Well Ive had a really good weekend again....me and tara and will hung out everyday except for today...we have os much fun when we hang out together...and its so much fun too. Well today my dad came back home....cancer and all....its so weird seeing him and it makes me so sad to see him the way he is....104 lbs...skin and bones LITERALLY...no fat...you can see the outline of his organs...his ribs.....his veins....his legs are the size of my forearm....he has no hair on his head, no eyelashes no eyebrows....can hardlyy walk...cant breathe....cant talk very well...everything he eats the cancer eats before it can get to his system...this sucks....brain lymphnode liver kidney windpipe and lung cancer all at once...wow i dont understand the world...lets kill my friends and family who i love...and let all the inconsiderate assholes who can give to shits about their friends and family keep theres...THANKS LIFE I LOVE YOU RIGHT FUCKING BACK! well im sitting here i feel sick and yeah im bored and im listening to a pretty interesting song