Why is it that people are social creatures? If you think about it it would save us alot of greif if we were non social. I personally am at my happiest when i am sitting alone with a good book, a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Maybe i am just anti-social. Maybe i lack what it takes to really connect with people around me. My mother explained to me tonight that i am a caring loving person who has been drowned in my own anger. I dont think i am angry i just have lost all hope in the human race. My father, who was always more of a friend than a parent has not spoken to me in 3 months. I dont think i will ever know the exact incident that lead up to us not speaking. I miss him every day. My brother who was always my best friend has not spoken to me in 6 months. I feel abandoned and alone. At 15, I have given up. I expect nothing from people, that way i can not be disappointed. No Expectaions; No Regrets.