Well right now I only have a few things to say once again my life is filled with drama because its as if some people think they can talk about your friends and expect for them not to tell. then my day got no better cause i was going to spend the night at rhiannons tonight but my mom was acting like i didnt need to go, then she was being all nice to me my buying my new shoes and a skirt. maybe next week it will go better that it didi thid weel cause if it gets no better im going to be pissed for ever. ohhhh ! yeah then at school on Monday i think i got the part as producer in my class play. It is really hard working with those stuck up people act like they know everything. they make me sooooo.... sick. And now my director Hannah is mad at me and samantha the man is telling me i dont do my fuckin job as producer as if she could do any better. well right now thats all i got to say to al you people who make me sick as hell everyday. peace out
this poem is so cool. Leon sent it to me. OMG you should see his myspace it has so many picture on it and i am in almost every one of thim, in like 5 of them im sleep and there pictures of us when we were in cali at the Safari West. but anyways heres the poem he sent me:
Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say one million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
he didnt write it cause he sucks at writen poetry like me. LOL
Love Princess
Dear Diary,
Right now i really feel like nothing but shit. School is one thing i no longer like, all because some people only think about them selfs and not how other may feel. It all started when Hannah was being a baby and cried cause she said me and Rhiannon said and did some shit to her. Then its like she went and told everyone and now they think im bad or not a good friend.Then Vanessa is going around saying the wrong things to me at the wrong time cause she was about to get her teeth knocked out today.Then after school when me Rhiannon,Zakkiyah, and Nia were talking Hannah just comes in out of no where and is STILL crying saying i made her friendship end with Rhiannon.When she said that to me it really mad me feel bad.But right now i dont give a damn about none of them. well night diary.
Dear Diary
These last few weeks I have felt so loved.I mean there is this guys at school that I liked but I thought he hated my guts...until my friend Laura told him to tell me how he felt about me.So I was checking my e-mail and I say something from him, when i was reading them at first I thought they were fake and that someone might have been playin on his e-mail but I guess I was wrong.And he is just tellin me how much he likes me and all this other shit.Yeah and all was well and then he started talking all this other stuff of how he wanted to f... with me and all this other shit,I mean at first I took it like a joke but then when I realized he was 4real........I was like wow. He kinda takes things to fast but I still like him.(if you go to my school you will know who I am talkin bout)lol .well good night diary :-)
See tyhere is this guy at school and i really liked him and the first weeks or so of school he liked me to. but now there is this little bitch that is tryin her hardest to take him away from me i will not say names but you schould know who you all are. and right now i give up and will try and get over it cause if he wants to like ugly fat animals then let i i dont give a damn who he likes unless its me.i dont care i dont even want to see him any more.well i gtg ttyl. and fuck the bitch thats tryin to take him.well now you can have the fucking dick.
wow i feel so much beter lol only if i could tell him to his face.
well the story goes like this see my class went camping but i didnt go because my mom is being a female dog and she makes me sick with all of her rules. so i was like why cant i go and she was like because i dont trust you out there in the woods with those people cause you know how teenegers are today and the crazy things they do. well i was like that is so fucking stupid how you trust my brother more than you trust me. now get this he has been locked up more than 3 times for stuff and she still loves the hell out of him. but with me she acts like i had frekin sex before and lied about it. she makes me sick.i have been sittin here all day thinkin bout this and it just killin me and i have no one to talk to about this. life fuckin sucks.
peace out
Today the only thing good at school was that I got to sit next to my so called "boy friend" and that i got to leave school early. but other than that it feels like i have been frustrated all day. my best friend is being a good friend and listening to me. cause we got this lil project to do but she act like dont wana work on it. so right now im like FUCK HER. this is a little somthing i wrote a weeek or to ago talk about bad karma
Everyday is diffrent, You can never forsee.. how you are going to feel or what you are going to need.
Some days are good.
Other days are bad.
Some days your friends love you.
Other days they will turn their backs.
Some days you're Happy.
Other days you're sad.
Some days the world will want you.
Other days they will hurt you real bad.
You can only hope and pray to the stars above, that as the days go by they will be something you are proud of.
thats all i got to say hola back at your girl
dear diary
the last few days have been the werst days of my life. why you might ask, cause everything i say or do is wrong and people have a problem with everything about me. so why should i like them when they act as if they dont like me. why i say that is because i have finals this week and i ask for help i get no answer, i want somthing i get an answer but its always no or maybe wich ends up as a no. please tell me my i should be happy??? cause its not true
i bet you there is not one person that can leave me a comment with the right answer in it.well i have to go study all alone i had to stop cause i was so angry every word i would write the lead would break. and made my feeling of hate grow stronger.
so every just leave me the fuck alone unless you have an answer that you think i mught like.
peace out
sup every one im back again. This as you can see is my new diary so leave me comments all of you. But dont even bother to leave a comment if you cant say who its from. okay
if i need help i hope you all would help me. And i am not no were done yet, i have alot more to do. we i have to go and do it so.
peace out