Hm watching True Life its interesting. Ah life is pretty awesome. I kinda just realized that i like all kinds of music except like country. I mean like i was only into rock and alternative. But if you like give me a band or a singer i probably will like it. oh well though. pce. :]

yes very much. hmm people went to a place to learn ettict or something like that i can't really spell. anyways it was very interesting i fell off my seat at lunch made a face at a teacher who thinks every ones afraid of and got my progress report. but its all good. pce. :]

OK so i broke up with Ryan. We been going out 3 months today. I felt super bad to. I told him that we can still be friends if he wanted but i don't know if he wants to be my friend still. so it kinda stinks.but i just have to give it time.its just that he wasn't ready for the kind of relationship I want. So I really really hope that me and him could still be friends. Well today was fun being a Friday. Lunch was nasty only because they were serving fish sandwiches and i hate fish. But other than that the rest of the day was fun. pce. :]

oh wow. people in my school really freak me out. [[that's all I'm gonna say bout that]] anyways nothing new really happened. nothings wrong and life is pretty good. cant wait till tomorrow i have to go to the schools library to look up stuff for the French and Indian War. at least its a Friday and not like a Monday. pce:]

blah. life is good for now. its just ugh. i cant stand it i had like an emotional break down in school at lunch last thursday. its i just cant. its so complicated. arg i can't even write it down on words. pce.

woah! today was ahmazing! mhm this soo good. im just thinking right now. i had to help my friend prissy [[nickname]] w/ her bf and i really don't know what to do. see she really liked this guy for a while and they started going out for like 2 months or more and well she loved him in the beginning but she feels like she likes him more like a friend now. but she doesn't know what to do now because she still wants to be really good friends with him but she doesn't know if he will be friends w/ her still. so i was wondering if one of you guys could comment me some advice to give her. it will be really appreciated. pce :]

hmm.... today i don't have school.(parent teacher conference) i got a D on my report card which is pretty bad. my mom said im not aloud to talk to people on the phone after 8. its not that bad though. because i had this one friend and she got a C on her report card and she wasnt aloud to do anything. which sucked for her. pce :]

oh boy the elections are soon and i know i can't vote but still for all those that can use this to your advantage vote for who you guys think should win. did you know that half of America doesn't vote on Nov. 4? every vote counts so make the best out of it and don't stay home and be a bum on Tues. So go out and vote! McCain Or Obama. Ok. So on friday. I went trick or treating :]. I love going out dressed up its fun. i had an awesome time on Friday we had a pep rally and it was awesome are band is really good and so are most of the schools teams. Today i had Sunday school its pretty funny how I'm almost totally against most of my religion,and i still don't get why I have to receive all the sacraments,I'm going to receive Conformation in spring. So i have to study a lot of questions. pce. :] <3

today was so much fun i went to a parade and it was awesome i was hanging out w/ a lot of my friends. i was supposed to be in it but i decided to go with one of my friends instead. well i really have nothing else to write about it. pce. :]

ok i had a lot more entry's but i deleted them cause i wanted to start new. so here is my new diary. pce. :]

ok so yeah its been like maybe a month i think idk anyways nothing new has happened in my boring ol' life. hmmm am super bored and i have to do my h.w soon. lets see last week i went to homecoming game let me say there was a lot of drama. woah im not even in high school yet. and just jesus. this week was ok i guess hm life is good i guess but soon i think i have to make a really tough decision soon. so yeah well that is it for now. pce. :]

well i liked this guy for like a while like a really long while and my friends say that he likes me but i never bought that anyways i went with one of my friends to the first home football game and well i was hanging out w/ a couple of my friends for most of it and then me my friend and a couple of boys went to the tennis courts and were having fun like joking around and stuff. but then i had to go home so anyways i was on aim and hes like i liked you since the middle of 7th grade and im like wow so i was like i liked you to and then i was like do it so he asked me out and yeah im happy. pce. :]

so on the last week of school like 2 months ago kinda sorta not idk i guess well the week after that i went to ohio and i met a canada kid that was really cute,his name was levi, at this party it was fun there was fireworks and a really cute light house and a band it was fun. i went to camp 7/20-8/8 and it was fun i meet a lot of ppl there. i met ppl from Israel and ppl from california. but no candians. i wish i did though. pce. :]

did you like ever notice how sometimes life comes at you fast? i have..............hmmmm well school ends on friday next week....this weekend was fun i guess? pce. :]

I hate SCHOOL SO MUCH @ the end of thes last few days i wanted to kill the world but you know what today was the worst you wanna know y ill tell u y my ex or whatever started saying crap like how he can get a girlfriend and i cant even get a boyfriend he is a d!ck better yet he sucks d!ck!!! hes so freakin gay i want to beat his freakin face up i HATE him sooo much i wish he would go to HELL You know what this other guy started to say that i was crying when my ex broke up with me but guess what i wasnt so i got my friends water and pore it on him i swear to god........i swear to god! omg i HATE this world they dont kno the crap that i go through at home they dont know what its like to wanna be DEAD every freakin day! people may think that my life rox but it doesnt! people wish they had my life but really they shouldnt! my life is freakin crap! I feel like.... i dont kno what i feel like it sucks! i feel really MAD and i dont know y usally i kinda get mad but now im seriously mad :( i think i need a person to talk to pce. :]