Talked about suicide today..... Sat at the creamery and it just came up. I was asked if I ever thought about it, of course I've thought about it who hasnt? But when I think about it I think , there's so much to look forward too. Good things will happen eventually. Usually if I think about I think about my sister doing it not me. It scares me. If someone close to be were to do that. It would hurt so much more than if they had just died. There would be so many unanswered questions. Always wondering why? Amber said she would write a note, but it wouldn't help still. You'd still have questions.