life or death its a big step i want to be dead but i'm faced with staying alive i have dreams but they would never come true like I want a sweet sixteen party bc I have never had a b-d party in my life and I think it would be fun but it would never happen my mom doesnt give a fuck about me to her she comes first and I come last to her so wat does life matter to me it doesnt its hell to me I think Going to Hell would be better then being alive wat does it take to get guys to no I like them wat does it take to keep people from not getting pissed off at you wat the Hell does it take for ANDREW MONTELIONE TO LOVE ME AND GO OUT WITH ME I WANT HIM TO BE MINE FOR ALWAYS AND FOR EVER :( but it will never happen