93.♥
Listening to: everything i have
Feeling: happy
well now life is perfect. i realized one guy is totally done and another one i really like. it's perfecttt. and i couldn't be happierrr ♥
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life is so crazy now. i like these two kids and i like can't tell anyone. i feel like i have no one to talk to. i wish there was just one person there that i can go to for ANYTHING. i can't talk to the girls cause i can't stand being with them anymore, they're all dramatic, well not allof them but together the group of girls, i cant stand it. all theguys i like hanging out with but you can't really talk to them about other guys, it's alittle weird. i have one guy i can talk to about guys and another guy i can talk to about everything else. you never know who your friends are these days. i just need to make a decision if i want people to know, and i doubt i will want them to know. i'm just like that, cause if the guy knows then i'm all shy around him. whatever, i just hope it all works out so maybe i wont be depressed all the time!!! -faith ♥
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91.♥
Listening to: it's goin down.
wow sitdiaryyy. well umm lately alot of stuff has happened. drama, this &that. but ya know it's life. well my life has been pretty good. alot of secrets i cant tell but it adds some action [= everyone needs alittle spicing up. i just happen to have lots. well me ðan started going out march 21st but broke up twice. now we are totally done. he just doesnt seem to be the right one for me. he doesnt treat me how i want to be treated. so i hope lisa &him go out. maybe she will do him some good. jackiee well jackie is still my best friend &i love her. i have been pretty much living with her for the past month but she is gone to new york for alittle while. i miss her already. her cousin eric is pretty damn awesome &he has been staying with jackie for awhile. but he went with jackie to new york &then is going home. i guess you can say i have a crush on him but ya know it doesnt matter i hope it passes cause i wont be seeing him for 2 months. i'm not sure if i want to date anyways cause of the whole ethan thing. i think kicking it single for awhile is good. well highschool is coming up soon after the fair [= this year is going to be awesomee. well not highschool just the fair. i'mnot excited at all for highschool but everyone in the highschool says i will like it. i just hope i am organized &all that shit. drama, drama, drama. i am ready for it. so bring it on.
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haha i need a drink ;) well uhm everything is pretty good. everyone is my friend again besides josh. but i dont care anymore. i dontlike him. i like anthony but he likes kim and kim likes him so they will probably going to go out. oh well. and i like nick. alittle. i guess he is happy. but uhm so yeah i guess things are good. its almost christmasssss yessss i got presents tday. :) things are really good. so i will stop now. anthony <333 nick <3
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85.♥
well uhm things are kind of confusing. now anthony knows i like him so i dont know. i cant go out with anyne for awhile though. for at least 2 more weeks. cause i still like josh adnall. i know he doesnt like me btu i do like him anyway. idont know its just his smile. he makes me happy. well now not as much but he really did adn i really miss it. but i dont even know if i would go back our with hiom if i got the chance. i would defiantely have to talk to him first. so yeah things are wierd. me & jackie are friends again. cause before i couldnt really trust her. adn she still doesnt tell me the truth. i dont get her anymore. things are too wierd. :/ id ont know. i hope things get better. well i have to go get some food for my fat ass so later. ♥josh ♥anthony =/
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daRk x0 anGel: will you marry me? FaDinGg Smile Xo: im eating doritoz right now.. but im gunna stop what im doing to say yes daRk x0 anGel: i love you FaDinGg Smile Xo: i lovee you to more the llama's && x123467890 married at last forever this time :) jackie- 12.9.05. best friend yo`' anthony & nick best friends of course love you guys. (: i love those people <333
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83.♥
well things are getting better. josh says that he is will to stop calling me a whore&stuff. which makes me happy. john and nick were sticking up for me when he was calling me a whore. wehn nick told me i wanted to cry. it made me happy. well i talked to josh during gym yesterday. i think mr.p puts us on a team together on pupose or something.oh well whatever. but uhm so i asked josh why he broke up with me and he said because you got fingered by nick and mike in one night and thats hoeish, so i dont know. i really didnt do anything that night besides make out with nick. it wasnt really a dare but he does make me sound like a whore. he always say s well you made out with nick and you liked anthony but not nick so you probably did and you still do. :/ i really dont but whatever. he asked me if i liked anthony and i told him i did cause i did but not while we were going out. so he told anthony and anthony asked me and i told him yeah i did. so today i asked him who he liked and he said someone alittle and i'm like who. oh duh jackie and he swore on our friendship tha he didnt so i dont know who it is. people say its me but i'm not sure. whatever. i still like josh but i'll never get another chance with him. :/ which makes me sad but i'll get over it. oh well whatever. nick told me today that he still really really likes me so i felt pretty bad. i told him i still like josh so i dont know. i dont want to hurt him again. its not fair at all. so i wont do that to him. i like josh alot but he doesnt seem to believe me about that either. so i dont know,. well i was soo happy today cause he sat by me in lunch like old times and like i was happy. but uhm i'm not going to go out with any other guy tha josh for at least 3 more weeks. the only guy other than josh i would go out with anyway would be like anthony. like whoaa dont tell that one. haha. whatever. got to go do sme stuff. <333 josh i still really like you.
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ahh it's the first day of the year .. wow =) well just alittle while i got off the phone with nick .. =) he's cool .. got to love nickk =) uhm well we had our long ass break .. i dont want tog o back to school but oh well .. and we had our first basketball the other week and we won and we hav won tomorrow .. i hope we win .. we are going to kick ass this year ;) uhm well i liked anthony not sure anymore.. i guess i just want kim to be happy with him .. i dont know .. but uhm so i dont want to get in the way .. uhmm with joshh .. i dont know about him either .. i guess i'm not sure with anyone .. life is soo boring without a boyfriend .. i could have one but i guess just not the right people .. lets just see what happens ;) love ya bunches <333
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well as hard as this hurts josh broke up with me. grr. he makes me mad. he thinks i like nick. with nick all it is, is friendship and he even knows that. nick is awesome but just a friend. i just cant stand the bullshit anymore. he called me a whore and a cunt. now what bullshit is that? real bullshit. it freaking pisses me off. and like i still like him and all but i dont know why. all he is, is a dick to me. i dont know i always go for the wierd ones. whatever. i'll get over it. hopefully maybe he will realize the loss but i dont know what i'm going to do. like this is the first time somebody broke up with me and it made me feel like shit. i feel like a freakin idiot. i dont know. first it was just faith & josh. (just friends) then it was more faith & josh. but now it's nothing. not even friends. i even want to me friends with the kid. god damn. what did i lose? i lost him for a stupid reason but i'm glad he was honest. it's bull shit that he calls me names and i asked him not to in the beginning and all he did waslie. i dont know how i will get over it but i guess that's why i have my frieds. so i hope things will be all right. josh-i still like you alot. but i dont know why. i guess you're a hard person to get over. well you still have my heart but it's ripped in two. now i know how other people feel when somebody doesnt care and thety just break up with the person without thinking about their feelings. well i'm sorry to those people that i did that to and i hope you will forgive me.
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81.♥
Feeling: alright
over thanksgiving well we got out of scholl early on wednesday. and i really didnt do anything. well i dont remember so it must not be important. thursday.thanksgiving. all my brothers came over. wow and they brought there kids. so i had 20 people in my house. i counted :) cause you know, i'm just amazing. uhm well anyways. i didn't eat much cause i had 13 pieces of bacon for reakfast. yumm ;) uh what else. hmm. well i was going to go on the fourwheelers but the snow was getting my hair wet and i was too cold. brr. uhm i hate some brownies :) they were good. i was pretty much online to get away from the children. friday.josh's brithday. i was thinking about calling him all day but i was kind of shy. well i didnt want to disturb him cause i know he had that paintball war thing. so yeah i didnt get to say happy birthday. plus i thought he was staying atjohns until friday cause that's what john told me but he went hiome on his birthday at like 7. and when i finally got the courage to call josh at johns , johns mom told me john was sleeping so i figured josh was too. ahh i was mad when i fouund out he wasnt. :/ saturday.i talked to josh. yess well i found out everything that happened for his days we didnt talk and i told him mine. :) uhm so i talked to him for awhile. then i was playing uno and ashley's mom (my brothers girlfriend's mom) wanted to get ashley with some whipped cream cause we were eating it. and well ashley put some in my mouth. well actually too much and so i took some out of my mouth and put it on her hand and she wiped it on ashley and then from there it was food fight. it was all good unitl john got me :/ that bastard. haha oh well. uhm and then i had to take a shower cause he wiped it in my hair. and then i talked to josh again. and then from there i was pissed. grr. josh made me so mad and you dont need to know why.!! sunday.jordan's birthday. well my mom woke me up at 9 o'clock and i didnt even know about jordans birthday party until she woke me up. so i had to get up and get ready in 10 minutes :/ but i did it. uhm i was going to go to ashleys moms house before the party, but i had to go see my grandpa. he isnt doing good. :/ uhm so i went there and left at 10 and then i had to go to wal*mart to get a present for jordan. i got him these cool toys. then at the party. well john and jared went and i versed john at dance dance revolution in fun and games. it was so awesome. but john is a retard. i saw ashleigh there. i forgot that she worked there so i talked to her alittle bit. uhm the arty was cool but thats all that really happened that was exciting. then that night. my brother came over and they linked the x*boxes and i didnt do anything. so tat was gay. john went home though :/ i was sad. haha so then i played vice city until 12:00 and then went to bed. this morning.basketball practice. it was so awesome. we didnt have to run much and we just messed around. we played with the parachute thing too. it was so awesome. we only had 8 girls there though. even better. uh so yeah and then i came home and played vice city for awhile and then the x*box alittle. and then i came on the internet. and now i'm bored. tomorrow.school. yesss finally. i miss school. i hate not bring there for awhile. so i'm happy we are going back. and i get to see ♥joshh. :) yaaay. and im over that whole being mad thing. whatever i dont even care. i guess i was just scared that he would breakup with me for what he said but everything is all better. ;) so yeah. now i have to go do my homework so that sucks. it's only reading though. so its all good :) later babe ;) ♥josh.i love you
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lately uhmm well things have been pretty much great.. uhmm well me && ♥joshh have been going out for 10 days now!! yesss.. (= haha yeahh soo i am happy.. uhh well i was mad at jackie but not no more.. last night was the y dance.. ahh what a drama scene.. ooh well nothing to do with me soo whatever who cares.. ♥joshh didnt go though cause he knew there was going to be drama.. haha wow hes good.. on friday is ♥joshh's birthdayy.. he wouldnt tell me what he wanted but i guess i know what i am getting him.. hmmm well he is going to johns on his birthday so maybe i will get to see him (= yess haha.. wow soo uhmm yeahh things are going just swell.. i ♥ joshh
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79.♥
Listening to: just the girl
Feeling: numb
well life latelyy hmm.. well i made alot of mistakes in the past week. I dont know it was messed up.. jackies party was a hit.. well uhmm this is the story i was all over mike britton but with mike its just a jokee nothing is real.. he was all over me too but like he wasnt kidding i guess .. i dont know.. well me him and anthony all went in jackeis closet and did some stuff .. haha if you know what i mean. then nick joyal wanted to play truth or dare but it ended up being 7 minutes in heaven.. well mike britton pulled me into the closet with nick in there.. we ended up making out.. i thought it was the best thing that ever happened to me.. you dont even no how hapy i was but it lead to confusion.. =/ we all had a good cry but i talked to nick and we got everything straightened.. lately people have been asking me out.. and all i say is that they are on crack and a no.. my love life.. well uhh no one really needs to know the truth.. i just dont like anyone.. =/ yeahh i know its a lie but people dont leave me alone.. i dont know what else to say so whatever.. my life is over until th fat kid is done with his cake.. there is plenty of cake to go around so there will never be a finish.. <3
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everythingg lately has been fabeeoo .. okayy o not really but whatever .. uhh well me and jackie have been getting into lots and lots of fights and like its crazyyy .. it is about nothingg and itis soo gayy .. she makes something soo little into this big problem and like everyone has been askingg me why i am her friend and the truth is because i lovee herr .. i just cant not be her friend because of all the stuff she did for me the good and the badd cause i learned from the badd and like if it wasnt for her i probably wouldnt even have guyy problems not in a bad wayy but like i would never have a guy because i always dressed like onee .. wierd .. but whatever.. wwell the carnival yesterday was fabeeoo .. seriously it was .. like i got there and hour late but i just said i was fashionably late .. soo whatever and uhh when jackiee left she gave me a kiss and the anthonyy onee .. whatever she can do whatever she wants .. screw themm .. ooh wait i dont like anthonyy anymoree .. no one is on my list of love anymore because of jackiee .. well icant like joshh because i could never go out with him even though jackie did that to me i would never .. i just dont like nickk cause he is immaturee but he is still my friend.. and i cant like anthonyy cause jackiee is always all overr himm . i hatee it so i just thought that it would be better not to like them and just be there friends .. i guess that would be the right thing to doo .. soo yeahh well i am definately goingg to church tomorrow cause my aunt came up and she always goes to church when she is up from virginiaa so i get to see my beautiful mike he is soo cool .. well yeahh but he is a loserr .. haha yea rite .. soo yeahh laterr dudess .. mwaa faith ♥
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77.♥
hmm.. well yesterday i went to conny's for shane's party and it was awesome!! =D connys dad poured ketcup all over me and i got cake and other shit in my hair!! soo i took a shower and we wathced freddy vs. jason but the movie kept shutting off so we didnt watch it all the way!! i was sadd!! thats to summarize what happened!! well thats all i feel like writingg soo peace!! mwaa faith ♥
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Listening to: just the girl ::
Feeling: numb
About MeNameFaithNicknameFaithBirthdaySepttember4 Age13Height5'5Hair Colordark brownEye Colordark brownHave You EverFallen for your besfrienduhhh sure why notKissed someone who was just your friendyupBeen rejectedonce :(Been in lovenopeUsed someoneyupCheated on someonenopeBeen cheated oni dont think soDone something you regretuhh suree lots of thingsDo you ...Color your hairi have highights =DHave tattosnopeeIf so how manynonee duhhHave any peircingsyeahh my ears If so how many2 Have a bf/gfnopee cause im a loserLike thunderstormsI ilke do run in the rain sometimesEver get off the damn computeryeahhHave you/Do you have...Considered a life of crimenopee i dont think soo anyway =xConsidered being a hookerhaha jackieeConeidered being a pimphaha johnnSplit personalitiesuhh i guess i can sometimes =/Obsessionsno not reallyPanicsometimesAnxietyuhhh???Depression/Considered suicidnoRight now..Current clothespj's =D Current mooduhh i guess better than an hour ago =/ :: =DCurrent hairuhh straihgt && downn it looks beautiful..Current musicjust the girl :: i love that songgCurrent annoyancetravv >:oCurrent perfume/cologneuhhh sweet pea stuff :: smells goodCurrent thing you should be doingudoingg my homeworkk!! Current crushanthonyy =xFavoriteDrinkuhhh spriteColorgray or light blueCandySkittles i guess =/Tv Showuhhh Fresh Prince of Bel-Ai :: sureeMovieJUST LIKE HEAVEN :: i saw it two nights ago and i fell in love with it!! Placedepends who i am withh =/who you like to talk tojackiee :: anthonyy :: nicholass Do your perfer..McDonalds or Burger KingMcDonalds byy farrMarry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friendwell if you are in love with the person they should be you friend so i guess loverr!!hahaRoot Beer or Dr Pepperdr. pepper :: root beer is nastySunshine or RainrainSpring or FallfallWinter or Summersummer byy farrVanilla or Chocolatevanilla =D Snowboarding or Skingi hate both :: ahh Lights on or Offoff :: ahah Are you...Understandingyeahh most of the timeOpen Mindedbyy farrBad Tempered=x :: sometimesHappynot really rightt nowwAttractiveuhh a little :: =/Bored EasilyyeppSadno not now I was yesterdayUniqueuhhh suree why notWhat do you like in a Girl/ Boyin a guy I like maturity good looks and a great personality EyesI like both brown or blue :: as long as they are hott haah just kiddingHair colori prefer brownLong or short hairshorter kindaHieghtI prefer them taller than me but it doesnt really matterBody Typehottt =DPersonalitynice mature not shy :: i dont knowRandomHow would you describe yourselfuhhh I get along with almost anyone, uhhh I act like a blonde I guess thats what most people say I have no clue with things. uhh i cry over lots of moviess :: uhh what else :: hmmm..Do you have any Pets?nopeeHave any syblings?yeahh 6 older brothers :: ahh =/What do you want to be when you grow up?I'm not sure yet maybe a social worker =/Do you wanna get married and have kids?yepp hopefullyyWhat is your best physical Trait?i dont know i asked Anthony and he said my ass :: hahaWhat is the best thing about your personality?i listen to people && i am a forgive &&forget kind of personn..What words do you overuseuhh :: byy farr :: what a loserr :: likee.. :: riiiiiite :: sureeeeWhats the most annoying thing about youim a good yeller !! End this survey with a quote I would rather walk alone. . . than chase you && i would rather fall on my own. . . than you bring me down CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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75.♥
Listening to: i f*n lovee youu
Feeling: placid
i dont know what is goingg on i been getting into all these fights!! im turning into a badd person.. even anthonyy said that last year i was a big help and this year i have myy own problens!! im just getting soo madd lately.. people think its funny to get me madd.. they just comee upp to me anthonyy and jackie were all over each other :: yeahh i know your telling me thiss but whyy like i dont know this and how manyy times have i heard it!! ooh a millionn!! i cant stand it anymoree!! i just f*n want to die but like myy godd everyonee causes soo muchh drama even i have been!! i just dont know what to do!! nick coyle was helpingg me but then jackiee got madd so i told himm to forget about me so by tomorrow he wont no who i am!! anthonyy thought i was madd at him!! i sont like himm anymoree!! i cant he is just myy friendd and that all i want himm to be cause if i like himm we dont really talkk i hatee itt!! i would rather be his friendd that not be and if that means not liking himm then its worth it.. f*n travv is started shitt and he is goingg to get smacked one of these days!! i hopee anyway!! i bet anthonyy five dollars that i wouldnt talk to travv so i will keep that.. nick coyle bet on the bet that anthonyy will go out with me by the timee i see him.. soo he bet 20 dollars on the 5 soo yeahh.. jackiee is like i dont know we are frineds and everythingg but i dont know what is goingg on between uss lately ?? =/ im confused!! whatever!! mwaa faithh ♥
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Listening to: rightt thurrr
Feeling: beautiful
uhh well friday was pretty cool!!! what happened ?? hmmm... well i went to jackies off the bus and like yess i got to see my lovee!! and then we went to the football game and like it was awesomee!! uhh we i guess hung out with trav&&anthonyy&&joshhuaa but like jackiee kept runnin away so i mostly did!! =/ well uhh it was soo cold so like i shook everyones hand to make my hands warm!! i met soo many people by doin that!! and uhh hmmm... trav was actin like a duige and i told himm but hes like well i dont want to talk to you and like the day before he was all over us and layin with us in his bed!! but me && jackie thought of it as a joke but he prolly didnt!! =/ whatever i dont care!! soo like joshhuaa is myy best friendd but like i dont know he is actin wierd or was at travs house!! i dont know =/ thats what trav said anyway!! and anthonyyy uhh he is sooo beautiful to me!! =D i love himmm!!! =D I FINALLY MET MIKE!!ohh myy godd he is soo awesome it was soo funny he like kept putting his arms around me jackiee and anthonyy sister and ohh myy godd i just had to laugh at that one!! he is soo awesomee!!! but like uhh i gave travv a hug goodbye and then joshhuaa gave me a hug and suprisingly gave jackiee one i was shocked so i just had to ask himm why and he didnt say anythingg!! =/ and i gave ¢¾anthonyy a huggg!! i almost died!! actually not really but whatever!! then uhh yesterday uhhh we made a thing on the internet it was soo funny but we can not talk about it!! =x haha jackieee then today we went to churchh it was sooo funn and we just like organized food but i mostly ate it!! jackiee and julie made up!! =D yesssssss and like we played some football and mike spilt soda on me.. then laterr uhh mike and rileyy came over and he ran into the house and was likee faithh i love youu and uhh we played somee pool but not really and they kept pokin me with the stick in the ass it was kinda funny =/ butt uhh then we were about to go on the fourwheelers but mike had to go homee but rileyy stayed!! =D he is pretty cool!!!! uhh we went on the fourwheelers and uhh we just did mothin but it was funn i guess!! i asked himm my questionss!! lol but then he went homee and i am goin homee soon!! =( soo yeahh goin to chill with jackiee!!! too himmm
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73.♥
Listening to: because of you
Feeling: beautiful
uhh well today in school was a half a day but like in the beginning of the day like on the bus i wasnt really talkin and in school!! and it was because like im stupid cause im regecting all these guys for ♥anthonyy and i know i wont get him! i dont care about all these guys that like me only care about ♥anthonyy!! soo i dont have to worry about himm liking me and i told him that i rejected boot and trav and he is like aww but i dont know!! what ever!! okayy well at lunchh ohh myy godd joshhh was soo pissed but i calmed him down he is like im goin to stabb someone and im like calm down calm down joshhh and he just smiles but ohh my goshh it was soo funny jackiee was tryin to take a picture of me but im likke no she was trying to get me and jorge whicj jorge doesnt hate me!! =D okayy anyways im like no not with jorge soo joshhh huggs me for like a picture and im like uhh nooo!! and he is like smiling when i pushed himm off!! he is the bestt!! uhh jackie came off the bus and we went right up to travs and like we spent like 2 hours here then we went up to boots!! it was pretty borin at boots!! now im hangin out with brianna at travs!! =D and i talked to ♥anthonyyy. butt uhh we are goin to hang out at the football game!! soo yeahh!! yess i get to see my beautiful people including alli!! yess =D okayy well im out!! [[pretty girl]]
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Feeling: nonchalant
okayy well uhh i guess school is going good!! =D and uhh well i find out more and more people like me everyday!! =D haha im too cool but i dont care if they like me cause like im in love with ♥anthony still!! my love for himm will never age!! lol haha just kiddin!! well but i do really like him!! he was trying to throw rappers down my shirtt but he didnt succeed!! but hes too cool for me!! lol uhh yeahh soo boot asked me out last night and like it took me forever to say no cause i thought he would hate me but he doesnt!! =D uhh so yeahh me and jackie wore these clothes that were soo cool but like i took the skirt off over my pants cuz it wasnt workin out for me!! soo yeahh i dont know!! but it was funn!! well uhhh im goin to the football game on friday to see my homee skillets!! yesss haha at lunch andrew and john were havin a rap battle about my mom it was funny but i was mad!! andrew is like arent you mine and johns bitch and like what suree whatever hes like yesss!! and then he grabbed my hand and im like yeahh you got to let go and then hes like yeahh im an asshole and im like noo shut up and he fake cryed it was funny!! well uhh im hearin lots of rumors about me.. that i steal that i lie that im a whore because i dress like jackie!! thats right im a whore but not because i dress like jackie which i dont its because i can be =D and its a joke!! you know what i want you no its you.. now how do i get what i want ??
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71.♥
well today uhh joshh got a fry down my shirtt haha and then jorge got a few thenigs and it was embarrassing cause i had to get it out in front of everyone soo yeahh it was kind of funny.. thenn we had the basketball form things and im making joshhh join =D soo yeahh cause im cool like that and im makin jackie join too!! =D ohh and then in gyym class we had to do these group things and like we had to use a person to get up with no hands and like i couldnt do it so like joshh came over out of no where and im like i cant do it and hes like use your feet soo he sat down and he made me fall but then i did it laterr and got it =D cause im cool like that!! lol joshh is myy best friend lol and noo i dont like him just as a friend i figured it out! ... soo yeahh i only like ♥anthonyyy!! only ♥anthonyyyy;; he is just too cool for me and soo is nick coyle!! To himm♥
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