So i guess its about time i probally get back into this. cause its a way for me to relieve whats building up inside of me. ive been stressed out latley. one because of matt going into the army in august. and just abunch more shit building upon it. my dad still drinks and is still smoking. but i think it has gotten to the point where im excluding him from my life... whenever he speaks to me or something we usualy end up in an argument an i either walk outta my house or kick my door in the end. my bestfriend moved in with me before christmas and it just kinda wierd having to deal with it.. i mean it better then me being alone cause i can always talk to her about whats on my mind. or whats bothering me. but she just confuses me sometimes. like.. just her actions and everything else about her. ive been feeling like shit latley like. ill get dizzy and stumble once n a while or ill feel like im about to cry once n a while. even if nothing bad happend yet. i really donno thought if anyone ever reads this. please put some input on it?