If i look better, If i seem happy, I'm not. How i act, Is not how i feel. Deep inside my heart, I'm crying, I'm wanting to die. What can help me, What can get me through the bad times, Nothing. My smilies are fake, My laughs are dull, Is that what my life is supposed to be? The pain, The lies, It makes me wanna die. How was that poem? please let me know.