Okay... I'm a jerk. I didn't even do shit. All I wanted was to have Tara call me because I needed to talk to her about something. Then you got all pissed off.. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU CARE?! and then your boyfriend has to step into shit thats not even his fucking business, run his fucking mouth, and then challenge me to a fucking fight. You think I'm scared? Did you think I was going to fucking back down? NO fuck that. Did he show up? No. And why the hell should he fucking care if i talk to Tara or not? And no... I don't "just want puss". She's actually pretty cool to talk to. And if you don't like that then fuck you. I don't give a shit. I'm done caring about your stupid ass. I fucking HATE you. Okay... this is gay and this will be the last time i ever type anything in here because its retarded and pointless. Take it easy

Can I get a FUCK YOU BITCH? GACK

So..I haven't updated for like a year! Nothing has been going on latley... school started... and it sucks!!! I hate homework... I hate wakeing up early... I hate teachers...I hate it all! Work has been sucking latley. I get stressed out a lot. I'm thinking about telling everyone to stick it in their asses and quit... but I really need money! Gas isn't cheap! My dad and I haven't been getting along latley. Like 2 weeks ago he came home drunk every day of the week. Yes.. he got drunk on his way home from work. Which means he was drinking and driving. So I went completely nuts. I started screaming at him and he just sat there and looked at me. It was bad. I told him he was the supidest person I have ever seen. He could kill someone doing that shit! Anywho, I don't think he has been drunk since then! Apparently I got through to him... I hope. That doesn't mean he still isn't being a dickhead. Anywho, I just want to say that I love Krysten Nicole Fowler very, very much! yeah... that's about it. Not much of an update... but oh well. Tanner Krysten- I love you!!!

Don't know where to start so I'll just start with......FRIDAY Friday- Tim's a douche bag and called me at 9 or so and said since he's up he thought I should be up. So I layed around all day waiting for Krysten to call me. She called me around 5:45 and I went to her house. It was fun. I got to meet Ronja.. she seems pretty cool. Tara, Brittany, Bud, Katie, and Brandon were there too. We went on a walk to Dairy Queen because someone had to pee... can't remember who. When we got back we saw Kevin and he looked pissed off or something and then some dude in a car came flying around the corner. Kevin went inside and called the cops and Krysten, Brittany, Brandon, and I stood there. The dude asked us if we all wanted to talk shit too. And if I wanted a gun pulled on me... I would have said something. Anywho... after all that was over Krysten Tara and I went on a long walk in the rain. It was fun. They kept jumping in puddles and getting me wet! When we got back Bud and Katie said they had to shit really bad so they went to Bud's house and never came back. Then I left around 11:15. Saturday- I woke up at 9 because Tara had to be home by 10 and I was taking her home. Krysten came with me so I wouldn't have to be in the car all by myself. I love you Krysten!!! Then I came home and sat around until 3:30 then I worked 4-close. It was so boring and went by so slow. After work I went to Krysten's for an hour or so. It was fun. We sat on a swing and listened to the rain. I love her so much! Today- Not doing anything. I have to work at 4... not cool. Well I guess that's it! Tanner Krysten- I love you so much!!!!

So... I haven't updated in like a year... where should I start? So.. Tuesday when I was at work Tim came in and made Casey cry. It was pretty funny. Then Erika called Kim (the manager) and told her about it. Now I might get fired just because Tim is my friend. It's pretty cool. It's not like I could have stopped him. I didn't even know he was coming in! Then Erika had to go and fucking knark on everyone. She already got Sessions fired... looks like she's going after me now. Fucking bitch. Umm... a couple days ago Tara and Tim broke up. It was nice. Tim and I went to Williamsburg the next day and him and Tara talked and she got mad and walked away and he punched some shit. Then we went back up like... an hour later and they started going back out. Krysten and Tim talked and they are cool now. Which is good. I'd just like to add that Krysten is freaking AWESOME!! Yesterday Krysten and Tara came over at like.. 9 to wake Tim and I up. But I was already awake and had taken a shower when they rang the doorbell. They stayed for like 20 minutes and then left. Then after Krysten got off work she came over for a little bit. We watched some ghost shit on tv. I took her home around 10:40 becuase she had to be home at 11. Uh... tomorrow I'm supposed to go to Krysten's house to meet Ronja. That should be fun. I've never talked to anyone from Germany before. Well this has been short, choppy, and pointless. I'm out Tanner Krysten- I love you soo much! You're the best!

So I haven't updated in awhile. But nothing too exciting has happened. So whats the point? Anywho.... Yesterday I had to work from 11 to 4 and then I went to Krysten's house. We watched a couple of movies and talked and stuff. I had a lot of fun! I love you Krysten Nicole Fowler!!! I left Krysten's at like 11:20 or so and went to Tim's and hung out with his brother in law and Josh. It was fun. Today- I haven't done anything. Got home from Tim's house at like 11:30 and I have just been sitting around all day. I'm tired because Tim wouldnt shut up and I couldn't get to sleep until like 5:30. I have to work at 4.... fun. Krysten has to go back to her moms today. It's gonna suck because I won't get to see her as much. Oh well...nothing is going to change anything between us. Well I'm gonna go because I don't know what else to say. Tanner Krysten- I love you so much baby

Yesterday was fun. I had to work from 11 to 4. It wasn't that bad... just really hot! And no one stopped bitching about it. So I got irritaded. Anywho, after work I came home and got on AOL. Talked to Krysten and she told me to come over. So I hopped in the shower and went over there. It was fun. Ashley was there too. They made me listen to the Back Street Boys. I swear every chick in that band is gay! So I made them listen to good stuff! Like... Disturbed for instance. Anywho.. Ashley left around 8 or so. So Krysten and I just layed there and watched the rest of Stand By Me. Then I left around 11 sometime. Today- have to work. fuuuuun Tanner Krysten- I love you!! you're the best

I don't know whats going on anymore. Everything is going to complete shit. Krysten's upset, we got in a fight, Tim and Tara are fighting, really, what could be worse? I really don't know what's going on with Krysten. She's just been really down latley and I feel like it's my fault. I dunno know though. It seems like she doesn't think she's good enough for anyone. Which is not true at all. I don't know why she thinks that... but she does. We kinda got into a fight last night. She was feeling upset the whole day yesterday and then said she didn't want to go to the fair. I told her I really wanted to see her but she thought I should be with my friends? Well my parents were gone last night so I asked if she wanted to just come over instead of going the fair. She kept saying no and that I need to be with my friends. I begged and begged her for a couple hours but she still didn't wanna go. So finally I was like, well if you want me to go the fair I will... but call if you change your mind. And she said she wouldn't. So went. Hung out with Jared and Tim most of the night. Then when I got home. She was still upset. So I asked her what was wrong and she told me it doesn't seem like I care about her. I was just like wtf. She really has NO idea how much I DO care about her. So that kinda got me going and I blew up. I really shouldn't have because thats the last thing she needs right now, but I did. It just made me so mad that she thought I wasn't "too worried" about her. Because I did beg her to spend time with me. And she turned down every offer that I made. And then she just threw all that shit back at me and made me seem like a shitty person and b/f. Erg... I just got really mad. And Krysten, I'm sorry I got mad. I really shouldn't have. I want you to know that I love you more than anything. Anywho... we kinda talked it out though. Just... the things that were said made it seem like she wants to break up or something. She told me she doesnt... but I dunno. I talked to Tara about it last night too. She said that the same thing happened with Kyle. And that Krysten was like this and then the next day she broke up with him. Now I'm freaking out. Losing her is the last thing I want to do. I just hope she doesn't break up with me.... but it's her decision. Whatever makes her happy is what I want. And if I don't make her happy... then I don't want her to be with me. Anywho... I got off around 12:30 or 1... somewhere in there because I was tired and wanted to go to bed. But I couldn't sleep. So I came downstairs and got back on AOL at 2 something hoping Krysten would be on because I really wanted to talk to her some more. But she was sleeping. Which is good. Because she really needs it. So I just sat down here for an hour or so reading. Then I finally went back upstairs and went to bed. While I was walking in my room Tim sat up and said something about electric wires and the army?????? Who knows. Well not really doing much today. Woke up around 10:30 and Tim left. I guess I'm just gonna sit around and go to work at 4. Hopefully I can talk to Krysten before I leave. Well this is long enough so I'm gonna go. Tanner Krysten- I just want you to know that no matter what I'm always going to be here for you. I really do love you with all of my heart. Hope you start feeling better soon.

Hey, haven't updated in a couple days. I haven't really been doing anyting latley Monday I went to Krystens house around 3:30. It was fun. I love spending time with her. She is the most amazing person I have ever met in my life. We watched a movie... forgot what it was though. Then watched t.v. and stuff and talked on the computer to Tara. I had to leave at 9:30 though. Tuesday I didn't do anything. I had to work from 4-close. It wasn't that bad. Matt is really pissed off at Casey because she lead him on. It was funny. She got so pissed off because we wouldn't talk to her. And then the dude she's talking to came in and talked to her for like an hour. Matt got pissed. Anywho...yeah. Today- I haven't done anything. Don't plan on doing anything. have a good day Tanner Krysten- I love you soo much!

Well I haven't updated in awhile. Krysten is making me. I haven't really been doing anything this past week. I hung out with Krysten, Tim, and Tara... uh... Tuesday I think. Wednesday Tim and Tara got in a big fight so I talked to Krysten for about 4 hours. It was great. Thursday I dunno what I did. Friday I went to Tara's with Tim and Katie. Then I went to Benji's after work. Yesterday I slept all freaking day and talked to Krysten most of the night. Today I haven't done anything. I woke up with a flat tire so I had to fix that shit. I have to work from 4 to close so that should be fun... not. Well this entry is pointless and boring. So I'm gonna go. Tanner Krysten, I love you so much!

Nothin much has been going on these past few days. All I have been doing is talking to Krysten and working. Last night I was talking to Krysten on the phone and I said something that made her feel bad. IM REALLY SORRY KRYSTEN! I DIDN'T MEAN TO UPSET YOU. I LOVE YOU!!! Anywho... I went to my cousins today and played catch with him. I haven't thrown a baseball in a long ass time. I kinda miss it actually. I have to work tonight. 4 to close... big suprise. Well this is getting dumb so I'm gonna go. Tim should be home sometime... we're gonna hang out. TIM GET YOUR NASTY BOXERS OFF OF MY FLOOR. Tanner Krysten I'm sorry. I love you so much! can't wait to see you

here is your update... UPDATE Tanner.

So... I ended up not going to the softball games last night because their coach wrote a hot check and now they got kicked out of the league. Anywho... Tim and I went to Williamsburg and hung out with Tara and Krysten. That was fun. Tim threw rocks at me and it hurt like a mother fucker. Everyone picks on the fat kids. Anywho... Krysten touched my nose so I told her I was leaving and she ran after me and slipped. It was so freaking funny!!! Some little kitten ran up to us and it's probably the coolest cat I've ever seen. So Tim is gonna try and keep it. I think he should name it clitsy. But, that's just me. Well this has been a choppy entry and I don't really feel like writing so I'm gonna go. Tanner Krysten.. I had a great time with you last night. I love you!!! p.s. everyone read Anna's diary. Yeah shes pretty much the most retarded whore I've ever met. Dumb bitch.

Yesterday was fun. I went to Tim's house with Josh and Benji and we blew crap up for awhile. Then Donny and Matt came over as well. So at like 1 in the morning we went to Tim's back pasture and started shooting bottle rockets off. Donny and Matt both caught on fire. It was the funniest thing I've ever seen. When we got back Krysten texted Tim and told him to tell me that her and her mom got in an argument or something? So I went outside and called her to make sure she was okay. We talked for about 20 minutes. I really do love her. This morning I woke up around 11 and left Tim's house. Came home and haven't really done anything all day except mow. Tomorrow I think Tim, Krysten, and I are gonna go to Tara and Katie's softball games again. Hopefully they aren't as hot and boring as they were last time. Well... have a nice day. Tanner Krysten I love you!!

I GET TO BLOW STUFF UP TODAY!!!!!!! Krysten... I love you so much! I don't know what I'd do without you

So... here is my update. Yesterday at around 11 or so I went to Krysten house. That was fun! We watched White Chicks and some of Stand By Me. But I had to leave during that movie because Tim wanted to go get fireworks. I had a great time with Krysten. She is the most amazing person I have ever met. I love you! Anywho.. I had to work at 7. That wasn't too bad. I got to work with Bekah. Timothy came in so I made him a cheeseburger. Cut my finger open and bled everywhere. Yeah... that was pretty much my night. Then I came home and talked to Krysten on the phone and watched some ghost shit on tv. Have a nice day Tanner Krysten- I love you!

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So yesterday Krysten came over. It was fun. We watched It. Lol that is a great movie. She kept calling me a murderer just because I hunt. Psh whatever, she knows she's going to go with me sometime. So at around 3 we went to Timmy's house. WE walked in and he was in his boxers. I swear that kid never wears clothes. Anywho, we stayed there of a litlte bit and made fun of Greg(Tims little brother) After that we went to DQ and got something to drink. These fucking gangster kids were just sitting there starring at Krysten, Tim, and me the whole time we were in there. Fags. Anywho, after that we went to the bank. My mom was working and I said hey to her when we first walked in and she said "what are you doing here?" to me and then said "oh hey Tim" "Hey Krysten". YEah my mom loves me. After that we went to Paola to watch Tara and Katie play softball. That was fun! Let me tell you. It was like 1000408 degrees out and the games were boring as shit. AFter that we went to Pizza Hut. Good time. Katie and Tara rode home with Tim, Krysten, and me. It took like 30 freaking minutes to drop them off because Katie told us a funny story and Tim and Tara were making out and shit. Anywho, we went back to Tim's house to get my car. Yeah... the door on that thing works good. IF you ever feel like hitting a yellow pole that sticks out of the ground at Forest Park... don't do it. Anywho I dropped Krysten off around 11 and went home and slept. The End Tanner Krysten I love you so much!

If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way To show her every day That she's my only one If my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes Uhhh... tomorrow is Sunday... THANK GOD!!! Krysten I love you! This entry is pointless

Well... tonight was a good night. Tim and I went and cruised around in his car. Devin drove by while we were sitting at forest park and acted like he was a badass but wouldnt stop and get out. That kinda pissed me off. Just seeing him pisses me off. Then at DQ Asa told me some shit I really didn't need to fucking hear. But I got over that kinda quick. Then we went back to the park and talked to Myers, Jacob, Kendra and some other people. They all left because they were hungry or something so Tim and I went back to DQ. Guess who was sitting in the parking lot? If you guessed Devin I'll pay you a dollar. Anywho... Tim got up in his face and was screaming at him. All Devin could say was "okay Tim" "I'm not talking shit anymore". He even admitted he couldnt kick either one of our asses so thats why he quit saying shit. But just sitting there and watching him shake his head and say "ok Tim" was pissing me off like no other. My fingers went numb and I started shaking really bad. I had a cup of water in my hand and everytime I tried to drink it I would spill it so I just threw it across the parking lot. I was so mad I couldn't talk. God that kid is a little bitch! I hate it when people talk shit until someone is willing to do something about it and then they say they're scared and don't say anything anymore. Fucking douche bag. Anywho.. I haven't talked to Krysten at all today because she is in Oklahoma and she doesn't have service. I miss her so much! I can't wait until she gets back. I took of work Wednesday so Tim and I can go to Tara's games in Paola, maybe Krysten can come too if she wants. Anywho.. .this is long enough. I guess I'll go to bed or something since I can't call Krysten and talk to her. Have a nice fucking day. Tanner Krysten- I love you so much! I miss you and I can't wait to see you again!