RIP Brittany Clark 6/13/06 :'(

anxiety may choke you like razor wire but your face makes me slit my wrists w/ barbed wire Im emo I cry while watching finding nemo My favorite food is tacos Why am i single? only god knows Your face brings me pain and i cry in the rain because im an emo fuck i went hunting and shot a buck wanna by me a soda or just suck my NODE-A Im a fag all i do is nag know wonder why im single Not even the dead wanna mingle Im fat I even ate my door mat I used to be ghetto i sing to the butterflys in the meadow Yo yo yo used to be my favorite phrase Now all im doing is getting sprays for my fleas I caught when that bitch was on her knees wigga please peace in the crease YA'LL

Well Ive had a really good weekend again....me and tara and will hung out everyday except for today...we have os much fun when we hang out together...and its so much fun too. Well today my dad came back home....cancer and all....its so weird seeing him and it makes me so sad to see him the way he is....104 lbs...skin and bones LITERALLY...no fat...you can see the outline of his organs...his ribs.....his veins....his legs are the size of my forearm....he has no hair on his head, no eyelashes no eyebrows....can hardlyy walk...cant breathe....cant talk very well...everything he eats the cancer eats before it can get to his system...this sucks....brain lymphnode liver kidney windpipe and lung cancer all at once...wow i dont understand the world...lets kill my friends and family who i love...and let all the inconsiderate assholes who can give to shits about their friends and family keep theres...THANKS LIFE I LOVE YOU RIGHT FUCKING BACK! well im sitting here i feel sick and yeah im bored and im listening to a pretty interesting song

OMG I have had the best weekend ever in a long long time haha. Friday after school: Kara didn't show up to the mall b/c she isn't gonna "stoop to my level" but i never once had to write shit in a bathroom stall...Went to the mall with Tara and met my lovaaa Precious there then met Dan and Paige DJ and the baby and chilled there ate some subway, bought some shoes....Went home around 5 with Precious...started drinking around 6:30 with Precious..walk to nandos around 7...hung out with Ape and ALicia there....got more shit to drink...got trashed on Nandos porch..haha i gotta say it was fucking amazinnng.....Milk ended up coming over and hanging out...of course he doesn't like when girls drink..so he was more shy then he was already..we chillen there then around 9:30 we walked up to an assholes house to see the boys...and Precious started balling bc guys suck and then we walked back bc she threw her cellphone and it almost broke...then she was drunk dialing and it was HILARIOUS and then after that we got back to nandos Milk was still there...hes adorable by the way haha...then after that we walked up Jay street with newell and bubba and dropped them off at Shannons and then walked to the top and went to Alicias and then went to the bar with her and Precious and Ape...it was fun but then we left came back here talked to Milk...me and Precious passed out and woke up @ 730AM on Saturday Saturday:nothing much got money ate chinese with Precious and then around 9:45 we went to Barnes and Nobles and met up with Timmy and his brother Eric...we went to Dennys and chilled and had mucho fun...drove to WalMart and Eric did some mothers day shopping and then they dropped us off here @ like 12:30...talked to Milk agian..AHH :)...and then we went to bed and woke up @ 930AM Sunday:Went to PA for mothers day chilled with the family..came home and slept from 430-720..ate some pizza sat outside with my mom and then now im talking to Milk..:) and writing this...cant wait till tomorrow ill fill you in on what is said about me..and not to me of course...haha CANT WAIT well i love this thing and yeah haha

Paige: OMG I was watching Yo Mamma lastnigjt Me:I was watchin her too THE WHOLE CLASS: HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH well ya see the funniest thing about today is the apology...apologize to my face...or meet me at the mall it would be great..and another thing is you wouldnt run away? but when i told you to meet me at the mall @ 430 you RAN..so dont act like your big bad and tough either you come to the mall and finish it there or you drop it shut the fuck up and get over it thanks love always kimmy p

WOW I HATE GIRLS ONES THAT HAVE TO WRITE SHIT ON THE BATHROOM STALL AND CANT SAY SHIT TO YOU ONES THAT ARE JUST JEALOUS BC THEY CANT GET THEIR EX BACK ONES WHO DID THE SAME THING TO 2 OF MY FRIENDS AND HAS TO CRY AND BITCH ABOUT IT ONES THAT CANT BACK THEIR SHIT UP HIT ME YOU DUMB CUNT ILL LET YOU GET 1 GOOD HIT IN....END OF STORY SUCK A DICK YOU STUPID WHORE I HATE YOU AND IF I SEE YOU OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL YOU BETTER FUCKING RUN LIKE THE DOG YOU ARE DUMB CUNT LOVE ALWAYS KIMMY MOTHER FUCKING P DO SOETHING ABOUT IT BITCH I DARE YOU

Well....i retired my old journal..thought id make a new one...tell me what ya think love kimmy p