Train of thought lost in endless words This has been a fight for life An eternal struggle for emotional freedom A look outside the cold walls around us Teaching us there is no other way to turn Extacy in self pity. My life in this city is ended Taking from it only bitter memories and scarred loss This must begin anew. Self pity takes hold at a new time and place Witness to a transformation. Witness to inner murder-suicide Seeing those around me change and transform into monsters. I run Run from self pity. Escape this ungodly city. Flee into night The battle has just begun. From you i run. I cannot fight. I must flee Heartless cowards busting the face of self respect Do your favours for a packet of cigarettes comfort you? Could you look back on it and be proud? Do you know what you are thinking? Hang your heads in shame. You are a pathetic disgrace A festering boil on the arsehole of humanity. But be rest assured You will be burnt. Burnt off the face of the earth. You will dissapear. You will cease to be known. The truest people. Truest to themselves will survive. For others the end will come Slow and painful. You will burn and die. Favours long forgotten Disgraced bodies will turn rotten. Good riddance to your pathetic waste of life. This cannot be condoned. Sitting on the throne of self immolation. I watch as the infidels die. I alone am left unharmed. Survival Bitter memories and scarred loss are washed away with the rest Of this waste of space. This cancer called humanity. I alone have acheived divinity. Surivival in the wake of garbage. This rotten wasteland called Earth will be reborn anew. Bask in the new age. No more need for anger or rage. Survival Self respect will be taught to the self righteous. Self respect or death. This is dedicated to the self righteous. The ones who think they know everything yet know nothing. They will learn self respect and humility or be washed away in the cess pool of armageddon.