Listening to: anxiety
Feeling: frustrated
today some wacked out shit has gone down first a bitch bit me today after i tried to help her out bt she turned on me nd bit me breakin tha skin nd she told ma m8s shit to turn them against me
nd im pissed tha fuk off at her cause ive been helpn her behind her back talkn to ppl convincing them nt to smash her y? well the main thing is that i value lily's friendship enough to help her friend that i fukn really hate now so that she has less stress cause i think this is wat a friend does bt after lily leaves ill have no real friends xept ma conscince hu suks nd dylan hu is tha only one hu stays loyal nd dosnt have those times where he turns tha group against me kinda things bt as long as i can stay another year in this hell hole
aint goin to give in
Nathaniel Crawford
I am -really- lost right now.
I dont know whether to be sad, concerned or thankful.
You have to explain this to me, soon..!
_Lily
xox
youu are veryy awesome for helping this girl out behind her back. i like guys who go through with things like that.
i hope that things will work/have worked out for youu.
i don't think death is as great as youu depict. youu probablyy have more friends that youu think. but if all else fails, savor that moment between life and death.
♥verena
V.