I've been trying to maintain a journal here http://willvanpelt.blogspot.com If I can, I will cut and paste entries and try to keep these sites sync'd God's love be with you, Will

If only I could see what things were going to be like a couple years from now. Then maybe I would know to avoid something that is just going to tear my heart. Or maybe run towards something that will make me happy forever.

Well this is my very first entry. For some reason, I feel pretty crummy. I really can't put my finger on the source but I have been praying for something very specific to happen to maybe brighten me up a little. I guess it doesn't help that I have been totally unproductive today. My apartment neighbors were moving a piece of furniture out of the apartment and it sounded like the furniture was jammed in the doorway. I was actually a bit terrified of the torrential profanity and gasps for breath that poured from my neighbor's mouth as he tried to move it. This moving ordeal seemed to last just about all day, and I really didn't want to walk out of my apartment and make eye contact with him or something. He must have finally got the furniture he was moving out while I was napping, because there was a huge recliner sitting in the laundry room with a handwritten "FREE" sign hanging on it. I really really hope tomorrow shapes up to be a better day...