ya iwrote a poem((((you dont have to read it))))its really long but meaningful. My silent prayer Don’t leave me here sitting on my own I don’t know if I could handle being all alone. I know you think I’m independent but I need someone to care. I”ve blinded myself from others to show you that I’m there. I left it all behind the things you don’t like. Now if you did the same for me together, we could be. Make a promise here and now you’ll love me till you die cause if I cannot see you here just know I’ll see you there. I used to be a happy girl back when we were there I used to feel the love around now I just feel air. I feel as if people love me only cause they should. I don’t feel the way I did I want to be with you. When I’m around you my heart begins to swell I know you love because you do not because you can. I never thought I’d see the day when I just didn’t care. I always said “live life as if it could be the end” now I wish it was the end the end of pain, misery suffering this pain I cannot bare. I have no one left I can trust they all stab me in the back I don’t understand why they do I’ve always been there for them. If you can hear this, my silent prayer send me a message from your heart let me know you care.