i went to the skate park the other day and saw tripp. his ankles were hurt so he let me use his skateboard. i suck at skating. but its fun to try. i went to sports-a-rama and for the first time in like three years no one was shot. i geuss because there were so many cops everywhere. i will be graduating in december and i still haven't applied to any colleges. i really should be doing that right now but i don't feel like doing it. i wish that we could have fallout again it was so much fun. i miss it riley i miss you. i know you told me i couldn't depend on you so i shouldn't and i told you i would be fine without you. but im not. i hate not being able to spend time with you. either you are working or im working or im at volleyball or my grandma won't let us do anything. sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i had never met you. you give me hope for being here. you give me a reason. and i thank you. i hope you feel the same. ~Kim