I hope you don't mind me writing in here I was bored and you went to bed early. I wish you could see yourself the way that everyone else does. You're so insecure about yourself and thinking that you're fat. You aren't. I know you're sitting there reading this and saying that I don't know. Yeah you're right, I probably don't, but I can see wiht my own two eyes, you're everything any guy could ever ask for. The only flaw I can think of is your insecurity but everyone is insecure, just some more than others. Leah you have nothing to be insecure about, you have an amazing body, I've seen almost every inch of it. We were talking and you said that if we ever stopped talking you'd be afraid I'd be a dick to you like I am to Melissa, I think if we ever stopped talking I'd still love you. I will always love you. You think that you miss/love me more than I do you, it's hard to imagine that anyone could be in love more than I am with you. You're all I think about, from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep listening to voice mails you've left me. All I've been able to do is think about the weekend I get to spend with you, I'm so excited. You asked before how I knew that I loved you the first time I said it. I've been thinking about it and I can't explain it, you don't pick who you fall in love with, you just fall in love with them. If I could pick who I wanted to fall in love with I couldn't pick anyone better, it's not possible. I guess once you're in love you actually realize it such as you forget what life was like without that person, it's kind of like that Mae song "we're so far away". I love you I know nothing about sitdiaries so if you're leah's friend or whatever and you know her personally leave her a comment or whatever saying what you think of her. thank you ~Rich