Hey everyone! I MADE IT INTO CHEERLEADINNGGGGGG!!!!! I am soooo happy! It like isnt even funny!! I was sooo nervous going in there! but its all good. So yea, everyone that tried out made it so, with the acception of one person, I am really happy about that! Especially about Brandi and Dena bein manager so she is always guna be there, I cant wait fer monday cuz thats when the actual Season starts and we MUST be dedicated. Went to Emilys yesterday, we wnet to the Skate Estate and I only fell once. And when I fell it wasnt even my fault. Gillian was holding my hand so she didnt fall and when she went to fall instead of er going down she oushed me in front of her and I ended up going down for her. Now I have a bruise on my knee that WAS good. And now my bad knee is like .. all torn up.. it really sucks. But o well, we had a great time! Pizza hut with Jazzy, Dustin, Gill and Emily, (em -OMG! THOSE CHINESE GUYS!! I SWEAR I WILL NEVER LOOK AT ONE THAT SAME!!!!) Laser tag was so great!! we won 27 - 23!! ha-ha!! Tammy + Randy, I love you guys!! That song was just for you guys!! Well, I am gunna go and look for stuff on e-bay... Love always, smurfy*

Hey everyone!! Cheerleading is going sooo freakin great! I think I tore a muscle tonight tho ... cuz I did a toe-touch and now the inside of my left leg is like really killer. I can actually do a pike now tho! i was so proud of myself when I got it! cuz like I try so hard to do things ... and then i got it and i was like ... "break it down!" lmao! I wish people understood how much cheering really means ta me tho ... cuz ppl are all like ... whats the big deal? And almost nobody understands that like, before I moved here cheering was my life. Its all I did, its all I thought about. THen I came here and my life was torn away from me, and now that I have the chance to get it back, its like... all I care about at the time. I mean like, of course I love my friends and everything, and I will always have time for them, but this is my only chance till next year. If I blow it on Saturday, then I am like .. totally screwed! THen I wil hafta wait till next year to try again. So, right now, cheering is all I want to focus on. Well, I am off to do some more to this thing to make it my own. Make it special! Love always, smurfy* i love my firends soo much!

Hey everyone! Sorry you cant see my old diary anymore .. but I thought it was the right thing to do since Im not "adamzbabiigirl" any more ... so I thought that I should change it ... Yea. Well, we got out of school 45mins early today ... I was really bummed!! Cuz now I am only gunna have 4 days of practice in come Saturday. And incase you are one of those ppl that dont go to my school .. we got out because of the snow! ... I kno .. middle of October and it is like a freakin blizzard outside. UGH! I hate the cold! Which therefore means that I hate winter! (which i do) I hate being cold, I hate having dry skin, I hate having chapped lips, I hate having dry scalp ... Basically, I just hate everything about winter!!! Well, I am gunna go now so I can keep doin this thing to get it to look the way I had it before Love always! Smurfy* See ya on the flippy!