i'm deleting this diary. i haven't written in it for over 3 months and i don't use it anymore. i also deleted my myspace. bye. Julia.

well i haven't written in quite a long time. my 14th b-day has past and all that fun stuff. my last day in school is tuesday and i'm not looking foward to it. i'm gonna miss alot of my friends - most are going to different schools next year. =[ it sucks. plus i won't get to see the guy i like until the beginning of the new school year -- which i'm already nervous/excited about. well thats all thats really happening. Cheers Darling, Julia♥

i'm back from florida =D i like the boys down there. they are cute -- well some of them. especially the ones that are italian and that work in a restuarant called Zuccarellis =D oooh boy were they hott. Cheers Darling, ♥Julia

wow. i haven't updated in a long time. much has been happening... remember that guy that i used to like? well i hate him now. he's an asshole who likes to spread shit about other people *cough* like me *cough*. anyways -- i have a new guy that i've been eyeing :) zach's home from college. he has spring break late. my moms b-day is tomorrow. schools almost over. only two months left. boy am i going to miss 8th grade : Cheers Darling, Julia♥

we finally got our recommendations :) i'm not taking Freshman Acadamy. i'm gonna take all honors :/ and for electives: French && Autoshop, Welding, or something like chorus... not sure on the second one. Cheers Darling♥ Julia

soo. florida was fun. especially when we went to an italian restuarant (which was really good) and there were WICKED hott bus boys waiting on us :) i got a sunburn. and my feet got sunburned! but i turned into a semi-tan... yes i can tan. hah. i'm a poet and i didn't even know it :P Cheers Darling Julia♥

i'm super tired. i'll write more later Cheers Darling, ♥Julia

leaving for florida tomorrow. we have to leave for the airport at 6:00 and we have to get up at like quater to five. i'll write more when we get back :) Cheers Darling, Julia

so now that all that valentine mush is over... i feel a little better. nothing new really going on. i'm going to florida with schyler for feb. vacation... that should be fun :) but other than that... nothing! Toodles, ♥Julia

i'm still crushing on him. :) Toodles, ♥Julia

well, after the whole ordeal with my dog, having the flu and hearing about a girl, Daniel Davidson, hanging herself.... i just feel pooped. i didn't know Daniel, but i feel sad for her family and her friends. if you didn't see my previous entry, we had to put my dog down. and i'm finally not sick with the flu that i've had for the past week. i don't know if i want to roll with the punches anymore. i'm just tired. well now that i'm going back to school tomorrow... hopefully i get back into the loop of things. jeez... i didn't know being sick was more tiring than being healthy. Toodles, Julia♥

we have to put my dog down tomorrow :'( :'(

well, my brother went back to college today. YAY. nothing new really. going to florida with schyler over feb. vacation. that should be fun. she needs a break from her parents and siblings. we'll be gone for a week. can't wait for that. ugh. i'm NOT looking forward to Valentine's Day anymore. there isn't really going to be anything lovely about it. Toodles, Julia♥

soo.... nothing really exciting has been happening lately. i've started babysitting the next door neighboor's kids. i'll be babysitting for the next 3 weeks and if i'm right, i should be getting 90$ by the end. i talked to my mom and i might be getting a CELL PHONE, but my mom has to look at plans. Toodles, Julia♥♥

i think this year is going to bring some luck. i can feel it. i'm really excited for Valentine's Day this year and i'm usually dreading it. no, i don't have a bf :( but, i have a new crush that i won't be telling anyone about because the last time... a lot of peeps found out and i didn't like it. sooo, i'm also in a better mood this year. usually right now i'd be sick and tired of everyone but i'm not! yay. Toodles, Julia

is it possible to be tired of vacation? well i am. i want something to do again. even though i'm dreading seeing someone on the bus... but i want to see my friends again. aaaaah. so yah that's really all i have to say. Toodles, Julia

IT'S FINALLY 2006! Toodles, Julia

well, christmas this year was good. i got a lot of presents i wanted and we had a yummy brisket for dinner. the only thing that put a damper on my happiness is finding out the that guy i liked (notice the past form of that word) thinks i'm ugly but i have nice boobs. well he isn't gonna see my boobs and i'm not going to talk to him anymore. it is his loss not mine and i don't care about him any longer. so, on that note, he is officially another stupid boy. Merry Christmas & Happy Chanukah & Happy Kwanza. Toodles, Juila

do you ever feel alone? like your the only one who understands how you feel because when you try to explain it to someone, they don't get it? maybe it's just hormones talking, but i think that this year has been that absolute worst year in my opinion so far. it's just all these things hitting you and you can't stop them. i don't know. maybe it's just stress? or maybe it's just one of those days. i feel like i'm losing contact with two of my favourite people in my life. it's sucks. Toodles, Julia

my step-brother is officialy, permanently on my shit-list for the rest of his life. there is no getting out of it now. i'm sick of him treating me like his gay little friends. he needs to get a life... he's 24! what a loser i have for a brother. snapped at the party. i yelled at him which i've wanted to do for a while. it felt good. i'm no longer associating with him and that's final. Toodles, Julia