this world is crazy man i swear somwthign is going to happen and it is gooing to happen quick but not any time soon......war ....war is only something just to eliminate people off this earth cause we all know it will git to damn crowded in the future.......mexican's and every one else taking all the jobs here...i mean did they run out of space in mexico......fuck and i am greatly sorry for what happend to all the people in asia...... and dime .......it hurts you know........... there will be not one muther fucker like him. and phil ....it wasnt his fault or pantera breaking up.....it was the media the fucking metal media.....you know some times my brain fucks with me you know...like when i talk to to my girlfreind on the phone......sometimes like once in a blue moon she will sound like she dont wanna talk to me ...but its cause she is tired and my brain thinks she dont wanna talk to me and i hate my self for that i swear and i hate my self for thinking that she is going to break up with me dude..... i swear i hate it cause i know she loves me more than anything in the world, and i just damn know cause i can fuckin feel it......but you know she says that she feels all my love for her and you know ........i belive her yeah but i dont know if she does cause dude i love her more than any muther fucker on this planet......i would do anything for her.... i go out my way to call her during the day when i know that my house phone doesnt have free long distance and phone bill comes in like 50 dollars just for that call......... damnit i love that girl .......most feelings for her isnt a way to express you know there is no way they are way to muther fuckin strong......when i am with her my heart is gone........it is in a puddle of ice cold flames.......i love you jonel and i want you to know that..........