failure. why anm i such a fucking failure? i swear to god. whyy?????? why do i mess up everything godothat comes my way? why i ask you? because it's me!!! everyithing and anything that has to do with me just getts fucked up i mean...hello? can't i get some fucking happiness in my life. every person that i reallky like and really really think i could have a godo resltinaship i mean they just dissapear. like otnight literally...i'm about to go fori ita but i get cuahgt up dancing or whatnot and whaddaya know he fucking leaves!! like out of nowhere...i'm so pissed right now i could just punch the wall or something i dunno what else to do except take it out in my dairy man. oh my god i really liike am so pissd it s unbelievable. what is so wrong with me that no one likes me and no one wants to give me a chance? yeha i know i've dufcked oup a lot ofhitngs but what the hell i just wnna cry because i never have anyoen to dance with at parties and i t makes me so fucking angry....and wht the full., i fucking go to daivd coriatys little band show thing or music that i don't even like and what happens?!! oh thansk fo rcoming balh blah i'm a dirty slut. what the fuck man i mean i do so mucha dnocme to all or fyour stupid show things nad what do in return...the "lets just be frines" line. well your stupid just friensd thing can kiss my fucking ass because i fucking hate when people whicp that out. yeha let's just be friends...what the hell...i swear to god. i wish jsut friends wocould amka eout and just be cool and like hang out and stuff but eh doesn't even geive me the light of day and im like in love with the kid. and as for saen i mean what the shell sean you act so nice to me and hsit but you enver wanna hang out or do anythign tiand it pisses me the fuck off.,,no one even reads my diary aor comments or anyting so i dont give a FUCK who fucking reads it right now. teen drinking tisn't good. look at me? i'm a fucking wreck. help. that's really all i can ask for. help help.