Earlier i felt very anxious about my future. I wasnt sure how well i did in the first core exam and generally i havent been doing that well. I want to get a first. I hope this time i will really go for it. I got a second chance but the year just went by and i didnt take the opportunity like i thought i would. Perhaps i was too bored and didnt understand it properly to find the things i didnt know interesting.

I dont really know what to do; what are my options? Will the work that i've done be enough? If not is there another opportunity?

If things don't work out my other aspirations are yoga and cooking. I guess I could get a temp job and save up the money to go back to college. Or try and get into either another way!

I hope i'll be content with whatever will happen. I guess it doesnt matter what that is as long as i'm happy.

Time for bed now. Tomorrow I will give it a good shot. Less than a week to go. I dont want to give this up just yet; but if I have to its been a part of life I wouldnt want to lose. Bring on the next life lesson; here or else where!