would do. I wish there was something i could do to make this pain go away and for her to see how much i love her. I would do anything for her and yes that does include give up my life. All i want is for me and her to stay together. I will never lie to her or cheat on her because in my eyes she is worth more than all the money in the world. Im off now to try and get to sleep even though i dont think i will! I love you jo Night