still happy, still crazy about this guy that i've been with since august 6th. he's amazing, he makes me feel amazing. the other night him and i were on the phone and he was insisting on me telling him something i don't like about him, and i honestly couldn't think of anything worth saying, or anything at all for that matter. i hate that i can't see him everyday like we did in the summer, but that's okay. i'm working on not being as shy. it's going pretty well, but girls seem to hate me for some reason, guy friends are better anyways i guess.