hey i have had such a terribe day today firstly i lost my wallet then we recieved a call from the fire department to say my little brother had been in a "minor accident" lol rite and then this third event ass we'll call it was both funny and totally f***n embarrasing lol um well i was getting a ride with my sister and she had to get petrol so we went to the petrol station and she got petrol and went to pay and as it turned out she hadnt been payed yet cause the banks werent open on the queens birthday holiday thing aw yea i had a real gud weekend lol another story tho um neway so we had to call my dad and amazingly of our 4 vechiles none were at home so my dad had to run down to the petrol station lol haha sucker. anyway he brung some bad news as it turned out my lil bro had been hit by a car and knocked of his bike and his helmet smashed on impact with the car then he flew about 15 meters (or atleast thats how far away from the car that hit him when they found him) and he slid and grazed his face on the gavel then hit his head on a gutter thing and he was knocked unconcious ........ well i was real worried all day at skewl until my sister came and told me she went to the hospital to see him and that his head injuries were so bad she had fainted which sounds funny now but i saw some photos on her fone and he looked fukd neway she told me he had blood loss suspected skull fractures and possibly brain damage aswell fuk i just lost it cause he was just going to australia in like a month for a international soccer tournament which hed been looking foward to for ages uh and umm yea i was shocked and worried out of my mind for him cause hes only 11 and could b fucked for life! l8er that day i went to see him in the hospital it was so sad he was just laying there and i went to talk to him and he was in so much pain he could hardly talk and i sat there while they were changing his bandages and he was in so much pain he couldnt even scream but he was laying there telling the nurse to stop fuk it sukd and umm i dnt want to write nemore um just i guess life does rolls on even after events such as that yea l8er aw yea i decided to stay lol nathaniel

You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.Marijuana56%Mushrooms56%None!50%Alcohol50%Inhalents50%Cocaine31%Ecstacy31%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana56%Mushrooms56%None!50%Alcohol50%Inhalents50%Cocaine31%Ecstacy31%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com i took it again and i was pleased alot more with the result lol

You scored as Jock. You are the ruler of the school, so to say. You have girls swooning over your muscles and your skilled in most areas of the sports arena. You know how to play a mean game of basketball.Jock60%Emo Kid53%Hot53%Punk53%Prep40%Stoner33%Goth20%"Ghetto"20%Loner13%Geek/Nerd7%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com

heya pepz umm i duno wat to rite well theres this girl at skewl alex and shes real kool and all and ive been hanging with her group but were kool like m8s onli and all that lol well its kinda anoying coz evry1thinks we should go out and their rubbing it in ma face lil fukers lol um neway ill give u an example um jesse hus a bit jealous of me nd alexs relationship or was jealous got his form class which is her form class to sign a petition that she likes me or sumthing and her m8s all rub it in ma face but i love it it makes me fukn crack up hahaha well neway i kinda gave her this thing sitdiary thing so no more me again yay lol well remember life rolls on always nomatter wat so get over it watever it is and live life __==+nathaniel+==__

i think i found tha anser to ma problem but to that l8r tonite sukd ass first jesse dylan andrew ricky nd me went to melling and i fell on ma ass which cracked me up then we went to this 'The Lounge' thing which sukd more gud at first then lily came and jesse went from kool to a fagat (hmm thought that would change with his new gf sum gurl bt no he still shows off 4 her neway i was playn hacky wit andrew nd the sack landed on a table nd kicked da table nd it jst callasped nd was fukn loud nd evry 1 cracked up laughn it was so funny nd i played dylan at a game off pool used tha gud old set him up nd screw him up wen he goes 4 da black ball which workd perfectly until he started to suk so i sunk all ma balls nd won bt neway as i predicted fun with lilly again was a 1 time thing nd da rest u dnt wana hear

hey man i had one of tha best weekends iv had in sooo long bout 3 years actually neway i went into da hutt with dylan to meet up with danielle and lilly and so dylan could get a hair cut when dylan was gettn a cut i went to starbucks and at mc d's i saw ma ova m8 dillon hus neway we met back up with him dylan lilly etc we went to subway to get drinks and food and i was blown away cause lilly was bein nice and for bout an hour it was like the good ol days which rockd (and wouldnt last long) but that alone would of made a gud enough day jst like that exept for tha part when i went lookn for bras nd shit with lilly nd danielle which wasnst very nice while da ovas watched tv in farmers we joined them nd gt kicked out of farmers lol bt it gt beta cause lilly had to go home so then it was just me dn tha others when we saw demi nd kelly ma x and demi was real friendly puttn her arms round me nd shit nd i thort i could go out with her cause shes hot nd all then neway we all split up me dillon nd nick went one way nd dylan nd his new gf danielle wnt tha ova neway we found a trolly nd were runnin thru tha mall wit dillon in it then we went to tha warehouse nd were pushin him round in there nd we were racn round on computer chairs until we got kicked out then we gt kicked out we then gt kicked out of rutherfords for playin wid their vacum cleaners nd having vacum wars or sumhing then we asked for muny for clenaing their store nd they kicked us out lol dillon nd nick went home nd me nd dylan meet back up wit demi and kelly nd nuthin happened nd for tha next couple of hours we had fun bt i cnt b bothered typin ....... that nite at bout 8:45 sum1 had a heart attack nd crashed their car into tha dairy by ma house nd tha indians came out nd went nuts it was sad but yet fukn hiliarous nd im bored l8r Nathaniel Crawford

You scored as Dark Demon. Wow I am shocked you seem to have a gap and it fills up with morbid thoughts that fine, just please just dont kill me!Dark Demon80%Devil Demon60%Possesing Demon60%Loving Demon40%Ugly Demon20%What sort of Demon are you?created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide93%Disappear80%Gunshot73%Posion67%Bomb53%Disease47%Stabbed40%Suffocated40%Accident40%Drowning40%Eaten27%Cut Throat27%Natural Causes7%How Will You Die??created with QuizFarm.com

cellspacing='0' ing='5'width='600'> You scored as Believer.. You are a Believer. Whether it be religious or just your ethics and morals. You believe that heart breaks and injuries are just another part of life. Everything can be overcome if you believe in yourself and in your life. Believer.75%Dirty, Black, Free67%Confused.67%Cold as Steel42%Trapped.25%In Control.17%What does your soul say about your eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

i dnt kno wat tha fuk is goin on but i think either ma m8s r asumin shit or sum1 is spreading shit round bout me i dnt kno bt im pissed off so much cause today me:sup mn wat u up 2? him:just sk8n town me:could i have that girls numba frm tha other nite? him:fuk no ul spread shit bout me so i aint letting ur twisted mind have it me: wat the fuk r u on about? nd i still dnt kno wat the fuks goin on but im being alienated by ma m8s cause they all went sk8ing today while i got stuck in church nd they prolly bitched bout me tha hole time lil fukkers but nah their kool nd i havnt spread shit all bout them so i dnt have a fukn clue wat they have heard bt s'all shuld b good i dnt giv a fuk nemore im moving nd cnt wait Nathaniel Crawford

hey in tha weekend i went to ma m8s parents wedding wat a mouth full lol neway it was real kool cause they had a free bar givn out drinks of course no alcohol for me until ma life long mate pere came along who i havnt seen for ages hes 14 to but his parents got him beer on request nd since we were great mates nd all nd i guess we still are he got me a few glasses of wine nd bottles of beer so we got a lil drunk nt very drunk bt we got into tha mood we used to gt into when we run around doing dumb things (jumping of roofs into bushes diving off stuff onto chairs, trespassing and just jumping off high stuff exedera exedera) nd there were these girls there hu were pretty hot so we showed off 4 them aswell blah blah we went home on da train at bout 7 30 pm cause ma parents thort we were gonna play ma new x box game lol yea rite we were going to go to a party which expedictly didnt happen so we gt drunk at ma house nd went on a raid soaking the road with falmible liquids nd lighting it eggin houses we even took a shit in a bag nd lightin it on fire stickin it on a door step rang tha bell and ran lol crack up until sum big guy when we were lightin liquids on da street goes WAT THe FUCK R U KUNTS DOIN so we ran came back ta my house nd went to sleep hahaha gud times lol oh yea i was with vienna (ma wife) not the weeknd that jst wnt bt tha one b4 it ha shes great bt i miss her cause she goes to boardn skool now oh nd ive been sik today nd yesterday it suks lyin in bed all day cnt wait to gt bak ta skool nd ma mates that i think r so kool nd all lol still nt giving up nathaniel crawford

today some wacked out shit has gone down first a bitch bit me today after i tried to help her out bt she turned on me nd bit me breakin tha skin nd she told ma m8s shit to turn them against me nd im pissed tha fuk off at her cause ive been helpn her behind her back talkn to ppl convincing them nt to smash her y? well the main thing is that i value lily's friendship enough to help her friend that i fukn really hate now so that she has less stress cause i think this is wat a friend does bt after lily leaves ill have no real friends xept ma conscince hu suks nd dylan hu is tha only one hu stays loyal nd dosnt have those times where he turns tha group against me kinda things bt as long as i can stay another year in this hell hole aint goin to give in Nathaniel Crawford

in the week end i went to taupo to stay by tha lake in this holiday batch wit sum of ma family nd i thought this is going to be gay nd it pretty much was cause all i did was hang out wit ma lil bro nd his mate nd sum randoms that we were there with when i decided i was going to look for a party or at least sum chicks to socialise with so i did nd found nothing until i went home nd found there was a real hot chick stayin next to us so i went over nd said hi then we hit it off real well nd she told me she was planning on gettin drunk that nite nd so i was like yea ok with who ? nd she was like well i only decided to when u came along nd i was like yea im in lol then that nite we started skulling vodka nd wine then im nt going to say neway then today i dnt kno y bt this girl lily gt real pised off at me 4 no real reason like she has ben eva since i read her entry called heh destiney nd that was like a few weeks ago or sumthing nd that is really pissing mme off cause she was like da girl next door kinda person if u kno that saying ull kno wat i mean bt kno i dnt kno so much nd its confusing me i am getting sick of this bt i feel dedicated 4 a unknown reason

man today it was so funny there was a big samoan playing league wit me nd some m8s at a park down da way frm ma house nd i stepped him a couple of times so he started saying he was going to knock me da fuk over so he gt da ball nd decided to run it straight at me and this guy was taller nd bigger than me bt i decided to stay nd stand strong then i bent down a bit nd grabbed his legs picked him up like a metre nd dumped him fuckn real hard nd then he started cryin and i couldnt help but rub it in his face as much as possible i was like goin o yea gr8 way to smash me ova buddy nd shit then he stopped cryin like 5 minutes l8er nd was real pissed off at me saying he was gon dump me nd all this then i gt the ball ran straight at him then flinched real bad nd then i stepped him nd ran mocking him all da way givin him shit lol it was a good day