Hey everyone!! Cheerleading is going sooo freakin great! I think I tore a muscle tonight tho ... cuz I did a toe-touch and now the inside of my left leg is like really killer. I can actually do a pike now tho! i was so proud of myself when I got it! cuz like I try so hard to do things ... and then i got it and i was like ... "break it down!" lmao! I wish people understood how much cheering really means ta me tho ... cuz ppl are all like ... whats the big deal? And almost nobody understands that like, before I moved here cheering was my life. Its all I did, its all I thought about. THen I came here and my life was torn away from me, and now that I have the chance to get it back, its like... all I care about at the time. I mean like, of course I love my friends and everything, and I will always have time for them, but this is my only chance till next year. If I blow it on Saturday, then I am like .. totally screwed! THen I wil hafta wait till next year to try again. So, right now, cheering is all I want to focus on. Well, I am off to do some more to this thing to make it my own. Make it special! Love always, smurfy* i love my firends soo much!