It's only 3:40 and it's already the most boring day of my life. Thank God for SitDiary and an internet connection. I'll probably be writing a lot, almost everyday, in here for a while...I've really missed this. I can always blog on MySpace but you have those people who add you just to be nosey always reading everything...and that gets annoying pretty fast. It's like if you say tonight is girls night at Rio (Mexican restaurant here) they're magically there the same time as you. So lame. So this is definitely my favorite place to share my thoughts or vent or whatever. I'm so bored today because I'm totally alone. My cousin is the quarterback for the high school here, and they made it to playoffs which is a huge deal for him...so most of my family is at the game, 3 hours away. I only found out this morning at like 8 that they were going with a knock on my door informing me if I wanted to go I had to be ready in like 30 minutes. I don't think so. Not that it takes me hours to get ready, but come on...that's such short notice to get all my stuff together. Oh well, it's rainy out anyway. Lance is hunting with his dad. They're big on it. It's fine with me, I hate the thought of it, but it's his choice so whatever. He killed one the other day and brought it by to show me and it really broke my heart. I mean I'm not against hunting, I just don't really like to think about it. It was still warm and soft and so beautiful and I don't know...it just made me so sad. He told me it ran into a little creek and laid down and died in the middle of it. I think that's just such a tragic ending. I told Lance I hated him, haha. It really is very sad though. Anyway, I've been so emotional and sentimental lately. I noticed it but I didn't actually realize the level at which I am now until I cried during a part of 90210. (LOL yes you read it right) It was when Val and Kelly exchange Christmas gifts. The whole time I was crying I felt so gay...because how corny is that show? It's almost as bad as Full House which is the king of corny. - I kind of like it though. Ever since I've been little I have never shown how I'm feeling. I don't do it on purpose or anything, it's just in me. People who are VERY close to me in my family are just like this and I have witnessed and experienced first hand the damage pride can do. I never want to cause pain that way for myself or for anyone else. So thank you 90210. =) I've been watching SoapNet a lot lately. I've never been into soaps but I love 'Happy Hour' with One Tree Hill, The OC, and of course, 90210...lol. I'm watching them all from their Pilot episodes so I'm trying to keep up with everything going on. I'm addicted now and it has to stop. I pushed back plans with Lance the other night just to see what happens with Nathan and Luke after he joins the team. Lance made so much fun of me, and I totally deserved it. I've also been watching the ongoing saga on General Hospital. I'm aware anyone who reads this is going to think I have no life, and some days I don't, so it's okay :P haha. I've been looking at different hairstyles all day on here. I would loooove to get my hair cut. Something short and choppy and messy. I love my long hair.. it's the longest and healthiest it's been in forever, but it's been the same for such a long time now. And I've never messed with my hair in any way, no color, no dramatic cuts or styles, nothing. So maybe it's time for a change. Who knows? I guess that's all for today. I've rambled long enough. I hope everyone is amazing! And has a very fun-filled Saturday while I'm home with my TV :).