College and shit

Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: aggravated
Today has been way too busy. Went to bed at 2 last night. Woke up at 8. Class from 9-1. Ate lunch by myself. Played Runescape for a little bit. Ensemble 4-5. Went back to the room for like half an hour. Work 6-8. I'm still here, about 50 minutes left. When I finally get off I have to go find Jimmy to give him directions to Stanton's, then I have to fill out some stupid paperwork for my RA, and THEN I get to speak in french to some guy I haven't met yet for an hour! Ughhhhhhhhh...then I guess I'm gonna try to eat dinner by myself if Chipotle's still open at 9:30 lol. If not, I'm fucked. I'm really hungry right now. Wish my schedule wasn't so damn cluttered around my mealtimes. Everyone here eats way earlier than I do. Everyone eats lunch at like 10 and dinner at like 5....I'm used to lunch at like 1 and dinner at like 7...what the hell lol. Yeah so I'm hungry right now. Tomorrow will be better at least, I hope. I have to go buy more shit (and don't have a car to get there). I've already spent like $600-$700 on books already and there's MORE? I mean, for real...the time is going so slowly right now. Agh my parents are such bitches making me do work study freshman year. I NEED TIME TO FUCKING DO HOMEWORK. They don't understand how much there is, I mean, for real. And by the time I'm done with all my other shit there's no motivation cuz I'm so angry from the day being so stupid. Well this weekend I visited Jeff. It was really nice to see him. My family went on vacation to Seattle for 8 days like right before I left for college so I'd barely seen him in like a month. Of course I'm going to go for something when I can finally see him...don't know why my mom had to point it out. She just tries her hardest. In front of everyone, for crying out loud, "KELSEY AND JEFF WERE IN HER ROOM" Was that really fucking necessary? Of course he was in my room! It's been damn well near a month since we last saw each other uhh do you think we're just gonna sit around watching tv? Fuck you...that's all I have to say lol. So I don't understand why there's no more decency. Like at least pretend like you don't think we're doing something bad in private and yell at me about it later. Don't just call it out like that, I mean damn.. Okay anyway I'll finish this later lol...kinda pissed....
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wow

I could have sworn my account got deleted a while back because I could never log in anymore, but here it is! Never thought I'd see it again...lol well anyway, I graduated 2 days ago. It was awesome. I'm done with high school forever! My grad party is this weekend. I start work tomorrow at the workshop...It's gonna suck, except my dad told me there's a guy from Poland and a guy from Russia there so that might be interesting....accents...:| Ok well here's a little info on my life, not that anyone will read it: I'm going to college this fall in Columbus to major in Music Technology. Hopefully I'll enjoy it. I'm not looking forward to more work, but hey, that's pretty much all life is. You're born. You're a stupid little kid and waste all your time being stupid, and then just before you realize how good it is, you're going to school until you're about 22, and then you work all the time until you have to retire at age, what is it now? 95? Then you die...Can't wait! Well, my mom's yelling at me to do stuff, so...cya!
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wtf

Feeling: befuddled
ok you know what, this thing is fun since no one reads it. I'm confused at life.. And why someone is acting different since for the past like 3 days. It's getting on my last effin nerve!! We used to talk all the time with no problems and I have a feeling he is preoccupied with other people now . I guess he found someone more interesting to talk to because he's all quiet. and I feel sad. wtf makes me so damn unworthy, I hate sucking. goodness gracious I'm pitiful. sit here feeling sorry for my own damn self and it's not even like I have a bad life. I just don't have a life at all. This song is 7 1/2 min. long but so worth listening to. I know I'm being random. Well I'm trying to be open and even though no one is reading so I don't care It's just impossible because I don't know how to word anything! I'm like...my brain doesn't think in words but emotions. they're too hard to translate when it's a billion of them mixed together. *criessssssssssssssss* mother fing. retardedness I wish I knew how to communicate my feelings effectively and even ask people questions and not make everything awkward. I am just a massive blob of awkwardness waiting to cause destruction. it's not fair
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Hey peeps

Feeling: happy
Well no one reads this but that's ok, cuz it's a diary. I don't really know what I'm even doing on here. I guess I'm bored. When I logged on to yahoo Kelli was there, and I was like "hi" and she didn't say anything for like 5 min and then she logged off lmao. Wtf. So this is basically my private journal. I have one that's open for the world to see and it can be found at http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/distantwreck Anyway, I am about ready to stab someone in the face because I have to wait at least about 25 days to receive something I have been waiting for since like June 19-21 (I don't remember the exact date, ok?) I hate waiting. I have bad experiences with waiting. I'll get over it. Besides, the thing I'm getting is beyond worth waiting for. I would murder a thousand people just to get it lol. I'm desperate and that's sad. <3
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I haven't updated in forever

Yeah hi everyone I have nothing good to do so I'm typing a random entry. Yay lol but yeah there isn't really anything to talk about except YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF 9TH GRADE YESSSSSSSSSS so now I'm officially a sophomore and I hope this year doesn't suck. I had to take two exams (French and Science) and they were both easier than I thought they were gonna be despite the fact that I was about ready to pass out during the french test and I was the last one to finish BOTH tests (ok, I may be smart, but that doesn't mean I am a quick test taker. My brain works very very slowly) But anyway WARPED TOUR IS IN EXACTLY TWO WEEKS and my birthday is in 16 days yayyyyyyyyyyy and then after that I can go to 4-H Camp!! So excited. This summer is going to be so awesome. Apparently Lars wants me to go with him, his family, and Devin to Kings Island. That would be so awesome. I hope that works out! -peace
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I was so tired when I woke up today. I was lying down with my eyes closed on the couch for like an hour & mom kept yellin'. We went to lowes to get color samples for when we paint our rooms. I got like 19 of them and since the lighting is different there, it didn't look a thing like it did when I picked it up. My legs got really tired and sore and they were like givin' out and it hurt cuz we'd been walking all day. We saw Brianna when we were driving to K-Mart from Big Sandy's. She was like waving, but I didn't notice until the last second lol. Last night, I went with Mom to pick up Maddy from the movie theater, (she went with a bunch of ppl like: Bethany, Reilly, Brittany, jeremee, and Chris Unger) and like I had to keep trying to convince Reilly to go cuz when I told him I didn't want to go, he kept changing his mind, but like his parents wouldn't let him not go anyway cuz they already 'planned something' or figured it out. Tomorrow is like...the first day of high school and I'm like "no way" cuz I don't want to go. I feel like crap, but then again, I always do. If I don't hear Nickelback within like 3 minutes, I think I'm gonna die. I am too obsessed. They wouldn't like me lol. I made dad a cd yesterday. I think it made him happy. I don't know what to write about. OMG It's been over 3 minutes. I am so bored and I have nothing to do. I never have anything to do. This is stupid. I should be like...searching for food naked in asia. If we hadn't all evolved & gotten smarter! I might have been happy....except for the rape part...that sucks. Then I would commit suicide. I dunno how though, cuz there were like no weapons yet. I would dive off a cliff, or like jump off a tree or like make fun of a sabre tooth tiger. This is dumb and pointless just typing. It makes me angry lol. Maybe I'm just a crazy lunatic who has nothing better to do, but whatever. BOREDOM EXTREME. I think I'm gonna go eat all the snacks in the house so I can throw it all up and have something to do. LOl but anyway. I meant to make the second l in lowercase, & I do it all the time. OMG I am really boring. Who is going to bother reading this? NOBODY. Unless I pay someone. But I am like almost broke, for the first time in my life. We have been doing nothing but spending money since like 4 years ago. I had a lot saved up, too. I have more money than both of my sisters. All I can do is play on the computer, playstation 2, listen to music, or watch tv. Welp, I think I'm gonna go do one of those things. Until Reilly calls, (If he ever does) and it'll probably be like 9:00 when he only has half an hour to talk to me (you're probably thinking "HALF AN HOUR, GEEZ!" but hey, it's not enough, trust me). Anyway, bye for now. - Kelsey 5:46 P.S. Starship 2000**
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The Fair

I went to the fair today! But it was boring. Ok, Reilly just like..hung up on me.....Anyway, we hardly got to go on any rides cuz like there were so many ppl there...all u had to do today was pay to get in and u could ride everything for free. Me, Maddy, and my mom went with Bethany & Reilly. I got like 2 drinks but that's it. I didn't get to play games!! OMG like, that starshooter 3000 LMAO I don't even remember what it was called...something like that, with the Alien & Predator painted on it...that was like weird. Anyway I'm gonna go now so bye
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I'm Back!

Yesterday, Bethany invited me to go to her house with Maddy, Dakota, & Aaron. It was fun, we all had a water fight & both of the supersoakers broke but they were old lol. After Dakota left, we walked to Aaron's and played Clue lol. I got back yesterday at like 12:20 AM lol. OMG I'm so bored. I bought a few things on Vacation. At Six Flags, I bought "Flashing Dice" lol and then in the Sears Tower, I bought a little glass thingy with the tower inside it with like air bubbles or something, it's kewl. When we watched The Second City skit, I got a mug that says "The Second City Chicago" yeah. That show was like really adult..ANYWAY.....:( I was gonna invite Reilly to go to the fair with me tomorrow but that probably won't happen....I still haven't talked to him since like July 30th...
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Chicago

Feeling: needy
OMG I have to leave today and I won't be back until Friday :(....(today is Saturday). First, we're gonna go to my grandparents'. Then, we're going to like a reunion thingy and then we'll drive to Six Flags in Illinois. Then after that, we're gonna do stuff in Chicago for a few days, then we'll drive home (at least I think that's all we're doing). But anyway, it sucks. OMG IT is scaring me. First off, I don't remember that advertisement being there at the top of my page, and second of all, it had two of the things on my list up there in the link it creeped me out. I don't know how that thing works, but it's cool. We're not gonna leave until around 6:00. I'm going to try to call Reilly maybe around 2:00...I hope he's there. It's like 12:40 almost right now. Hey, Reilly, whenever you read this, you know at Deb's party, I had that song stuck in my head and I couldn't think of what it was? Well, after you got in the car, before you left, I remembered it and it made me smile. Well, I didn't remember the name of the song, but I knew who sang it and what it was about (I never even knew the title of the song in the first place). I looked it up though so I know now. It was Cold - Sad Happy - Year Of The Spider. You wouldn't know that song, now would you? You said you might, but I knew you wouldn't. OH YEAH, Everyone, I got to see an accident at Deb's party at the Christopher Inn or whatever it's called. When I got there, I went on the patio thing through the pool room and I was out there by myself in the rain just looking around and some red SUV all of a sudden started spinning and hit the guard rail and I ran inside and told the woman in the lobby to call someone and stuff. Right after she hung up, I looked back and saw the person driving away! Reilly said he saw him get out of the car and pick something up that had fallen off his car. It was weird. Haha, nobody got to see it but me. They were all too busy SWIMMING. It made me mad. Deb told me and maddy and bethany that nobody was gonna swim even though there was a pool, cuz she didn't want to, so nobody brought swimming suits. But then jeremee just brought some in case and then we had to watch all the boys swim and have like no fun. There was no food and I thought we were gonna eat supper there! Also, there was only allowed 5 ppl to a room and she asked all the boys to leave which was really mean and everyone got pissed off and left lmao. At least jeremee did and he had to take Dakota and Reilly with him :( He so did that on purpose, I know it. Bethany left too, at like the same time all the boys did. Anyway, The ppl who came were: Me, Reilly, Maddy, Bethany, Kaila, Desiree, Dakota, jeremee, and of course, Deb. Well, good-bye everyone. I'll be back on Friday *cries* I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR LIKE 3 DAYS!! it's annoying me. OMG lol my sisters got me a stuffed toy Gecko at Kohl's (I didn't go cuz I was sick) and like I'm like "yay" and then they're like "but u gotta pay mom back for it" LMAO! He has a collar that says "Thoughtful" :). On the tag, it says the money paid for those stuffed toys goes to Children's Hospitals or something. WELL I'm gettin' off here so c-ya *waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!*
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Things I want

Cds: Nickelback - Hesher Zebrahead - MFZB (Edited Version) Theory Of A Dead Man (Edited Version) Clockstoppers Soundtrack Queen of the Damned Soundtrack (Edited Version) Blair Witch 2 Soundtrack (Edited Version) Books: The Sword Of Shannara: Part 3 - The Secret Of The Sword by Terry Brooks Serpent & Storm by Marella Sands PS2 Games: Midtown Madness 3, Supercar: Street Challenge, Burnout 2 Dvds: Scooby-Doo 2 Other: iPod
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like weeee!

like dude 2 days ago (the 21st) but yeah, Reilly came over and stuff it was kewl....LMAO OK I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY!!! like weee ok I'll list stuff I want & don't have LOLzmk
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Hi

On the 17th, I went to the zoo with Reilly, his sister, his mom, his mom's friend, and his mom's friend's daughter lol. When we got there, they let me & Reilly go our own way. There was a peacock running around the human path, but when I got home, my parents said they always do that. We saw like this really creepy turtle. And a lot of chipmunks. There were two little lions against the fence. If you really wanted to, you could probably get your arm bitten off (LOL). But anyway...It was fun. We dropped off Maddy and Kayla at Tar Hollow yesterday at like 4:00. They won't be back until late Sunday night. (Yesterday was Friday, so it won't be too long.) Yesterday was my parents' anniversary. They bought each other presents at the last minute (lol). And tomorrow is Father's Day AND me & Maddy's birthday! I don't want to go back to gym Monday. Ok I am too lazy to think of anything else to type so yeah bye.....
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AAAAARRRRGGGGHH!!

:(( I was typing the longest entry in the world, and I copied the whole thing in case I accidentally deleted it. You don't know how long it took me, or how long it was, but I know it took a long time and it was REALLY long and I haven't written an entry that long ever. I was at the last part, too. I had too many windows open and the computer froze!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(( I feel like picking the computer up and throwing it out the window!! I had like the past week on here!!!!!!!!!! My mood WAS "powerful" when I was typing it, but NOT ANYMORE. Well, I can try to remember everything I typed, but it will be different than last time, and I'll probably leave things out. OMG I HATE THIS SO MUCH. It took me forever. Well, my birthday's in ten days. I haven't even made a list yet. I'm thinking of asking for bass guitar lessons for my birthday. That would be fun, since I'm finally out of piano lessons. It was for the best, I think. On the last day of school, we had the last lesson ever. It was kinda sad though, leaving. It'll seem weird, cuz we've gone there so long. I had to go first, which I almost never did. Maddy didn't want to. Our piano teacher's name was Janie West and her grandson is Logan Lawhorn. He came out on the last day and she was like, "Logan, this may be the last time you'll ever see the girls, so say good-bye to them." and he goes "good-bye" (he's like 6 years old I think) and then we started walking out the door and he ran up and hugged me LOL! He was carrying this stuffed toy of barney. We went to the bookstore after that. I bought this book, called Sky Knife, about ancient Mayans. Mom got a few books, one by this author she really likes, Maeve Binchy, I think...Maddy got her 3 summer reading books and I think one other book. Kayla got her summer reading books too. I started reading it, I'm on like the third chapter, cuz they're pretty short, but I don't want to read any more until I'm done with "The Golden Compass" which I've been reading since like before the last rotation of Unified Arts started. (I had art). I read WAY too slow. I'm kind've almost done reading it, though. I'm using a picture of Mom when she was in like 1st grade as my bookmark. At school, when I started reading that book, someone took it and folded it into a paper airplane and threw it when I wasn't paying attention!! It made me so mad. We went shopping, I don't remember when it was. We ate at Taco Bell two days in a row. We went to Sears so Mom could complain about some lawn mower we bought there that screwed up. Twice. We went to this sporting goods store that was REALLY REALLY expensive and Mom said we will probably never go there again. A few days ago, we went grocery shopping. I picked out like almost everything. It was kinda fun, cuz it wasn't clothes shopping. I HATE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES!! I get so many mixed feelings. We saw a few movies. I went and saw Van Helsing with Dad. It was fun. The dude who plays Faramir was in it! :P. Then we saw The Day After Tomorrow. It was about like..the next ice age lol. It was Mom, Dad, Kayla, Maddy, Me, & Reilly. I don't think Mary went. Reilly and I sat in our own spot, Kayla & Maddy sat in their own spot, and Mom and Dad sat in their own spot, (unless Mary did come). Then, we saw Harry Potter And The Prizoner Of Azkaban. It was really cool. There was Deb, Maddy, Eric Williamson, me, and Reilly. Nick Marinkovic was there, and so was Nick Taylor. Nick M. sat with Maddy, Deb, & Eric. Reilly and I were by ourselves again, but not by choice. Nobody saved us SEATS! Reilly kept giving me his twizlers, but I didn't want any. Yesterday, Mom made us help her get the cover for the pool ready. I had to keep running back to the house and getting stuff, we were behind the garage. Maddy did the least amount of work. I had to pick the cover up with Kayla so they could roll it up and it kept screwing up. The side I picked up was in the sun and it was REALLY hot..It hurt. It was like 100º. The day before that, Maddy & I went swimming and this delivery guy came, it was hilarious. Maddy & I were like throwing stuff at each other and screaming all wet n stuff and the guy walks up and he goes, "Well...I'm just gonna set this here" and I'm like "Ok!" LOL Maddy goes "who was that?!" Before we went swimming, Maddy got all upset cuz Mom & I were fighting. Yesterday, Maddy got mad at me cuz I wouldn't get off the computer. Bethany got mad at me too, cuz I wouldn't help her FIND A NEW COMPUTER OFF OF EBAY like she did with the one that's screwing up..she's trying to find a good EMAC on ebay!! and I'm like yeah right. Not to mention, the computer isn't even the problem, it's that she has a really old version. She said the new one wouldn't download so she has to get a new one or whatever. Maddy & Bethany were on the phone together when they both got mad at me. Two days ago, I told Reilly not to call after 11:00 cuz my parents got mad when people called for us after then, and then, yesterday, he was on the computer at 8:30 (I was probably playing a card game with Maddy. She beat me :(, lol oh well) and he said "I have to watch a movie, I'll try to call or log on when it's over" and so I waited until around 1:00, he got on and goes "Well, I can't talk" and It made me SO mad. Why does he even bother?! He was watching The Return Of The King. He hasn't even seen it before until yesterday. He said that he didn't know it was that long, but YEAH RIGHT!!!! IT'S LORD OF THE RINGS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! not to mention, it's the last movie!! AND he's seen the other two & they're really long! Also, all his family had to do was LOOK AT THE BACK OF THE THING BEFORE THEY RENTED/BOUGHT IT!!!! gosh!!!!!! THEN, like 10 minutes later, he CALLED!!!!!!!!!! It was like 1:15!!!!! My mom answered, and I don't know what she said to him. I didn't know it was him until she came downstairs and found out I was awake!!!!! It's not like I told him to call! Sandy had a party on the last day of school. It was kinda boring, cuz all we could do was eat, talk, or go on the little kid equipment (it was in Yoctangee Park). There were some mean and/or annoying little kids, too! I'm wearing the same shirt as my desktop. I changed the picture to one of Reilly & I at the new ice cream place downtown, on Water Street, I think. It might be called Sundae's, or something like that. After school, me, Maddy, Kayla, Mom, Reilly's mom, Reilly, and his sister, and Aaron & his mom all went to the ice cream place. I have pictures. I'm wearing a blue Shirt that says Chillicothe High School Cavaliers (cuz Smith is too poor to buy our own t-shirts!) We had our own t-shirts last year and the year before that! Mr. Crabtree probably screwed it up. It's sad, because I think I've been in Mr. Crabtree's office a few times. But still, I reached my goal! Through all three years of Middle School, I have not receive ONE detention! Happiness! I've come close a few times, though. Mr. Hinty was mercyful though :). I got a note on the last day of school from Miss Pfarner. It said that I turned in the wrong French book. Well, first of all, I never turned in ANY French book to her. Cuz like one day before I got the note, I gave my book to Mrs. Pugh, cuz I knew I wouldn't be able to give it to Miss Pfarner. We went to see Miss Pfarner at the High School a day or two later, and she goes "Oh, I got the book, thanks!" when we walked in the room. I was like wth, cuz we hadn't done anything yet. I'll bet she got a book without a name in it and assumed it was mine cuz I hadn't turned one in yet. Well, she wrote the note two days before the last day of school, one day later I gave the book to Mrs. Pugh, and the next day, I received the note. Well, I've been on the internet a lot lately. I was on cokemusic earlier, and I met a bunch of dudes. There was only one I had a problem with. He walked up to me and then when he was leaving he called me BABE! It's scary. LOL, I walked up to the bartender in Moscow, and I was like "I LOVE YOU, STANISLAV!" (cuz that's his name) and he was like "Sorry, I don't have time for that." I was also on Bolt a few days ago. I haven't been on there in a while. I got a new account on the-n. It's just like neopets, because I got like 5 accounts and forgot them all, so I just made another. I abandoned my neopets account though. I gave all my points to jeremee. I can't abandon my pets though cuz you need money to do it AND you can only do one every 24 hours. Well, I have this avatar high thing on my noggin account (the-n) and like, it makes me mad, cuz all the people in it CRY a lot, and for no reason! Not to mention, ALL OF THEM ARE STUPID! They fail nearly every single class. If they get like a c, they go off bragging their intelligence. My webpages need updating, but I don't want to right now, so I won't. I should probably type up all my usernames & passwords for things. That would be a long list. OMG, guess what?! On July 7th, Nickelback is touring with 3 Doors Down and they're gonna be in Cincinnati!!! DAD BETTER LET US GO!! Me & Maddy are excited. Puddle of Mudd MIGHT be there, and I think Three Days Grace is going! It's like so cool. That would be SO awesome if I can go and be able to see Chad Kroeger within my sight, as a real person!! He is like the one person I would die to see or hear live! Watch it be sold out or SOMETHING!!! IT BETTER NOT! Reilly keeps wanting to go places with me like every single day and I'm like OMG if we can't go places EVERY day. I don't want to anyway. It would be nice to see him, but...no. His parents didn't let him go to Brad's party and he got so mad at them and I'm like YOU JUST GOT HOME FROM MY HOUSE, GEEZ! And like I didn't even want to go. Maddy went, but not me. He was yelling at his family and stuff. It was quite irritating. Sean came by today around 1:30 to drop off his rabbit. He wants us to take care of it while he's on vacation. It's mostly black but it has a little white, and it's feet are brownish. He hasn't named it yet. There's a new character on "Days Of Our Lives." I don't like him. I hope he dies. He seems like bad news to me. His name is Ray Diaz and like, Sami likes him already. Poor Lucas!! He's all upset n stuff. LOl and so is Shawn. Jan just showed him pictures of Belle & Philip having dinner together. On the computer last night, I talked to Kaila & Jeremee. It was fun except I was upset. I've been too lazy to write in my real journal for like the past 4 days. I've been trying to, but I don't. I'm retyping some things on here that I wrote in there a long time ago. Like, on second to last day of school, I found out that the music I had been saving from 6th grade......well, every single song we've played since then I've kept. I was planning on keeping it. There was so much more in there than just songs! Like ALL of my memories!! And none of my friends bothered taking my folder before it got pitched, although Bethany bothered taking my name on a piece of masking tape off my instrument slot. I was completely torn apart. Then my mom went in before the bell rang and talked to him, which I didn't know happened until the first bell on the last day of school, to go inside, I saw Mom and Jeanie (Aaron's mom) standing there. He got me some songs back, but not all of them. Well, at least I have some. It made me a little happier...Except I had just received that note from Miss Pfarner and I was still confused. Not much to be happy about that day. Lol, all day I was like signing shirts and yearbooks. I took a bunch of pictures. First, we saw the talent show, there were only like 7 acts and all of them were 8th graders except Mr. & Mrs. Kennard and a 7th grader (I think) named Amy Hier or something. Even stagecrew was all 8th graders. (there were only 2 of them anyway) After that we had a few classes, then we had the slideshow. (I'm in like two pictures) Mom, Kayla, Jeanie, Pam were all there in the 8th grade section (LOL) Reilly & I sat next to them. The Spring Fling was really stupid & boring. Reilly wanted cotton candy and pop. The health fair thing was dumb, too. All the stuff was about drugs & disorders. OMG there was this one poster with like naked women all over it I DON'T KNOW WHY! I saw it and I walked away and told Reilly not to go over there and he kept asking why and I said "TRUST ME" and then we went over there to do something else and he looked! and he goes "OMG EW!" and I said "I TOLD YOU NOT TO LOOK! OMG why did you?" and he's like "Well, when somebody tells me not to do something, I'll probably do it." So anyway.....what else did I type in the last thing?!?! This dude came to look at our tree we want cut down. Mom said they kept hearing this noise and he said it sounded like a groundhog..probably under the pool. Maddy went to Deb's house today. Kayla took her. They decided to see Harry Potter again, lol. Only Kayla and Daniela went, too. One or two days ago, Maddy and I watched The Mummy Returns in like the afternoon. I went to check on S'more and there are like all these spiders living in his cage! I found out some thing chewed the bag of alphalfa in half and I had to clean it up. I hid the rest of it in case whatever it was comes back for more. There were earwigs in it before. I don't think they were still there. The guinea pig was spazzing out. OMG COLD! I just spilled my cherry coke on my pants. (yay, cherry coke)..I love cherry coke, it rocks. It rained today. Actually, I think it's raining right now. Yep, rain sucks. WHAT HAVE I FORGOTTEN??!?! I hate when this happens. Oh well, it's not important cuz nobody is going to read an entry this long, lol. Hold on, I'm gonna turn on my music. Great, lol ok I'm listening to Aqueous Transmission by Incubus. I just clicked randomly at the list, mk? I think the last two tiger barbs died in our tank...we had five when we bought them, but like I think the yellow & blue one were eating them. It feels good outside, except it makes you feel sticky, cuz of the humid air/moisture/rain/water/h2o...But, I was on the deck, :P. Zip was sleeping on one of the chairs up there under Sean's rabbit. Lol, I don't think it knew. If it did, then it didn't care. When I was cleaning the pool, (I think before we went swimming), I had to get on the deck to connect the end of the vacuum with the skimmer and I burned my legs just like my hands the next day, lol. Man, it hurt so much. Maddy tried to splash water on my legs cuz I kept screaming, and she missed and splashed my face and then I almost fell in. I went outside this morning when it was dry, to pet Zip. She was in this weird position, and I pet her, and she bit me! Then she started cleaning herself, and this wasp flew by and she went running LOL it scared her so bad, it was hilarious. But what's also funny, I went running too. Sometimes, when I'm sitting for a long time, I stand up, and my vision screws up for a few seconds. It sucks, cuz I get this headache and feeling that I'm gonna throw up. It gets worse in heat, I think. It lasted for like 5 minutes once, when I was cleaning the pool, I don't remember when. It wasn't a few days ago, it was when we were starting to open it, vacuum, sweep, clean the deck, pour chemicals in..yeah, that kind of stuff. But, I was vacuuming after I skimmed half of it, and then the heat just got to me, and I went like half-blind. And I tried to make it to the deck real fast, It got worse while I was going, and I kept slowing down, and it took longer and longer to go up the steps, I mean, I could see, but everything was REALLY dark...and spotty. and for a few moments, I COULDN'T see and I thought for sure I would throw up. The headache was bad, too. I was all sweaty and sick by the time I got up there. It hurt so much and I made a lot of noise. It was all gone in about 5 minutes. It sucked though, like knowing how you're gonna die. Hey, my mom & Kayla are gonna watch Pirates Of The Caribbean, soon. I love that movie. I saw it 4 times at the theater (LOL)! I'm not joking, either. Kayla got it for Christmas. Reilly just called. I had to get the trash together on one floor, (like every thursday unless I'm not there for some reason).
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Bored...

I'm lonely!! But I don't want to talk to JUST anybody.. There is like nothing fun to do...well, there's a lot, but I'm too lazy to do anything. I'm hungry! My mind is blank. I have no idea what to type!! Bye, I guess. 6:12 pm
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AHH

I have a headache!.....it sucks :(... I feel lonely. And I miss Reilly (not like I haven't said that before). Well, I have to go to school soon. Cuz I missed the bus & my mom's going to take me and it's like 7:22...and the bell rings at 7:55. OMG I can't do anything anymore. I can't talk to people without being hurt.......I can't get help. I can't get proof. I can barely get belief...and I can't get quiet. My thoughts are having friends over. I wonder what I can do? lol.....So long
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I'm lonely

Listening to: May It Be - Enya
Feeling: witchy
lol I got dropped off at home at like 3:30 and still I'm home alone it's 5:40 n stuff........If I could list everything I 'wish' for (see my mood), This entry would take up like 5 pages lmao. Well, this song makes me feel a lot better. It's calming lol. OMG I cut my fingernail too short, just so I could scratch off the butter from the side of the popcorn bag (heh) and it wouldn't get stuck under my nail. It's stinging lol. I didn't mean for it to be THAT short. I got 88 wpm and 0 errors in Computer Class. heh...for the 1 minute test thing. But he never took off our delete key, cuz we missed so many days he didn't get to. I guess it's fair CUZ I NEVER PRESSED THE RIGHT KEY ANYWAY...like for the keyboarding program I ALWAYS HIT THE FRIGGIN slash button cuz it's right beside the delete and I didn't KNOW THAT CUZ I'M SO USED TO MACS I DIDN'T LOOK at the stupid keyboard and I assumed it didn't work and now I can't redo any of it. I couldn't then either cuz he would've taken the grade I got the first time I did it. I probably would've done so much worse if I hadn't realized that I had a delete key that worked like 5 days before the end of computers. and we did a practice test before the real one, AND IT COUNTED EVERY TIME I PUT TWO DARN SPACES IN A ROW AS A MISTAKE. And I ALWAYS use two spaces. So I'm like darn! How am I going to remember to only press the space bar once after every period during the test? I'm so used to it and I practically type in my sleep. And the only reason I'm so fast is because I got into a bad habit like while I'm watching a movie or listening to music, I TYPE what I hear. I try to like keep up with the lyrics, and I can do it pretty well. And in movies I practice typing the lines. (5:47)
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:(

I feel really stupid all of a sudden and I don't know why....I want to fall asleep and not wake up. Everything is so gay! I'm trapped inside this stupid place like a freaking slave! I hate living! Someone wants me to go insane, I swear
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SNOW!!

Feeling: full
Reilly said he didn't want school..but he also said he wanted it too...I wish I could see him. I get to tomorrow!! :D Well, I got to sleep in a bit, THANK YOU! I thought I was going to die of lack of sleep. Right now, I'm going through my iTunes library..there's like 13000 songs..so it'll take like 5 days...This sucks - I've been through this list millions of times and I'm tired of it. I have to keep adding and deleting songs ............................................................................. YOU KNOW WHAT I JUST REMEMBERED?! We're transferring everything from this computer onto the new one..so I don't know if it'll even save all the work I'm doing..OMG, IT BETTER!!
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LOL this episode is great

I'm watching a soap opera lol it's getting really amusing right about now. LOL man...the best part...lol....hilarious LOL Ok nvm but It's the coolest...lol I think I'm going sledding with Reilly today. I need to call though after the show because I don't know all the details lol..um yeah ok good-bye, I want to watch the rest ;)
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Hello!

Feeling: preppy
Hi! Um ~ my diary isn't that great but I'll improve it. Reilly's on the phone :)! I can't think of anything to say..except I missed a huge concert because of the retarded snow!! :( Well you can reply. But anyway, cya.
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