right now, i'm really bittersweet. i don't know why. i'm like trying to be nice, but no matter what, it like comes out mean. and when i notice...you know it's bad. so i'll just try and keep my mouth shut, you know? but that's kinda hard. because if i don't talk, i get bored. and then the day goes by uber slow. plus, it doesn't help that the next two classes i have are Spanish 3 and Pre-Cal. i've missed the last two class periods of both of those classes. i'm going to be extremely behind. i know that. at least i know that i'm like 3 HW assignments behind in pre-cal. i'm not too sure about spanish 3. i'm usually good about keeping up with work in spanish, even though 3rd year is supposed to be harder than the rest...i'm thinking i'll do okay. i heard that we make our schedules for next year real soon...which is a little scary considering i have no idea what classes i want to take. i'm trying to keep a good balance between like bullshit classes and classes that'll look good on applications. also i'm still deciding whether or not i'm going to take spanish 4 next year, or put in another elective. also...i'm thinking about taking pre-cal over to try and get a better grade, instead of moving on to calculus. if i don't retake it, then i'm def not doing calculus...i'd rather just throw in like keyboarding or something. maybe take some real random like music class or something. i just realized that for some reason i'm babbling about school...and i should probably stop. but you see...i have nothing else to do right now. okay..i could be like printing my photos for photo2 (what i'm in now) because i'm ages behind everyone else. but we have "open lab" on monday and wednesday, and she said that if i need more time than that, then i can work on friday also during our guest speaker. so i think i'll be good. especially since i already have one printed...psh. we just got a new roll of film that's due next friday. joy. my camera is a ghetto piece of shit, so i always have to find someone elses that i can use. boo. i hate it. i wish i had a good camera so i good actually take my time, at home, to take my pictures instead of dashing all over the place with a loaned camera during first period at school. why am i so fucking poor? so i'm hopefully, most likely, cross your fingers, getting my own new computer for christmas. that would be like a dream come true. i love computers, and i love just writing dumb things...but since our computer crashes every other day, it's hard to save shit on there...especially for school stuff. alright well i'm going to gooooo. love to all. peace nigs. leave some comments....anybody!! xo`Carly