ugh ! i hate this ! i meen my heart tells me 1 thing, my mind tells me another, and friends dont help much either ! it would prolly help if u knew what i was talkin about, but guess what.................. you dont ! and prolly neva will, unless i tell u whats happenin in my life ! i wish things would all change, and i could be the 1 helpin some1 with the problem ! it's not fair ! i hate it ! im not mad, im upset! i hate always being the 1 with all the confusion !