i decided. im going to make a change. im not going to depend on my life being fun because of them. im going to make new friends. and hang out with old friends. im not dropping anyone. its just i care about alot of people more than they care for me. im going to do things i havent yet. maybe ive just made a bad impression. and now im stuck that impression. im becoming someone i dont want to be. im going to come out of this. im going to be happy. it may not happen fast but it will. but there are some of those people who its like your not a good person, im done with all of your bullshit, in a nutshell.