I started writing in here when I was 14 years old. 18 years, now, I've brought it back up. It's weird to think of how drastically I've changed since I started this journal. I don't think I'll write in here often, but it's just nice to have around, to read about old memories.

So I haven't written in this in a million years. I thought I'd just write in it for no reason whatsoever.

Well now. Its been quite the boring week. Today is Monday so lets hope this week is a little more interesting. Doesn't seem to be starting that way but its only 1st period so I'll keep my chin up. :heart:

I want to suggest The Book of Counted Sorrows. Its wonderful.

Wow... what a day yesterday was. Absolute craziness from the time I woke up until the time I got to bed. Today seems to be more routine, like always. I still don't know which I like better. I feel really alone right now. Its weird. I'm surrounded by people and I still miss everyone.

Its been SO nice out this week! Oh how I love this weather. Finally around the 50s instead of teens. Its great! Its supposed to snow today though! I've never heard of it snowing when its about 55* outside. Oh well, to each their own I suppose. I'm just fitting in a quick update before the period ends because I'm uber bored. I had prayer group last night and Chris is finally back. I missed him so much. He asked why I never call, which lets me know that he still wants to talk to me. All in all I'm just really happy. The only bad thing that happened this week was the Eagles lost the Superbowl, and I really don't care that much about that. I hope the rest of the week keeps up like this. =D

nightshade631: he's this "punk-rock skater" kid... anti-bush, anarchist, athiest... BlastaMasta1991: oh so hes a pussy nightshade631: haha nightshade631: you could put it that way Oh do I love my Joshy...

Bored out of my mind. So I'm updating. Today is my cousin's birthday. He's 16 now. =D Happy b-day Travis!

No clue what that word means... but I can feel that way anyway. So guys, breaks over. How's it feel to be back at school? I personally am doing okay. A little worried for exams coming up but thats expected. What else is going on? With me its pretty much the ssdd. I'm still going to prayer group twice a week, guitar, key club... all that jazz. I got a Bright Eyes shirt and a Cursive shirt for Christmas that I absolutely love. I'm actually wearing the Bright Eyes one right now. Oh! I'm not going to date (or even look) for 3 months. I don't know exactly how well thats going to work but I'm gonna try it out. The hardest is going to be next weekend. I'm having a lock down with my youth group and Mike will be there. Later days guys. School calls.

Well well well... I went to work today. Boring as always. I hate to say it but I can't wait until school starts again. The only problem with that is that I have to get my biology homework done before break is over. :shrug: Very pessimistic today.

Wow. I got alot of really cool presents. I'm sooo happy with them. I won't list them or anything because I don't feel like it. Last night I had so much fun celebrating with my mom's family. 'Twas pure craziness. I love it. I'm going over my dad's mom's house today. Can't wait to see the "other" family. Haha. I'm gonna call Britt and let her brag to me about her getting an electric guitar and amp. Besides that nothing is new with me at all I think. I can't wait to go to prayer group tomorrow night. =D Tons of love, Gina b.

Its Christmas Eve. I'm going to my grandparents' house tonight for dinner and presents. I only have one complaint. No comments on my last entry. You guys are slacking.

Hi everyone! Okay so today was pointless to go to school. I watched movies through 1-4 period. Played Scrabble and ate lunch in 5th. Talked through 6th. 7th and 8th period we watched a hypnotist. It was pointless. I don't really believe in that stuff. I mean... you're the only person who can access your subconscious, so its impossible. Any who... Me and Joshy are trying to figure out what we wanna do over the break. We wanna do something together, but neither of us knows what. We're thinking either bowling or a movie... but I have no idea yet. We're just going the two of us so I don't know how fun bowling would be, but then again its Josh... I'm still shopping... and tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I cannot believe that. I've never waited this long before.

This is an entry just because I wanted to make an entry. I really have nothing to say. I got my parents Christmas presents today. Still have to get something for my brother. I'm a procrastinator, can you tell? I really like him again(still?). Too bad this time I might've actually lost him for good.

Yeah. I'm at school again. My throat really hurts today. I guess I'm getting a cold. frt4t5hy54gt5uj5trnju76hyr5jttrgb jilove u That was my friend Jordan.... He's a dork. I'm going to a dance tonight and I'm REALLY excited.

I'm really quite bored. Mrs. Griffith is going on again about something in spreadsheets that I couldn't care less about. I just really feel like going home. I have biology next period and he'll most likely give us a quiz. Definitely not looking forward to that. Oh, and I can't forget Spanish third period where I get to make a pinata. Not looking forward to that either. I think the only good part of my day will be in 7th period where I get to talk to Josh. He's lovely. Haha. Dork. What else to talk about? Well, today is Kayleigh's birthday!! Happy 15th Sweetheart!

Goobersmooch is now my favorite word. Its my pet name for pretty much everyone. I love it. So anywho. I'm bored out of my mind. My eyes burn too. I'm really tired. Also, I hurt my knee today somehow AND in P.E. I hurt my arm. Very not cool. BUT! Today I heard a song by The Killers on the radio. Since when are they played on the radio?! Totally made my day. =D I'm gonna go comment on random diaries now.

I just numbered all of my posts and this is my twentieth. I've had this account for SO long and I only have twenty entries. That pretty much sucks. Bleh.

4 Minutes till the bell rings but I wanted to post anyway. This is nonsense. I have nothing to write about. Its first period so nothing interesting happened yet. I found out yesterday that more people than I thought don't like me. Oh well.

Wow! I can access this from school. I always tried to write in my Xanga at school but I never could because the network has it blocked. Its a huge pain but at least I can write in this here. I really don't know what to tell you. I haven't been around here in quite awhile. I need a header picture thing. Maybe when I get home if I remember to get on here I'll put one on. So, how are you? (Yes, I do mean you... reading this right now.) Please tell me. I'd like to know. Don't think I don't actually care, because I do. How am I? I'm good. My good friend Josh is back at school today and that just brightens things up. I'm also extra happy because I had youth group last night and I got to see Mike. Seeing Mike made my week (maybe even my month). I guess you never really know what you have until its gone. I still have a bit of time before the bell rings but I'm going to go back through my old entries and make some private. If I'm gonna start using this I don't want everyone I know to read everything I used to post on here.