hey, i am happy and sad. happy cuz it is almost christmas and i get 9 days off for christmas from school. plus i am happy cuz i am doing gr-8 in school and i am proud of myself for that. but i am sad cuz i thought i liked a guy but i kinda noticed that i still am hang up on another and its hard getting over things sometimes. also i am sad cuz i wish one of my friends that was dear to me would come back and start going to my school again. but i don't see the happening. so, i guess i should stop wanting what i can't get or i think i'll go nuts. but anyway some of my friends and me exchanged gifts this week and i got some really sweet gifts from them. but hey that's all i got for now. much love. Megan