oh, my life. friday night i ditched some of the buddy's crew since i felt it was justified considering the blatant ditching of the night before and spent the night at mike's house. i'm glad i did. i kept him up until four, talking everything out, and even though he was probably half concious, it made me feel better. i'm glad not all guys are assholes. saturday night anna flipped out about me going to a party with dennis so she had some kind of reprimanding conversation with him beforehand and he took me out to a movie instead. i think he wanted to take me to the party afterwards but anna was being overbearing but it was alright, anyways, so he took me back to her place and went on his merry way. it was a great night; he was a perfect gentleman the entire time. i was very impressed. then about 10 minutes later anna's mike came home rather tispy with matt, who i finally got to meet and ended up talking to and watching movies with until 5 in the morning when i proceeded to pass out on the couch and he on the floor. we laughed a lot; i definitely enjoyed myself. and then somehow i got coherced into going to breakfast with him in the morning which turned into me joyriding around wixom for like a year before he finally found me and led me to the correct location. haha. good times. my god i am tired. also, i talked the situation out with my sister and since she is the only one who knows whats up, i finally realized exactly why he is acting the way that he is, and that he represents everything wrong in the world. i'm so digusted i don't even know what to think anymore. all i know is that refuse to work on the same nights as him from now on, i don't care what bullshit i have to make up to tell the managers, i will not see him again, i will not let him go on acting like his assholey self around me, i don't need his fucking bullshit. unbelievable, i didn't actually think people were like that. fucking christian republican close-minded judgemental selfish asshole. you have no idea what the situation was, you don't know anything about me or my life, you just made a snap judgement and condemned me for something you think is so unforgivable that i didn't even do. fuck you, you stupid shit. and i'm fucking leaving your hoodie out in the road to get run over like i hope you do too. fuck. he fucking ruined my night last night, when kate called to tell me what he said to her at work. i was having such a great time with dennis but i couldn't be completely happy because i was preoccupied with all the bullshit. well i'm not letting him get to me anymore, i was never the type to sit around trying to change people, especially that type. and if he ever becomes senator, anywhere, i am moving the fuck out of the united states and telling everyone i'm canadian. the end.