Well, i forgot i had this thing. i havent written in it in forever. A LLLOT has happened. You know how i was taking Cosmetology, well that has come to a end, i graduated that class last Thursday (June 8th 2006). And June 23rd (a Friday) i graduate from my High School. Its going to be amazinng♥ But im going to miss all those cutte friends of mine who i wont be seeing alot of ne more. -Samantha, Stepherrnie, Daniel, Sister, mirDUH, and so on- Its gonna be weird to leave everything i have known all my life, behind in the dust and start a new chapter of my life:X So anyways, thats basically all ive been up to, other than i have been at my job i started for almost a year, itll be a year next month<3 and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPHANIE D. NEXT SUNDAY!!!( : There is a guy that i like and idk how to tell him, because i dont want to get rejected or anything along those lines.. Until the day i become unshy i guess my feelings will just be bottled up and never be sharedd:( i guess ill try to live by it. It wont last fer long im sure. Well thats it, ill come back some other time!:)

okay so today was definately my birthday:) andd it was definately great.. i get to school and mir and her friends sang me happy birthday and i opened some presents from the friends:) annnnd then i went to my classes and did all that crap and got LOTSSS of happy birthdays there:) Then went to the HS to hang out with some ppl, you now how that goes;) then i hung out with Court and mir after school:) and we went to McD's and guess what? on their sign it says they have Root Beer, but they really dont? so i said to the guy "1 med. root beer, 1 med. coke, 1 med. sprite" and the guys like "we dont sell root beer" and i said to the ass "well then why the fuck does it say on the sign that you do? you shouldnt fucking advertise it if you dont sell it.." and so hes like "ummmm.." and didnt answer it.. then we made the order then went to the window and he was gonna give us a carrier.. and i was like "umm no we DO NOT want that just give me the drinks" HAHA.. what a hilarious trip to McD's and let me tell you i got the whole car laughing, it was a great moment!!! so then we just went around town screaming out the windows, it was amusing! Okay so after all that me and court went to our lacrosse game and i made two goals and we won 12-4:) yayyyy very exciiiiting! i was happy.. but thatsss it and ill update laterrr! crazykd053:happy birthday if i dont talk to u tomorrow!! SuthrnteGuy:happy birthday in case i don't talk to you tomorrow Gothiclove204:HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY bellaBABY5:well happy bday tomorrow Black Templar:Happy birthday my dear foXGuRl90: yea.....happy birthday lou*lou....i hope you have a good day Chrissygirl:Happy birthday tomorrow incase i dont see u... JEA9f3: HAVE A KICK ASS BRITHDAY TOMORROW GIRLY!! chubby13:Happy Birthday loves hope you had a great day! i heart you forever! ^thanks girlsss i looove you all! *plus the two guys;)* HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO ME:0)

So its been such a long time since i have written ne thing in here. ive been addicted to MySpace for awhile:X my bad.. haha.. so not much has changed, i graduated High school as everyone knows. So im in my second semster of my freshman year in College, first semster, was a breeze, enjoyed it. Now i hate this semster, so much work and so little time.. and i cant take it much longer.. might just flunk out, nope cant do that, but sometimes it would just be nice to not have to worry about that shit no longer:P anyways, other than that, not much has happened. i have learned who my true friends are and who arent, what else is new. made some new friends in college. work is shitty as ever :) but what ya gonna do about that? i just thinkkk that its ridicolouus howw, yeah nevermind not gonna get into it, otherwise ugh nvm. ah whatever i dont feel like typing ne more in this entry at the moment, so have a great evening everyone!!

So i have discovered that people can change in a split second, and u can see their true selves the minute you do something that they may not agree with. So this girl basically bitches me out for the dumbest thing ever, for me not able to go to a party and she cant go because she doesnt have directions then i try to give them to her and she dont listen, but whatever, we arent friends anymore, and quite frankly i couldnt be happier, just when i werk with her i basically want to kill her:X. So other than that, i have been staying at Stepherrnie's house for like 3 weeks and its been quite adventure, its been so much fun and we are about to have a ton of fun in 2 wks from today:):) im soo exictedd!! I think i have honestly found my true best friend in her, we tell each other everything and we cant lie to eachother cuz its just to weird, and we dont want one another hurt, cuz it sucks.. we just like to be loud and obnoxious and have a great time doing whatever we doo!! && Silly Boy is probably the funniest kid i have ever met in my life, he makes me laugh sooo bad its hilarious.. Me && Stepherrnie && Silly Boy have been hanging out for so longgg.. On the other side of that note, i havent talked to my other really good friend in what you call forever, and i miss it.. But i dont know what to do, cuz i think we both have changed alot from where we were at a year ago from this August. So i think i should prolly talk to her like ASAP!:) So i thought i would update and see if i can get ne other rude comments, and to answer that little question from my last entries comment, its not the matter that i left something behind, i just graduated High School, theres nothing i can do about that, its not like im just going to be sad about it, im over it, its just going to be weird, because i have been in Grade School forever, and not to have to wake up at like 530am every morning to go deal with drama everyday of my life is going to be a change, but a good change, cuz i hate drama quite frankly. So before you leave a comment, you should know the facts before you just jump into it all. THAANKS!!

So i went on vacation again, that was super! Mary Land Drivers, are insane INSANE insane drivers (yesss insane times 3) and i loved it cuz it was so much easier after you got used to it, its easier to drive down there cuz you dont have to worry bout half the things you do up here, but the sad part is (and you can tell y it is) they have TONS of accidents down there! And i ran a red light PURPOSELY it was to get into my aunt and uncles place, cuz if you dont run it then youll sit there for literally 10mins.. So Wednesday at around idk quarter to 10 me and Mir Mir decided that we wanted to go see the Dukes of Hazzard.. So we went cuz it aired at 1020, we were 10mins late, not bad AT ALL considering once we got there there was still 10mins of pre-views, god i hate them with a passion.. But then we watched the movie and it was EXCELLENT! i loved it, and everyone said it was terrible, well im a good movie critic so no one nows what their takiin bout;) then we came back to my house and went to bed.. Thursday we just chilled and did whatever for the day and then ma got out of work early, and we left at like 4ish to go to Mary Land, but only half way.. So i drove all the way to York, PA and we got a Hotel there... We wanted to eat at Chi-Chi's cuz there was one down there.. Nope after searching for it for an hour or so, we found it and it was closed>:O so that made me mad, cuz i was looking forward to IT! so instead we ate at the Olive Garden, it was not to good, thats the first, but it was also not the one that we have in town here! But o well... THen we went back to the hotel and chilled and eventually went to beddie bye.. Then got up and got out of the hotel by 11.. Friday, we ate breakfast at Denny's, aand then headed the rest of the way to Baltimore, it took us an hour to get there:) and we told my Uncle that we stayed in Harrisburg, so we got there WICKED early and he was like holy wow, whatd you do do 100 down the highway? LOL it was really cute.. And we just did whatever that day..Oh and my uncles brother is staying with them for 2 wks, so there was 7 of us in there apartment, not to healthy, but we servived.. I slept on the pull out bed, mom slept on the air bed thingy, mir slept on the floor, aunt&&Uncle slept in there bedroom, and Barbara&&Terri slept in the LITTLLLLE bed in the guest bedroom, and they are both pretty big people, so that was beyond me how they BOTH fit in the bed!:X.. So we had to deal with retarded people for awhile! Saturday, me and Mir woke up to Barbara&&Terri talking WICKED Loudly, and we were still sleeping strong, but nope they had to wake us>:O all bout them taking bout books, coffee, and how good of friends me and Mir Mir are.. Yeah thanks for the comment BUT SHUT UP! whatever.. so we got up at like 830 that day, that was insane..and then we just did whatever, cuz i dont feel like typing EVERYTHING that we did out, it was a good day.. We went to a Japanese Resturant for dinner, they cooked our food right in front of us, it was rather kewl, and the food was rather delicious:) Sunday, we chilled, mom&&Auntie&&Unclie all went to the Dover Casino (2hrs away) and me && Mir Mir went to Miami Beach (15mins away) so we went and tanned fer like an hour.. Then we decided that we wanted to go shopping, so we went to the East Point Mall first! shopped till we dropped there.. Then we went back to the Apartment and decided that we wanted to go to the Harford Mall in Bel Air... So we drove there:) that took us 35mins to get to:) and shopped till we dropped there! and then we hit EVERY town square mall type of deals, that we passed down there! (there was about 6 or 7 of them:)) annnnd then umm we came back around 8ish that day, showered and watched our South Park season 5 DVD.. yess that is the season we have been looking for ALL ALONG! it has the Towlie episode on it:) Monday, we left around 1030 and came home so i could go to work at 4-8 BOOO! so we got here just in time! And now its Tuesday, i have to clean and take care of everything from the vacation, AND i have a wedding to go to this wkend! annnd that sucks, cuz i dont want to go to it! but hmm yeah update later, bye now!

oh boyyy.. So we had to go up to Rochester/Brockport this wkend, it was my cousin Harvey's weddding, he got married to a girl named Stephanie, she seemed nice and everything just never met her before:X buuut ne wayssss.. It was a loong ass ride up there on Saturday, got up at 5am to get granny at 6 (she was supposed to be ready to go, but she was still sleeping when we got there) so we were on the road by 7.. Got to the other Aunt and Uncles house around 10ish.. Then we went to the Church to watch the sermony and stuff.. August 20, 2005.. ANNOUNCES the Newlyweds, Harvey and Stephaine: ): ) ohhhhhh how i love my cousin Harvey to NO end: ) (not that i see him much, but everytime i do he just gets niiiicer:)) So ne ways, then after the Church sermony, we checked into our hotel.. Then we went to lunch type of deal.. Then went back to the hotel got ready, got our other room for my Aunt and Uncle (the ones from Mary Land).. And then we went to the recption.. yeah that lasted FOREVER! and i new like LITERALLY 10 ppl there, and there was about 200 there:X yeahhh our family (me, mom, Claude, Auntie, and Uncle) arent important WHAT SO EVER! i promiiise: ) So then we all got tired around 10 (long day driving and getting up WIIICKED early) so we went back to the hotel and went to bed.. But first i had to talk to my La La, i talked to her for an hour, and boy that just made me want to come home:( oh well, it was good to see Noah, Gina, Suzie, Harvey, && Toby again, havent seen all them in SOOOOOOOOO long: ) loves them, but not the other kidds :P haha.. So all day i mingled with Toby and his girlfriend Katherine, i like her alot shes wicked nice and she talks quite a bit, witch is GOOD, cuz usually my cousins bring home girls who are BITCHES:( soo i love Katherine, shes a change in our family:) So im going to be visiting Toby and Katherine LIKE ALL THE TIME NOW! I want to stay in touch with them, cuz they are good to our family.. I just met Toby about a year ago, hes a new edition to our family, my uncle from Oregon had a g/f a long time ago and had a kid, and that was Toby, so we finally got to meet him :) good thing cuz hes nice and i like him, hes cuute :P So umm what elllse? We came home today (Sunday) i didnt have to work all wkend THANK GOD! but i have to work ALLL next wk except Tuesday:( boo to that! lol o well more money i suppose!!!! Ne ways, thats just about all i wanted to say, just say that i went to the Wedding and it was a blast and i LOVED it, had a great time.. P.S i looked gorgeous and all you guys missed out:P P.S.S CLJSKJOLKSDJFKJSDKFJR CLJORJLLJKJKJR is CUTE!

Hey there. wow like no one does this, or looks at these things ne more, huh? yeah like everyone is hooked up on MySpace. Thats not a suprise:P. Ive been up to like nothing, ne ways. Working and doing lots of things with friends. I want to dye my hair, like really bad, but no one will do it for me, even when they say they will. Dont ya hate when that happens? I sure DO:) So umm, if ne one reads this ne more, want to comment me and ill start writing more often.. k? thanks:* byyyyyyyyyye:0)

ohhh okkayy lots to fill in on now.. So since i wrote last all i have been doing LITERALLY is workiiiing.. Annnd yeah so School starts next Wednesday:( poo poo on that:( ne ways, so this wkend we went to a car show in Sherburne... It was rather interesting to say the darndest:) We got there around 11ish, and stayed till 9 at night.. Yeah amazing that we lasted that longg:D But ne ways, so we got the car ready for the show and talked to our Enough Said guyy for awhile, we followed him up to Sherburne fer awhile, but his car only did 45 the whole way, so yeah his car is THE DOG:):P haha.. So ne ways, my teevees and PS2 didnt work at the beginning of that show, which was weird.. So i called JaySon to try and figure out what was wrong, nope he couldnt solve it, probably cuz he couldnt see it.. So we went and asked our Enough Said guy and he fixed it:):):):) thankkk you buddd budd:) And then we played videos for like an hour, then we played some PS2 later cuz we got bored annnd then we watched half a movie, then ate lunch:X we wont go there:P And then the guys who were gonna score the Stereo Compeitition never showed.. So the 8 judges they could find had to go and listen to EVERY SINGLE car that wanted to compete in it, So mine was in like the middle and they were SOOO BLOWN away by it that they had to come back FOUR TIMES just to listen to it, to make sure they werent cheated out on someone, the 4th try by a guy named Rick, he sat in my car with Mir:X and 2 seconds (LITERALLY) he got out of the car and said nope thats enough (right out of his mouth) "NO COMPETITION" hahha, yeahhhhh soo in other words my stereo KICKS SOME MAJOR ASS!!!:D woo hoooooooo.. Annd earlier he comes up to me and asks me like EVERYTHING thats hooked up in it and then he asked what brand the speakers are and i was like PBX so he had to go look at the set up and he comes and is like wow FINALLY someone with brains and walked away.. HAHA fuuuunnnie:) go us girls:) Yeah so we got the trophie there for BEST STEREO SYSTEM:D yeahh we kicked at LEAST 50guys ASSES! and we were the only girls with a stereo like that.. (really i was the only girl, but i brought to guests) and yeah.. That was interesting and funn.. So after that we did trophies and like everyone left after that, except likkke oh i dont knooow, 7 ppl left and we waited for Neon and Strobe show:) yeah we ended up basically getting 4th for that ALL BECAUSE my fuckin battery DIED:X yeah, so OF COURSE someone who lives in Sherburne (considering, we were in hick town;)) And so they jumped my car and made my car work again, and so then my neons and strobes worked SOO MUCH BETTTER:) YAY!! at first i thought i blew ANOTHER speakerrr.. yeah going threw 2 was enough for me:) So Jamie came over cuz he hooked us up with the guy who jumped my car, and like put his arm around me and gave me a hug i guess? i dont exactly now.. LOL.. buut yeah he was kinda like a scumbag, but ive SEEN SO MUCH WORSE.. So i wasnt complaining... But ne ways, yeahhhh he became like my best friend:P were tighhhht.. HAHAHHA.. And then we left and went and got food then came home, i got home around 1030pmish and then i showered REALLY fast, then went to bed, cuz i was EXHAUSTED:) So yeah thats pretty much ittt.. I could vent alot in this entry, buut i decided id spare everyone the time of reading the venting problem.. I already vented to my mom so thats good enough:):):):D update again laaataa:)

okay so first off can i just say that Spiedie Fest is horrible?! but the only reason i go is to go to the Car Show and the Stereo Competition.. well it ended up being that i went in the Stereo Comp. with one sub woofer b/c the new one we got got blown in 30seconds LITERALLY!!! (that was the night before the comp) so for that i got 2nd, not bad, but still not good for me.. i usually hit 144.3 and up.. but nope the highest i hit was 141.2! and in the car show i got 3rd.. Very pissed off bout that cuz i deserved first, cuz my car literally was the niceest in that class:) but whatever thats over and done with just thought id say that! also.. i had to work on Sunday 4-8 so that was a pretty long day for me! (13hrs of non-stop walking, thats kewl....NOT) thhhhhen.. Monday i had the New Employer Orientation from 730am-4 omg i died.. that was SOOOO boring and if i ever have to do that again, i swear to god im going to DIE! it was really that boring, i slept thru this ladies presentation, but i dont like her ne ways:) hahaha.. LOSER! Then after that i hung out with Ms. Leah.. that was speciall.. Tuesday which is today, i dont have to work, THANK GOD:) so im going to hang out with Sis, cuz we have a date today8) hahah.. yeah so um yeah ill update later! P.S. going on vacation starting Thursday night until Monday:) (coming home b4 4 on Monday cuz i have to work that day:() --so no updating until i get back! (were going to Mary Land and some type of beach down there:))

Welllll i definately went on vacation for the last 5 days [7/27-8/1] ohh yeah.. it was quite the expierence let me tell YOU:) it was fun fun fun tho! we left on Wednesday night and just drove up to the Adirondacks, we ended up staying in the Waters Edge Hotel witch is right across from the Park, so that wasnt so bad, just kinda little rooms;) thats aright we all survived.. Then Thursday we just hung out did whatever till 3 so we could get in free on Friday for the whole day, so we went to Water Safari for i dont know, prolly 3 hours, it was a little too cold for it, so that sucked:X.. Then went back to the hotel and just got ready and stuff for dinner, we ate at the Old Mill that night, the food was not that good, but it usually is so that was weird.. then we did whatever until around arond midnight then went to bed. Friday we went to the park and hung out until like 530 there cuz it was a littlllle to cold.. Then went and got money and went back andd SHOPPED SHOPPED SHOPPED:D Then we went back to the hotel and got ready and all that jazz.. We ate at Knotty Pines that night (i call it the White House) annnd then me and the Mir Mir went out, we picked Carmododo up and went to Karaoke sang one song (Man! I Feel Like A Women, by Shania Twain) it wasnt that bad, but kinda weird cuz we werent in our hometown! then we went back to the hotel and got my mom and went and fed the deers and stayed out tillllll oh idk 12ish.. then went home and drank some Alcoholic Beverages;) hahah.. funn.. Then went to bed soon after that:D Saturday, got up and left the Waters Edge at 11 and headed up to Sylvan Beach 8) we stayed there until today (Monday) we stayed in this hotel called Motor Inn Dwarf Line Motel, it wasnt to bad, but it smelled really old and it was the SMALLEST motel room EVER! let me tell you, i HATED the bathroom and shower.. The shower didnt even like shower you, if you know what i mean;) it was a misty spray not right on you kinda thing.. You know, i didnt like it.. But all in all it was good, we ate at Captian Johns and spent 198.00 there on dinner, that is b/c it was the BESSSSST food in town:D i cant even describe it it was SOO good, we just had lots and lots of food;) annnd then we took my mom up to Turning Stone Casino that night and we had the night to ourselves, so we decided to go to Central Square.. and so we did it was 22miles there and 22miles back to the Motel, annd we ONLY went there for Dunkie:X haha, and it was a pretty shitty latte at that:X butt it was a good time.. Then we went back to the Motel and sat there for like an hour until mom called and said to go get her, so we dragged our asses out of our beds and went and got her:X then went home (to the motel) and drank some more Alcoholic Beverages;).. Earlier that day we sat on the beach and i fried, but its okay itll turn into a tan later;) thats a good thing:D.. Sunday we bought more alcoholic beverages (we bought new ones pretty much everyday we were on vacation:)) and went to the beach again, this time it was Verona not Sylvan... THe sand was sooo hot it burned our feet:X yeah that wasnt to excited.. Burned some more on the beach then went back to the Motel and showered and got ready for dinner at the Casino, even though we thought we were gonna eat some where in town, so then we spent our night at the Casino (Turning Stone) it wasnt to bad, it was interesting and kept ourselves out of trouble:).. Then we left there at 11ish and then went back to the Motel to try and finish off ALL our Alcholic Beverages (we still have 4 left).. annnd we sat outside of our motel room for like 3hrs just talking about EVERYTHING it was a good bonding time, annnd i was a little tipsy cuz i just kept drinking, buuut i was good, then we went to bed around 1 and had to be up and outta that motel by 1030 this morning.. we ended up getting outta there at 1045am annnd started driving home.. So Monday was just filled with driving home and going thru traffic and all that non-fun stuff:) So the vacation was great and it lasted FOREVER it seemed, and those are the good vacations and im glad i got to go.. THANKS ma for buying everything;) it was grrrrrreat!! loooves the ma and Mir Mir! So umm leave comments and ill update again SOOOOON!!:D

Well this is the first time ive updated in a long while, i dont even remember the last entry:X So hmm yesturday was the Washington Ave, car show that was rather interesting i guess, it was rather kinda boring this year, cuz it didnt have the big of a turn out like the year b4 did: but um i got 2nd place with my car:) Thanks Mir Mir for cleaning it for me on Friday:* love you to death! and i also got 2nd in the Stereo Competition, i got 144.1 the second time first time i got a wicked DEPRESSING (made me upset) 125.9, i have NO IDEA why either.. JaySon fixed that tho:* and my third time i got 143.6, so the last two trys werent soo bad:) and then Mir Mir sold these braclet things that my aunt found down where she lives, and she made like 24$ all together, and she was able to go to the Drag Races with us last night!! In witch they were AMAZING, minus the little factor of like EVERY SINGLE PERSON in the grand stands that we were sitting in, they left and came back like 215412157512 times.. That was annoying so we started bitching at them and not letting them thru, it was rather HISTARICAL;) annnnd then this fat girl wouldnt move off of the stairs so we could see the lights to tell who won the drag and damn did we bitch her out OH and we starred her down and SHE STILL didnt move=-O buuuut after the Tractor Trailer went, then she moved>:O hmm but whatever, we had a good time watching them.. umm what else has gone down?? Umm we are going to Enchanted Forrest Water Safari this Thursday and staying till Sunday.. NO WORK for me those days, except Sunday 4-8 but thats okay:) hmm... i got my hair colored all blonde, it has an orange tint to it, its really pretty!! Me and Mir Mir have the same color hair;) ahaha its funnie, but cuuute!! but thats it cuz i dont feel like writing ne more.. TOOTLES:D oh.. P.S Sis came home for the weekend, first time ive seen her since her going away partyyy:):D:) boyy was i excited;) x333333

well i havent updated for a wk and a day.. its been, well interestinnng! Sunday Didnt do much of ne thing that i remember.. just kinda hung out!? and Sis also left this dayyyy Monday Chilled around the house with Carmododo fer awhile cuz it was her birtthday:) and then went to the Summit Building in Bing. w/ my mom so i could get my physical so i can start work (i start this Tuesday, 7/5).. Then came home and did pretty much of nothiinng?? Tuesday reallyyy dont remember details, but i ended up going to Mir Mir's Softball game that they won and then i went back to her house and i spent the niiight and just chilled at her houuuse:) Wednesday umm hung out for most of the day with Miranda, then we went to her Softball game, but it got cancelled soo we just went back to her house and spent the night again.. we juuust chilled, i really dont remember doing ne thing specific:X Thursday I went to her Softball game again, we chilled thru out the day, and also went to Bing. to get my shot checked at the Summit Building.. If they won their softball game this night, then they would have to play RIGHT AFTER that b/c they were in Semi-Finals.. annd so in the end they were in the 6th inning i think??? and their best player (Amanda) got like smashed by Stu's HUUUGE player, and she had to go to the Hospital (she ended up tearing up the muscles in the back of her knee, a girl slid into her leg).. And to sum it up, they lost that game cuz they just broke down after that girl got hurt:( they shoulda won.. then after the game me, Mir and Becky Cakalaki went to the Hospice to seee the girl, and yeahhh then we took the Beckster home, and we came to my house for a minute then i went back to Mir Mir's house and spent the night again (3nights in a row, LOOK AT ME GOOO8)) Friday SIS CAME HOME TODAY FOR THE WKKKKKEND.. Me and Mir just did a hole bunch of different shopping for her little trip that shes going on when she comes back from Jesus Camp that shes going to this wk.. (Have fun with that kiddo) then later that night we went to the Olive Garden for dinner (let me just say that was the QUICKEST stop we have EVER made there:X) then we met up with the Beckster at Brothers 2 for the Karaoke thing they were having, well we left there at 11 and went to Dunkie and such.. then took Beck home and we drove around for a bit cuz we didnt want to come home? yeahhhaa.. Then we came home and went to beddie bye @ MY house.. wellll also my mom went out of town for the weekend until Tuesday night:D.. So that is why this wkend we have TONS of slack:X *oh we ALSO have the credit card:D* Saturday This was a bigg day actually!! we got up and didnt really do ne thingg speciall.. Then the Carm came up and i showered and then carm went home and we went to Mir's house so she could shower and get other clothes and talk to her mother Nat.. Then we came back to my house and talked to Dick, then we went to Carmala's and we decided we were gonna go out again that night, so we went shopping for me, we had to find me a new shirt:) we ended up finding one at TJ MAXX (i hate that store).. Then we came home and got ready and everything.. (took like an hour and a half) Then we called my momma, and we headed out to Candor for the FirEwoRKs that they were having, well to say the least we felt SOOOOOO out of place, yess i know we DO live in little town of Maine, and it shouldnt have been much of a difference, but out there they are ALL freaks and YUCKKIE:X so we watched them, they got over at like idkkk around 11ish?? (we ate food at the KFC/A&W in O-We-Go, haha that was a good timmme) then we decided that we wanted to do Karaoke again, so we attempted to find another bar, but that didnt work out to well.. The Rainbow Tavern or whatever, wasnt open for kidds (for me cuz im 18 but not for the 2 friends i was with:X) then we went to the Foxsomething CampGround/Bar thing, wellll there WAS karaoke there but by the time we got there it was over.. Ne ways, we went INTO the campgrounds, lets just say that was all i could take, we ran into the Amanda girl, and the BECKSTER:D.. well they were both hammered and Amanda's mother she was WAYYY MORE than hammered:X haha whatttever.. so then we left and came home at 1am:) whhhhat a looooong night that wassss:X it was rather fun.. just remember that night aright ladiez, b/c i was pretty friggin hilarious for the most part (at least at the FirEwoRKS i was;)) Sunday Woke up to the phone ringing, wellll it was just Nat, but she let me go back to sleep what a cutie:P.. Then really got up 10mins later and got ready, and went to Church with Mir Mir, wellll then we came home, and went to her house for the day, thats pretty much it, we cleaned the van and other shit, but it was just a bllllah kind of day:D it was umm fun to say the least.. Had some good conversations with everyone today, hehe.. now im home waiting for food to be made? SI SI Well how does that sound for a wk and a day? pretty fun-filled right?! well it was i lovesss every minute of it.. buuuut minus the start work on friggin Tuesday POO POO on that, o welllll here comes the MOOONEYYYYYYY (7.51$ an hour:D) haha.. ....well thats iiiit for this wk, updaaaate laterrr when i haaaaave more time like i did today??//hence SISI is the word;)

So hmm, me and Mir Mir have had quite the, idk week? i guess.. welll ill go sorta day by day?! Monday-we hung out fer the day, went to my interview and yadda yadda.. you already now:0) Tuesday-i had my exams and such so we didnt hang out and yeah it was not a day that i really can remember??? Wednesday-We chilled yet again, did i dont really remember what, she spent the night, oh we went on a quarter to eleven bike ride with Carmododo:) went down the slides at Maine Memorial annnd such.. Then went back to my house andd went to Dunkie and Wally World.. and then me and Mir went to bed once we got back to my house cuz we were BEAT to shit:) Thursday- me and Mir hung out again, did almost nearly nothing, but do some things for like gramma and momma.. Then i spent the Night at Mir Mir's cuz Sis had her going away party on Friday, and i was gonna help get it together? yeahhh so that was a good night.. YYAYYYY for Sis's bed, its really comfortable and WARMM as hell:0) Friday-Got up to Hayden crying his eyes out:'( it was rather weird.. and i guess the Glen was yelling at him and Sis yelled at Glen, "you know Miranda is still sleeping, you should be quiet cuz she is trying to sleep" it was rather interesting when i got told that.. but i didnt care.. Mir made us Chocolate Chip Pancakes for breakfast YUM YUM:0) and then we just kinda hung out and helped her out with the fire woood for 5minutes? and went back in the house and watched teevee cuz it was to hott outside for our likings;) anddd then JaySon called so then we went to Binghamton and tested my system out to see if it would be okay for Saturday:) and the highest was 142.5?? yeah it was kewl.. Then we met up with mom so i could get gas money? then went to the ACTUAL gas station got out Dukes of Hazard way and pumped it then went back to her house to get ready for the Shindig, and later ppl showed up and me,Mir,Nejla,&Ashley alll hung out and ganged up on this wicked gay kid named Ryan?? yeah it was interesting to say the least:) (we got him all wet cuz he was being a....not a nice word;)) then we went in the house around 1130 and me and Nejla played pool until prolly quarter after midnight:X yeah long night, then me and Mir came back to my house and yeah she spent the night and so on.. Saturday-We got up suuuuper early (6am) and i got in the shower, and mir got out of bed and vaccumed out the car for me.. Then we headed out of the house at 10 to 7am and headed out to Fort Drum.. we got there at like idk somewhere around 11ish?? and had a hassle of getting in there cuz its a Military base and we arent allowed in there without a Temporary pass or we are actually in the Military so yeah.. Then we FINALLY got in there and we had to start by waxing the car and stuff after we registered and what not with the head people of the car show and Stereo Comp. up there for IASCA.. and so then like 10mins later the judge for the car show came over to judge the car and we got NO WHERE in cleaning the car so far, yeah it sucked but hey i ended up with 2nd place with my car in the show:D and we just like chilled for the rest of the time being until the stereo Comp. wellll welll wellll.. What do we know?? TONS of people were there once that started.. (didnt like the fact most of the people chilled by my car, with it running, cuz it had to be, and i couldnt stand there b/c i had to watch everyone else's score to see what i had to beat:)).. Mean time, Christopher and Donnyboy were there:D thank god, their my support! and i went the first time got 139.1.. VERY BAD! found out the reason for that was b/c i didnt have the Sub Woofers on WHOOOOPS my bad:X.. so the second time i went i hit 140.3, well come to find out that i tied with someone else.. BOOO! so i had to go again for the tie breaker and i got 140.2 and so i lost the tie breaker by .1 DECIABAL>:O veeeeeeeery pissed i was for the rest of the day:( yeah sooo u could tell that i was not a HAPPY CAMPER at all.. and so i pouted the rest of the time we were there.. yeah ended up being that that guy SOOOO CHEATED!! and he went WELL OVER 2000RPMS..well Christopherx3 helped me sorta overturn his power of getting 3rd place for stereo comp.. well it didnt werk cuz the guy wasnt gonna put it in my favor, THANKS DUCHE;) o wellll.. so the guy walked away with 4 trophies.. he couldnt spare one of them.. oh and two other gifts and some money?? yeah AHOLE he was.. whatever, im over it! So we finally leave from there at 430pm this afternoon then we hit the Dollar General to grab some clothes and towels:X yeah we DONT usually do that but when its 99degrees outside and your burnt youll do ANYTHING to stay kewl.. So then we drove half way home and we found a lake to swim in so we spent like a half hour there:D and just hung out there.. then we went to the bathroom and used the VERY LARGE potty room to change into our boxers, 2XL beaters, and bras!! haha.. so to say the least we looked hott walking out of the bathroom.. even tho my bra didnt fit:X we WILL NOT GO THERE! so mean while were back on the road again, we listen to some CRAAAAAAZY songs:) "You pissed me off, you fucking jerk, get on my nerves.....Johnny with a pecker in his hand hes only one ball man off to the rodeo" the Rodeo song!!!! YYAYYYY our favorite song:) then we just randomly screamed to ppl about some things they were doing ILLEGALLY and we got flipped off a couple times (flipped them off RIGHT BACK) then we got mooned once, then we got little girls opening their eyes? cuz they were trying to be kewl like me? idk.. yeahhh some RANDOM times.. especially that Silver Dodge truck behind us when "Good Morning Beautiful" was on and it said "open up my eyes to your sweet face" so i made my eyes open wider with my fingers, if you know how to do that then u now how funnie looks:D and that truck was behind us and yeah they laughed at me histarically but so did i and ma and Mir, so it was all good! The girls called me retarded and loser, but you now what i DONT CARE! it was a gooood timmmme:) well now im home and im BURNT TO A CRISPPP:XOH AND BY THE WAYY I LOOOVES CHRISTOPHER and the Donnyboyyy cuz they like us girls a HOLE TON more than the guyyys and fellt the need to help us out on getting better DB's:D loove you guys. oh and JaySon u rock alsoo LOVE U BUUUUDDYY:) welllll thats it till the update for next time:) checked the Regents grades the other day also, YAYYYY i passed ALL of them:) 56 on US History, 62 on Global Studies, 57 on English.. passing for me was a 55 cuz im getting a Local Deploma:D so im a happppppppppy campppper on thattt!! IM GONNA MISS YOU SIS ONCE YOU LEAVE TOMORROW:'(((((((( TOOTLESSSx3

hmm well it is FINALLLLY offically SUMMMERTIME w/out all those regents in the way:0) just finished all them today, yeahhh in the end i have written 8 essays TOTAL! yayy for living in NYS..NOT [BOO] hmm so update you people on a few things, me and the best friend are FANTASSSSSSSTIC:)))) and we definately have been hanging out like CRRRRRRAZY8-) to kewl, and yesturday i definately had a job interview, i DEFINATELY got the job.. and now i have to wait for my recruiter to call me backkk, witch looking on my caller ID i believe she did:X utt oh, that means i start the job quicker than i thought, SHIT.. ne ways beyond that.. Sunday it was daddy's day, soo i definately decided that that would be mine and Sis's hang out day? wellll we did that and say BOTH of our dads and BOTH of our grammas, anddd did some other stuff along the way it was a great time, loved every minute of it, for the fact she is lving in 5 days:'( depressing and shell be gone for the rest of the summer in the Upward Bound craaap:X but on another (happier) note.. then after i dropped her off at her house i picked Mir Mir up (well their sisters so it wasnt hard;)) and we went back to my house and talked to the Mother, then I called my friennd Carmododo and we all went on a bike ride at 930 at nighhhhht and didnt get home till quarter to 11? HAHA us party animals;) we went to the park at Maine Memorial and i DEFINATELY crashed and burned on my bike:X aahahaa and definately screwed up the alignement hehe.. o wellll ill have to fix that, maybbb today? whoooo really knowwss:) thennn we came homee and bugged my momma to let us go on a Dunkie run? anddd she let us and we went to Wally World to, ohhh boyy us in parking lots where there are TONNNNS of carts=NO GOODDDD! us trouble makers i swear, and then starting to knock shit of the racks, yeah what was i asking for to get kicked out of Wally World for life, YEAPPPPP8=) o weell didnt happen:) im slick.. then we went home, and we went to bed cuz we were suppppper tired, and we had to get up at like 845 for Collins Graduation at 915 in the morningg on Monday, wellllll i ended up waking up at 9 and having to wake Mir Mir up, well needless to say I went in my PJs (which consisted of what i was wearing the day b4, but i changed my shirt, that was a plus, nope really wasnt i shoulda showered, o well tho) andd we started there till like 11?? then we came back to my house and made breakfast and yaddda more.. then I went to the Job Interview at 330 then came home went to Mir Mir and Sis's softball game, they lost:( poopoo on that.. then me and Mir came home and ATTEMPTED to study for the Global Regents, but failed b/c the internet wasnt working properally>:O hmm but its okay, we are done with that regents.. we took that this MORNINGGGGG:) and then i went and took her home and came home talked to mom fer a few then studied and went to beddddiebyye:) Woke up this morning, woke mom up, went to my car to see the Playstation mounted on the passenger side, annd the wicked kewl yellow thing around the cd player, in which i got JaySon's old cd player in which i LOOOVE dearly:)))) hehe i loves him hes niiice!! *get rid of the fiance tho Jay, thatssss a tip;)* soooo thats it reallyyy.. ill update again laterrrs...TOOTS oh one more thing.. we were going home from the Softball game last nigth to come to my house for dinner and we passed this scumbaggy kid, and Mir Mir spit her gum out in his car anddddd then the kid followed me and attempted to hit my mommas car and tried to pass me but i had a line of cars in front of me so he could O:-).. annnnnnnnd i just kept screaming DO ITT, i fucking dare you DO IIIIT.. DOO ITTT out the window, it was so freakin HILARIOUS then if he followed us all the way to Maine yeahhh i would have takin the long route to get home:X haha suuuuuckkkerrr! yeah it was funnie had to of been there i guess;)

These Boots Are Made For Walking by Jessica Simpson is my new favoriiiite song:0):X well the last time i updated me and the best friend were in a dispute:X wellll we figured that shit out and everything is better.. THANK GOD cuz i cant standdd not hanging out with her for more than a day:) So School ended on Tuesday, it feels good to only have to go in for some testing, but that will end on Tuesday:0) i had the English Regents today and tomorrow then Global and US History Regents on Tuesday, not bad not bad.. could be worse:0) hmm yesturday since i had the day off and so did Mir Mir, well she came over on Tuesday night and spent the night and then we went shopping ALLLL DAY long yesturday for a dresss for her thing tomorrow thennn i was looking for a dress for my cousins wedding, didnt do very well on that task:X its okay its not till August ne ways;) annnd idk it was just realllly nice to hang out with Mir again:) annd i went to Vestal 3 times yesturday, pain in my ASS! to say the least:X.. Today, well i had to go into school at 8 and i stayed there unnnntil 1045 yeah it took me that long to write two essays:X and tomorrow i have to write TWO more essays and itll take me longer cuz of what they are (2Genre and Critical Lens, longest Essays EVER!!!!)oh AND i have to go to Binghamton ALONE TODAY:X not good, but i have to, cuz i have to go to the Dentist, which is down the road from the HS down there.. crap, ne one wanna go?;) and tomorrow so far i have to go into school for the English regents again, then me and Mir are to the Salon? i dont really know yet, the plans havent been completedd yet:0) ill update again sooooon. goodbye noooow.----famously stated

hmm so ive had one of the worst days today.. i fucked up with a friend.. IM SORRRY KIDD i stillll looooove youu :( i hope we can fix things cuz this is horrible... annd school was actually okay this wk just it being like 98degrees everyday isnt cutting it considering we dont have ALL classrooms with air conditioning:X that sucks if i do say so MYSELF:) annnd sunday=Oswego.. should be fun to say the leastt.. cuuuz ima get highhhhher than EVERYONE there:0) haha.. well see.. tonight is Carmala's birthday party but her real birthday is June 27th HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY DOLLLL:) hehe the big 1-6 YAYY for the Sweet 16 child FINALLLLLLY:0) and thats pretty much it.. . .we have got to get over this bump in the road, i cant take it and im sure you cant take neither, we need eachother to lean on in the worst of times and the best of times. . BFF:''''''''( **EDIT** okay so went to Oswego with my momma and Sis today, that was interesting got my highest DB's there today 140.9:0) very prouuud now next time i just have to turn up the bass booster:) REMEMBER THAT;) haha.. what a retard i am:0) then i can beat the Cougar guy=) hmm, and i think that me and the best friend made up last night, and i told her what i felt and she told me how she felt, so guess what? that means we understand eachother now.. just realize thatttt i did lose some of my memory when i was a kidd;) cuz i REALLY did.. hm but i LOVE YOU TO DEATH KIDD! hmmm what else.. ppl shouuuld umm yeah stay out of my way when i drive cuz it irritates me when ppl pull in front of me and go wicked slow? SI SI.. fuckers.. hmm anddddd playing PS2 for two hours up to Oswego and going back w. Sis, HAHA that was interesting, but funnn and that rain was INSANE!!!!!! go Vance;) GOODBYE NOW!

So this wkend was AWESOME and i loves it.. it goes down in h-i-s-t-o-r-y!!! Friday, me and Mir Mir came back to my house to do some yardwerk to get money for it:0) 50$ in the end:) and then after we got done and showered and ready, we went to the Olive Garden where we had the BEST dinner EVER:0) then we went back to Mir Mir's and watched teevee and went to bed cuz it was late and Haydens birthday party was Saturday.. Saturday we all got up and did some stuff hung out till the family got there from all over fer the birthday party *HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY HAYDENN BABYY* haha.. then we ate and yeah.. at 1 me and Mir went and picked up Sis at the Upward Bound thing, i feel bad fer her that she has to go to that dumbass place:X then we went back and hung out.. Then later went to Mir Mir & Sis's softball game w. Garrett! yeahhhhh YAYYYY they won again, me and Garrett are their goodluck charms i SWEAR:) hmm then we went back to Mir's?? and chillled and then later that night we went Bowling w/ Sambo, Stepherrnie, Sean and one of their neighbors? SI SI, it was well, interesting to say the least:0) and on our way there we fucked with a negro.. wowww that was funnie and thennnn we just like followed him and his family, umm weird.. and when he got so close to my car i was like "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM CAR, NOW!" ahahaha.. and Garrett ducked it was really funnie, then we went to Midway and a cop stared at my car FOREVER b/c i had my undercar neons on it was funnie, but the way they were wasnt illegal buddy, sorry:D.. Then we bowled two games, Mir won one, and Garrett won the other:) me and Sis almost tied the second game until she got 4 more than me:X haha we tryed.. and Some girl w. a Mohhawk starred down Sis it was creepy we think she was gay and Sis is deathly homophobic, it was great ILOOVESISS!! hmm, then we went home, well they got home late:X my bad, srry guys, loove you toonsss.. And our PIMP is awesome;).. Sunday, just hung out and relaxed and sweated my ass off, b/c it was soo hottt 90degrees to be exact:0) hmm well thats it it was an AMAZING WKEND w. the favorites.. Next wkend.. Sunday=spending it in Oswego.. fun and Friday night maybb up at Thunder Mountain:) w. the favorites AGAIN:)))) hmm THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS LADIESSS ill comment all you back ASAP/SOON! Tootless.. P.S: JaySon WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU KIDD?!!

whooa you guys are PRIVILIAGED this wkk.. wow two in one wk im simply amazed at myself:) haha, ne ways i just had to update on some things.. So i definately hung out with the best friend yesturday:) can i just say that i REALLLLLY DID miss her ALLLLLLLOOt!! gosh, annd then i went to her and her sisters softball game, YYYYES they woonnnn, first time in 2 years i guess:0) yesss im sure in deedy proud of my girllls:) haha.. Mir had some niice catches annnd Sis, whooooa shee was on FIIIIIIRRAAA on 1st base, whatya now:)annnnnd Nat took us for Ice Cream and McD's :))) haha.. annd yeah OF COURSE there was an ASSHOLE trying to pass our ghetto minivan.. HAH.. that didnt workkkk:) annd yeah Sis and her smarttt little comments, it was a funnie tiiime and SIMPLLLYYY amazinnngishh... GREAAAAAAAAT MEMORIES, aaand Sis and Garrett definatelyyy should go to American Idol i SWEAR, id vote fer them:) haha, great times.. ilovemymirmir&sistheymakemydays&niiiiights:)) --yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah loves the friiiends =(minus)= one! HEhE:X Toots-ed

Well i havent written in here for like a wk.. WHOOOPPPS im sorta forgetting i have it until something AWESOME happens:) so ill go slow and make sure i hit every point of the exciting days:0) So Thursday we starting this test thing for NYS in English yeah dumb, mine was on Acid Rain in North America WEIIIRD:X haha.. and so needless to say we had to finish it BY Friday, well i didnt get ne where CLOSE to finishing it o welll.. Then Friday came and i was happy but sad.. Mir Mir left to go to Maryland or where ever with her friend:X annnd i was very sad b/c she got to miss school Friday and isnt coming home till Monday (which is today and its 8.50pm and she still isnt home:() sooo ne ways, we had a Pep Rally at our school Friday, so i didnt have to go to BOCES:D i was VERY pumped for that.. and boy did i DO ALOOT of extra credit for US History (witch i need if i dont want to fail this quarter:)) and i just chilled with Sambo, you now how that goes:) Then the Pep Rally goes on and AHH.. meandSambo didnt want to go so we just sat in the lobby and waited for the ELC bus to come.. and sooo Aaron showed up and so did Bianca and we all talked laughed you now the drill.. annnd yeah it was all good..Then that niiight i did nothing really important that i really remember to tell you guys:X whoops. Saturday, i didnt do much buuuut i didddd go to Friendlys with Courtney at night time and got a bananaspliiiit:) and during the day i went with Sis to the grocery store and grammas.. went to the grocery store b/c some ppl were supposed to come down and we were supposed to feed them=O haha.. that didnt happen let me tell yooou! and i came home and watched mooovies and went night nighhht after Friendly's:) Sunday, hmm looong friggin day to say the leasttt.. well i cleaned and stuff and helped out with the new deck building shit:X yeah that took awhile and then i showered and got ready and waited for Sambo to get at my house:) well then she got here and we left for the Tioga Motorspeedway Races.. hmm so we got there at like 1.30 in the afternoon and stayed until 8.20ish :X some of it was fun and other things of it was UNFUN but what can ya do when the guy you like is there:0) and in witch you AND your friend like the same boy:X not good, but were trying to get over it:) and so then we went to Friendly's for dinner cuz nothing was being cooked at my house.. well let me tell you that was a feast:))) *we had the 12 scoop thing, yuuuck i cant EVER eat that again, EVER* annd we came back to my house at 10 and we definately got our bathing suites on and got into my Jacuzzi tubbb:) and relaxed, that was awesome and wiiickked relaxing..LOVESS ITT:0):* annd we were in there for an hooooooour:X and we got out and washed our hair annnd cleaned up then went to bed.. WHOOOOOOA long day, full of races:X Monday, today, well i got up at 11? annnd ate breakfast and did chores insiiide, welll then the phone rings, its Sambo's sister, so i woke her up and she talked for a long while, come to find out her sister's b/f Sean, yeah he broke up with her=O what a fag.. Dwayen did this, and we alll now it and it suckss.. I LOVE YOU STEPHERRRNIE hopeffully she feels better soon.. FEEL BETTER BABE! annd so i took her home so she could be with her, what a good sister she is;) and then i came home and did wood again and watched Claude build the new deck:X haha.. then i washed my car AND my mothers and vaccumed mine, but my mother did her own.. THANK GOD:) annnd then i went to get out Dinner while claude did the rest of wood and mom did nothing? idk.. so hmm yeah that was my THREE day wkend. yeah failed to say this was Memorial wkend:0) ahha.. yeah nott the best, cuz my best friend was away and i missed her to NO ENNND.. and i love her, annnd i want her to come home and AHH cant waitt to see her tomorrow and give her a BIGGGG ass hug:0) well gotta go PaYcE;):0)

woww so i havent updated for what, a wk and a half umm yeah nothing big has happened really, Mir Mir is going away this wkend and wont be back until Monday annnd is missing school on Friday, could care lessss buut im going to misss her so much cuz i normally do something with her every wkend, untilllll now:)=O hmm soo this past Sunday went to Potsdam for the Stereo Competition with my momma and Mir Mir, wellll yeah i got 138.8 both times (horrible) but what can i do, when the fricken stereo doesnt work right.. O well getting a new cuz JaySon loves me:) haha.. umm and me and my mom and mir all have shirts that look alike except for the fact that our names are different:D hm their kewl.. It was a long ride and rather interesting, i just have to say ppl need to get better looking cars, even tho fer Stereo Competitions the car doesnt have to look good, it just has to sound good;) hmm aaaaand im passing English FINALLLLLY:) thats swellll.. and what elllse.. i got a new crush, but im not stating A WORD about that in here.. only one person nows..;) haha o well and yeah my mom to:P so yeah pretty boring to say the least 3 day wkend this wkend, may just chill with Sambo on Sunday or something... and Gay Kid wont be at school on Friday so thats pretty kewl... and BOCES is going greeeat ix3mynewfriend named Crystal:0) wellllllllll thats it tootlesx3 till next time.. commmmmments?