im just sitting here in my bed looking around my room...i feel alone...elisha&I are not together anymore :(...i just wish i could have changed somethings..iv been thinking alot and yeah...i wish i could have done somethings differently but i guess its my mistake because i didnt.i love her and miss her alot.i wish my knee was better so i could have acually seen her..iv been crying since i talked to her last which was at like 10:37PM lastnight...this really sucks..it hit me right away that i was alone and nothing seems to feel right.i mean nothing does not even watching tv,i know it sounds weird but its true i just feel alone in the world now.i want to sleep but i just cant i keep thinking of Elisha..i still love you Elisha