I wished so much the sun wouldnt shine and everything was dark I wished so much my eyes wouldnt open, maybe then i could make my mark I hate the way things work out, and the way things fall apart Everything is spinning round and round inside of my cold, hard heart Th things you say, the things you do It makes me feel so bad The friendship and love we once shared i wish we never had, i hate everything you make me feel, yet i cant hate you at all Ive loved you since the day i met you Im sitting here dieing, thinking of you and what i would like to say I feel now i must end it all, I know its the only way