Alright, so Christmas is pretty much over, i'll be my normal self by tomorrow, and i'm doing much better today and for the past few days than i thought i would. I'm actually really ok, which is good... i wish i could hang out with my friends a bit more, but by this time next month i may be ungrounded and i will begin to slowly move into Brandi's house and Jen's house and probably Barry's and maybe even Sara's... lol, i love how they have no choice in the matter... but yeah, i should be getting my freedom back and that means that i'll pretty much be moving in with everyone else so that I never have to go home... *sigh* but anyways, i'm outtie for now, i have other things to update and 'family' over, so i really shouldn't submerge myself entirely into the computer or the confines of my room... i'll update whenever...