right now my best friend in the whole world is hanging out with her ex whom she said she hated. i know that she is her own person and can do what she wants. i just wish she knew how badly it hurts me every time i hear about them being intamite. i feel like ive some how done something wrong to give her all the love i can muster and her get close to another guy like that. i shouldnt care but it hurts my heart so much i want to cry. i wish she new how much i really cared. i love you. please dont hurt me any more.