i really miss leah. i don't even know how we're going to hang out or what i'm going to say to her mom to make her let us hang out. god damn. why can't life just be easy. why can't parents just go away. why do we have to have laws and listen and obey. i want chaos i want craziness i don't want to be controlled i want to be able to do whatever the fuck i want. i was thinking about this earlier today and how fucked up this counrty is and how fucked up evberyone in the world is. lets just go to some country with random people and tell them they have to be our slaves cause we have guns. lets go take over every piece of land that the indians own because theres more of us and we're more powerful. we have guns and we'll just kill them if they don't listen. GIVE US YOUR LAND IT'S OURS NOW. YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO US, well why the fuck do we have to listen to you? why the fuck can't we do our own thing and live our own lives? who the fuck are you? what. the. fuck. why do we care about the future and what will happen then? fuck it just live it. fuck you and your laws. fuck you and your shit.