Wow it's been a long time since I have written in here... I've been working on my myspace all the time. I do have to say the best thing in my life is my hunny todd, we have been through alot together and I hope nothing ever comes between us. I'm very excited to be going for my lisence soon... i really hope I pass. I also got my CNA a few months ago ao I'm going to be finding a better paying job! Woo hoo! Then I'll be all set! Thank goodness. Well I guess thats all for now... ttyl! ~CAROL~

Honestly... why leave comments if you can't leave your name? Just so you know my hair is blonde now MR NO NAME!!! and I don't care if you think I'm ugly because you don't matter to me so yeh... I'll be ugly no matter what!!! PS- I LOVE MY TODDY!!!

Need I say more? BAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED A NEW JOB!!!

Lstnight was so so wonderful! I got to be in my sweethearts arms all cuddled up close to him, there was no where else I'd rather be. I love him so so much. Even when the fast songs were playing we stood in eachothers arms. It was so great. He is wonderful!!! MAUH* I LOVE YOU TODD!!! Love always ~CAROL~

Yeh it's been awhile since I have written on my diary... shesh I'm such a slacker!!! Not much has really happened... we started clinical at the nursing home... it's not really exciting yet. Uh... me and todd couldn't be better... He's my everything! I can't wait till our class trip on thursday... I get to sit with todd the whole time and I even get to eat lunch with him!!! YAY!!! Also Saturday should be wonderful!!! I get to get all pretty for my todd!!! MAUH* I love him. Homecomming should be great!!! Lol well thats pretty much it... guess I'll ttyl.

Yup... uh so here I am sitting at the computer typing this... entry if thats what you wanna call it. I fingured I'd type absolutly nothing since well... my life is absolutly nothing... actually it's absoulutly everything cuz todd is my life. Yeh well enough with this I need to type up my poems ttyl.

I had a wonderful time yesterday!!! I got to go watch my hunny play football and then go mini golfing with him also... lol yeh well I'm pretty bad at golfing but it was alot of fun! I always enjoy being with him... he makes me so happy. Yeh today was ok I guess... I am just taking a break from studying the human heart... bahhh!!! Lol All I did was work come home and do this... plus I still have math to do. Yeh well guess I should get going! Toodles. ~CAROL~ I LOVE YOU TODD!!!

Yeh so... I guess I should write a little something... I haven't had much of anything to write about. Pretty much things have stayed the same. School is going ok I guess... and things with todd are wonderful, he is wonderful and such a sweetheart. I did go to church with chrissy last weekend and it was alot of fun plus we went bowling and to a church picnic too... good times. I get to go to the game on saturday and watch my sweetheart play!!! YAY!!! No matter what he's #1! I'm hoping to also spend some time with him after the game but that isn't a for sure thing yet since he has to see what they are doing first... but I'm really hoping it works out!!! Pretty much thats about as good as it gets so yeh... ttyl!!! ~CAROL~

Yeh... tonight I decided to take my daddy out to eat. YAY!!! I love my daddy so I wanted to show him... but I know that he knows already I just though it'd be a nice gesture... plus I don't get to see him much with work and school and his work! Hehehe... so it's off to Applebees in a little. I'm also very happy that tomorrow is Monday and we have no school so I gets to see my sweetheart todd! MAUH* Hehehe I miss being in his arms... I don't see him much in school these days and when I do it's just I quick glance and maybe a quick hug, so this time with him will be so very important to me... heck anytime with him is important but I will apreciate this alot. I just can't wait.... So back to takin dad out... I hope he enjoys himself which I am sure he will, also I wanna stop and get mom some flowers at Giant... but we will see what dad says, I don't know why I want to do all of this but I do. I know that I always complain how rotten my parents are but I know it's because they love me and are looking out for me and I love them too and it's just a little something to show my appreciation. Well I'm gonna wrap it up! Ttyl! ~CAROL~ I Y You TODD!!!

Well today was the first day of a new school year... creepy huh? Lol not really it was actually a nice day, I'm happy that I got to see all my friends... plus it's better then sitting at home with nothing better to do isn't it? So yeh... anyway... I'm ver glad school has begun except the fact that it's kinda hard to believe that we are juniors this year... we as in my 11th grade buddies. Not that I don't love all my other friends like my lil Jay and Ortman and all those good lil women! Lol your all gr8! I also enjoyed seeing my todd today, I'm not so happy that we have no classes or lunch together... but at least I get to see him and he walks me to my bus at the end of the day, it's better then nothing. I'm a tad dissapointed that Chrissys lunch got changed... sniffle sniffle it just won't be the same without her... and now she has lunch with my sweetheart... how unfair. I guess if I can't have one I don't get none. POOPY!!! Well maybe next year. Over all things went well and I guess I'm looking forward to returning tomorrow... until then take care. ~CAROL~ Ps- thank you Chrissy for my presents!!! I love em... and the shirt fits gr8! I Y You TODD!!!

I'm just writing in here to write... I really don't have much to write about. I hope that I get to go see my sweetheart tomorrow but I dunno... and I don't want to get my hopes up because of resent events so yeh... but tonight I have to work, Oh joy!!! Lol bahh!!! I can't wait to talk to todd I miss him so so much and thats always my favorite part of my day is talking to him... he makes me so so happy he really does. MAUH* I love you todd!!! Well I'm gonna get going I'll ttyl. ~CAROL~ Ps- Can't wait for school to start!

Well... today was history day, and considering I'm running on 4 hours of sleep... I'm still feeling pretty good! We had alot of fun times... yeh those new pics of mine, they r just slaming eh??? Hehe... no one messes with the bear... I meen NO ONE!!! ( All violaters will be prosecuted) Lol... any who... so... yea history day was gr8... I got to wear my lovely colonial costume, and make corn husk dalls woo fun stuff... at the end of the day I made my love a really gr8 candle... well until it smashed on the table before it was dry... i fixed it up though, now it looks like a blue Jaba da Hut from Star wars!!! Hehehe... oh yes and I saved my todd a dolly! I know he would have been so crushed if I haden't I meen... he loves playing with his dolls. I also made a new little friend... he was the cutest little frog, His name was Pee Wee... he hugged my thumb then hopped away off into the sunset never to be seen again... but just know... I will never forget you Pee Wee!!! Hehehe... those darn toe sucking fishes... they tickled! Lol don't ask! Well yeh I think I might be done... oh yeh one more thing... Rin... stop qweefing!!! Love ya girlies ~CAROL~ ps... SLEEPY!!! Booty Call ~~~~~~~~~~ Nise n' Me ~~~~~~~~~~~ Byrd n' Me ~~~~~~~~~~~ Don't Mess with the bear!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ME!!!... Oh baby oh baby!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The reunion wasn't so bad after all we had a nice time together! We walked through the feilds in the hot sunshine, and picked on eachother all day long... it's gr8 to be with someone who doesn't expect anything from you but the pleasure of your company. MAUH* I LOVE YOU TODD!!! After the reunion we hungout at my house and played a future game thing... you know the one where you write down a bunch of stuff and pick a # then cross stuff off... yeh thats what we did. Then we mozied our lazy bums down to the carnival... fun stuff HAHA TOLD YOU YOU'D EAT A CLAM!!! Heheh well it was gr8 thats all I can say! MAUH* Love you muchez! Ps- Happy 2months 2 weeks!!!

Well today is another boring day in the life of carol... the best part was talking to my sweetheart this morning. Hehehe plus I got to drive!!! Yay! I am hoping to go to his house on monday and hangout with him... I love being with him it's amazing!!! Most of the day today I slept... well like 3 hours anyway... yup I'm lazy you know it!!! Lol other then that nothing is shakin... I'm looking forward to Saturday, I get to see my Byrd for history day hehe fun stuff!!! Well I'll ttyl! Byez ~CAROL~

Well tomorrow should be interesting... it's the reunion. Oh goodness poor todd, lol I guess I should look on the bright side at least I'll have someone to talk to!!! LOL plus it's still time together! MAUH* I love my toddy! Hehehe plus after we get to go down to the dinky little carnival woo hoo more alone time hehe! Well ttyl!! Wish us luck, you know how them old people get... lol just kidding, it's all good... last year wasn't bad but I really had no one to talk to, I'm glad my sweetheart is going with!!! YAY!!! Night! Luff ~CAROL~

I can't wait till Saturday!!! I get to see my sweetheart again! Dad invited him to our reunion... Oh boy what fun eh??? Lol the point is I'll get to see him!!! YAY!!!!!! Heheh I love him!!! MAUH* Any who other then that not much is going on.... I'm just preparing for school!!!! YAY!!! Well TTYL ~CAROL~ Ps- thanks so much for my comment sweetheart!!! MAUH*

Yeh thats right good old Knoebles! Lol Yesterday was totally wonderful!!! I got to spend the whole day with my sweetheart!!! Mom let me drive to go get him... which we made it so I must of did ok or else it was pure luck that we got there. Then we hungout for a bit at my house then mom took us to drop us of at Knoebles... and let me tell you it was gr8!!! Lol except the sky ride... damn that thing is freaky, hights are not my friend. Lol poor todd, I made him go with me on the twister... well actually he went I didn't make him, he just went cuz he knew I wanted to go on... He is soooo sweet!!! MAUH* After we left Knoebles we just hungout more at my house and ate dinner... and my yummy peanut butter pie. Lol then dad invited todd to the family reunion on Saturday ( I really hope he can go!!!) After that we took a walk to the park just so we could talk, which was gr8 because I really needed to talk to him. Then we sat cuddling on my front porch heheh I love cuddling with my sweetheart!!! Then sniffle sniffle his mommy came... and we didn't wanna part... I hate letting him go after being with him all day... it sucks!!! So yeh that was my day!!! It was amazing! THANKS SO MUCH TODD!!!! MAUH* I LOVE YOU! Love always n 4-ever ~CAROL~ I Y You TODD!!!

You meen more to me then anything... your that one person who makes me laugh when I don't even want to smile... the one who lights up my world when it turns dark and keeps me warm when it's cold... you warm me from the inside out with your love, oh how I love you too. You meen the world to me because you are my world, you understand me so well and you want to help me through my troubles... your always there to pick me up when I fall and you dust away the hurt. You are all that I think about, all that I dream about, all that I ever want... you are my everything. Thank you so much for never giving up on me. MAUH* I love you sweetheart. ~LOVE ALWAYS~ *CAROL* I Y You TODD!!!

I sooooo can't wait until Monday!!! I finally get to see my sweetheart again. I miss him so muchez. Yeh mom and me are gonna go pick him up in the morning then she is gonna drop us off at Knoebles for the day... after that we will come back and eat then hangout for a bit before I have to give him up again... sniffle sniffle I don't want to give him up again. I hate that we don't see eachother very often it really sucks. Well I have to go get ready for work so I will keep u updated on all that good stuff. Ttyl. ~CAROL~

Lol New York was gr8!!!! I had such a blast. I got alot of really nice clothes and stuff. Lol it was just so fun. It's good to be home again though. I'm a little... ok alot dissapointed that I won't get to see my Todd this week... I have to work wendsday-sunday!!! Ewww!!!! Lol But little does he know that my mom said he can come over Monday!!! Woo hoo! I really hope he can. I miss him much. Lol Well thats about it I guess. Ttyl. MAUH* Love always ~CAROL~ ps- I'm happy for you byrd!!!!!