I feel that you love everyone else more than you do I That you live for them not me You seem to remember everything in regards to the goings on with me but not with me Too many "hers" for me to be bothered with but they bother me I fear mentioning anything that might stir a memory you have of her, a memeory of being with her, a memory you share with her I don't want you to remember If you can't remember it then it didn't happen Right? Most of all I think I fear mentioning anything to do with her because I don't want to remember.